Same thing here. I could not find any inner peace, I was often angry and in a weird state. The practices I started doing got it more and more under control.my anger problem
There was also a feeling of emptiness, depression.
The whole corona mess made me go teetotal. Changes everything.What are some of the habits you’ve gotten rid of that changed your life for the better or increased your success with magick? One I can mention is how much sex i was having and getting rest . That changed my energy levels .
I kind of like simplicity when it comes to these. I have just some Orthodox icons on the walls, no paintings though, most of the icons are just cheap printed ones. A few wooden.anything on the walls, not even art
What I noticed is that the practices broke the barriers between the internal and external, causing an exchange of energies between. When enough of a particular mantra or some practice is done, it releases a lot of dopamine and whatever else. Then the spiritual muscles get better over time.meditation and magic
This is exactly what I feel and we are not the only ones. I know a few practitioners who are not on these forums and they found the same relief from practices.I 'woke up' to the fact that I had been depriving myself of happiness