Well, I think I had, a few years ago...
Okay .... first of all , as soon as I started reading your post I got a tingle ..... what is going on here . So much flashed through my mind :
In fact, it is one of the many reasons why I feel connected to the ocean and the moon.
as soon as I read that , I sorta knew what was coming ;
I had just left an emotional farewell to my maternal grandmother; my family had to go to the harbor to check their boat, and I decided to go with them, since I needed to be near the sea after seeing my grandmother's lifeless body lying in a casket. We took the boat for a small ride across the dock area.
.... not that I had this expereince , no grief or departed relative but
I sat at the edge, only staring into the ocean, trying not to go on a spiral of thoughts about my relationship with death, when suddenly I noticed a figure under the water; her silhouette was nothing like any animal or sea being that I had seen or studied... Yet, I did not fear; I felt drawn and at the same time, relief, as if a maternal force was embracing me...
This part ! Soooo familiar : I am young standing at the waters edge ; salt water but a type of enclosed estuary . I am in shallow water, standing , looking into the water into a deep channel with the tide surging through it and seaweed flowing and billowing on the bottom . The weed is long and thin and flowing, mostly green but there are some browns in there as well. I notice it is flowing and billowing strangely , like long hair . I look closer and in there I see an eye looking back at me ! Then I can see a face in there ... its ' a lady ' .... down there under the water . Its certainly not a fish or a dolphin or a seal !
I start to worry and think she will not be able to breath down there under the water ... what is she doing down there , how did she get there . Then I thought , since the previous did not make sense ... wait , maybe it is a reflection in the water of something in the sky ? I didnt think it made no sense either that a woman might be in the sky, anyway I looked up . Above me was like the sky had split open in a vesica ( yoni) shape and in the middle was a woman beaming down on me . many years later I saw a painting of Our Lady de Guadalupe .... MY GOODNESS there she is ! or very similar anyway .
Not exactly her , but certainaly a very similar radiating 'split' in the sky / aura around her . Note the Moon and star emblems , the small boy at the base and the man offering devotions .
very maternal energy and yes very embracing, but also 'beaming' energy into me .
At the time, I thought it was some sort of siren or mermaid that I had glimpsed, and in a way I was not wrong.
Exactly ! I had the same confusion and then came to the same conclusion . 'Mermaid' is an aspect of her . So much so that I have made a little shrine to her ; I dug out and made a large fish pond , built and arch over it with plants around and bought a mermaid sculpture I 'happened ' to find in a town a long way from home , on a spontaneous trip . She is sitting and learning to one side and holding a shell up that water comes out of and into the pond
Only years later did I realise she was a deity with whom I had always felt a connection and realise on that day she let her glimpse her because I was feeling that I was slowly losing my maternal figures...
There are different versions of her . many years later (I never put all this together until mid life ) I realised that as a child I went to 'Our Lady Star of the Sea' school . There she is again ... 'Stella Maris ' - 'Our Lady ' she is the patron of sailors and all who travel on the sea .
Especially looks after those that get in trouble 'on the ocean ' - see below *
Ever since then, when I feel lonely I walk to the sea and speak to the sea as if she was there to listen to me, sometimes she answer me with the sea, other times her answer come in a form of a vision or dream, while others times comes clear as if she was sitting next to me, talking to one of her children...
Yes ! Thats it . In a way, since that first day I got 'zapped', I still feel that connection and many times 'things come through' that connection . It was like a beam of light and a noise that came from her and smacked me right in the third eye .
I think we all encounter different versions of her . here are some more thoughts ; first generally about her , and then more specifically , how she can relate individually .
generally, of course she is a form of 'The Goddess ' clearly linked to the 'Goddess of the Stars ', in her highest aspect ; Nuit ;
and obviously the Moon . Internally she might be , or connected in some way , or is generating our individual anima : 'soul spirit life' .
There is another aspect as well ; the sea is a symbol of our unconscious ; the surface is the consciousness and what lies beneath that is vast . Magick, psychology and similar explore the unconscious . It can be smooth sailing or rough seas . Personally I have been blessed with a stability there but not all are so fortunate . For one who explores these realms she is also a guide and protector .
On to relation to individuals ( I can only speak of mine ) ; my natal chart is strongly Lunar and Neptunian ; this energy is VERY Neptunian .... which can be an issue if unfocused ( fortunately it is well aspected to Mercury and has grounding in earth ) .
I feel she is also of the class of 'Tutilary spirit ' and , in my case , also something to do with 'genius loci ' ( a spirit in a certain location or associated with an area )
Aside from that, all my other contacts with entities had been through lucid dreams, meditation, and through mediums.
Thanks for your story . It was curious that I sorta , knew what was coming and got excited about it before I read it ... mermaids and everything .