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Hello, andthank you for accepting me as member of this forum.
My experiences with the occult go back well into my childhood. I still remember my father hunched over a Bible and flame of a mat h or a candle. Later in school I started with meditation practices as I was thoroughly disappointed with Christianity. I wasn't rebellig against God just didn't get the point of having to go to mass on Sunays. I wanted results. Back then the Satanic Bible was a big deal. In the end I went towards tantric eastern yoga practices and learned petitions and how to evoke spirits, some divination too, joined several local witch covers, which didn't last very long. Members of good quality who could carry a station or even a ritual were few and far between. I spent the lockdowns looking into spirituality, reading lots of things from the internet fine tuning my own practice.
Honestly 2 or three years ago it appeared that we were finally into a magical revival. Somehow I am somewhat disappointed. Maye I should have put in more time but with real life uou only get to make a couple of friends worth keeping. So here I am seeking more light. I do have an assortment of books and ebooks I'll share them when have some spare time.
My experiences with the occult go back well into my childhood. I still remember my father hunched over a Bible and flame of a mat h or a candle. Later in school I started with meditation practices as I was thoroughly disappointed with Christianity. I wasn't rebellig against God just didn't get the point of having to go to mass on Sunays. I wanted results. Back then the Satanic Bible was a big deal. In the end I went towards tantric eastern yoga practices and learned petitions and how to evoke spirits, some divination too, joined several local witch covers, which didn't last very long. Members of good quality who could carry a station or even a ritual were few and far between. I spent the lockdowns looking into spirituality, reading lots of things from the internet fine tuning my own practice.
Honestly 2 or three years ago it appeared that we were finally into a magical revival. Somehow I am somewhat disappointed. Maye I should have put in more time but with real life uou only get to make a couple of friends worth keeping. So here I am seeking more light. I do have an assortment of books and ebooks I'll share them when have some spare time.
