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My name is Xag which is a short for my real name which is Xristoforos (Christopher) and my surname.
I am 20 years old and I live in the island of Cyprus. I have 7 years of experience in hand.
My years were spent like:
1 year Basics and dabbling around
3 Gatekeeper pathworking
3 meditation only retreat from magick
And on January this year I started black magick again, I am pathworking the nine demonic kings but rather than spending three months each I made it for six months since I done a full Life renovation with Beleth.
My goal is self deification and I learned it that this process is a 24/7/365 process, I came into knowing that we have no predetermined godself or godform but our Labour is to become it and manifest right here and right now, I believe that the godself is only a shadow that we leave behind, in so doing all we can be is the so called "possessor" (conciousness) this sums up a portion of my own personal philosophy.
I have a clear vision of where I want to go and do in this worldly life but despite these visions I fall back into reality and do everything I can to serve that vision. I have the so called "duties" that are things that I must do to reach the desired state. These duties serve a hierarchy that go from apotheosis down to the body. In so doing they are:
1. Meditation, spiritual practice
2. Mental, physical health which are studying and working out, yoga etc
3. Empire building which is building the life I want. Cash, business etc.
I work as an electrician and I am studying electrical engineering in September. I have all things that any guy at my age should have. Lackness and inefficiency are enemies that must be battled against and I consider this one of my strengths and reasons that I do not fall into any social group. My goal is to maximise everything and make life to die for, this is done by doing by mastering being both the external labourous warrior but aslo the magician who opens up the heavens.
I have a strong foundation in meditation and base off all of my magical practice of it. During the years my Magick changed a lot but now I do it more ceremonially which is by doing three to a seven day fast While dedicating my meditations Towards a spirit. I do the ritual and then digest the gnosis and see how it can be worked and how reminiscent is to others. an element of my is balance of two extremes.
I am 20 years old and I live in the island of Cyprus. I have 7 years of experience in hand.
My years were spent like:
1 year Basics and dabbling around
3 Gatekeeper pathworking
3 meditation only retreat from magick
And on January this year I started black magick again, I am pathworking the nine demonic kings but rather than spending three months each I made it for six months since I done a full Life renovation with Beleth.
My goal is self deification and I learned it that this process is a 24/7/365 process, I came into knowing that we have no predetermined godself or godform but our Labour is to become it and manifest right here and right now, I believe that the godself is only a shadow that we leave behind, in so doing all we can be is the so called "possessor" (conciousness) this sums up a portion of my own personal philosophy.
I have a clear vision of where I want to go and do in this worldly life but despite these visions I fall back into reality and do everything I can to serve that vision. I have the so called "duties" that are things that I must do to reach the desired state. These duties serve a hierarchy that go from apotheosis down to the body. In so doing they are:
1. Meditation, spiritual practice
2. Mental, physical health which are studying and working out, yoga etc
3. Empire building which is building the life I want. Cash, business etc.
I work as an electrician and I am studying electrical engineering in September. I have all things that any guy at my age should have. Lackness and inefficiency are enemies that must be battled against and I consider this one of my strengths and reasons that I do not fall into any social group. My goal is to maximise everything and make life to die for, this is done by doing by mastering being both the external labourous warrior but aslo the magician who opens up the heavens.
I have a strong foundation in meditation and base off all of my magical practice of it. During the years my Magick changed a lot but now I do it more ceremonially which is by doing three to a seven day fast While dedicating my meditations Towards a spirit. I do the ritual and then digest the gnosis and see how it can be worked and how reminiscent is to others. an element of my is balance of two extremes.
happy to be here.
