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The Awakening
Since the age of 12, my life has been shadowed by extraordinary events that defy explanation by the mundane. At the tender age of thirteen, I yearned for a connection with the divine, a telepathic bridge to God himself. Instead, I unwittingly opened a doorway to a powerful entity, a being of immense supernatural power.
This entity, a shapeshifter of the spirit world, first presented itself as God, then donned the mantle of the Great Aura, before transforming into another guise, and finally settling on the form of Vishnu. It imparted upon me a wealth of otherworldly abilities, from the manipulation of the very elements to the art of possession.
These pronouncements from beyond also included glimpses of the future, prophecies that now teeter on the edge of fulfillment. But a burning question consumes me: who is this enigmatic spirit? My past attempts to delve into the Akashic Records were clouded by external influences. A brush with the cinematic portrayal of a demon named Malthus, through a trailer for a Conjuring film, may have tainted my last foray into the mystical archives.
Driven to desperate measures by relentless tormentors, I sought vengeance. A succession of demonic entities, including Pazuzu, Dra'talon, Glasya-Labolas, Lilith, and Andras, proved indifferent to my pleas for retribution. Lucifer, the enigmatic fallen angel, emerged as the sole entity willing to heed my call, but at a terrible cost. He pledged to enact my revenge, but only on the condition of my allegiance in his war against the divine.
That was the worst mistake of my life. I previously had astral constructs charged with the ineffable name of God, which I had to take down for obvious reasons. I have never been able to connect to any angel, demon, god ever since. My evocation feels blocked. Every spirit I try to evoke or pathwork to is a weak imitation which inevitably tries to attack me. There is astral shit thrown at me everyday. Banishing, cleansing, grounding, protections through magic aren't working. Only Reiki is effective in cleansing, but I still have to figure out how to build protections with Reiki
Is there any way I can find out the truth of what exactly happened? I had read Uriel was the archangel of Truth, but when Uriel was channeled on my past, he simply gave me my past life experience instead my supernatural history in this very life. Twisting words is something only I have heard about demons
Also can you please command Archangel Michael to unbind, uncross, banish, cleanse, set up and empower wards & shields for me and protect me from all threats and danger
Magicians can command archangels, including Archangel Michael. Each soul has a God within, and all spirits obey that God
You just need to invoke your god-self or simply say a verbal command with an air of authority and confidence "In the name of the God within me, I command you Archangel Michael to unbind, uncross, banish, cleanse, set up and empower wards & shields for him and protect him from all threats and danger, and he shall remain unharmed"
Meditation to find your god-self (Credit: Conner Kendall)
Sit in a meditative position with your eyes closed, inhale deeply and hold the breath for 8 seconds, then exhale, repeat this precisely 8 times.
Visualise gold particles of light, in the air millions of them, these particles hold the power of potential.
The more you observe the particles the more they solidify in the room, you’ll begin to feel a pressure, push against you.
When the energy is at the point, inhale deeply feel the energy enter the pores of your skin filling you with this ultimate potential.
When you exhale feel the energy solidify inside you, containing the power within, now circulate the energy by visualising and feeling it rise throughout your entire being.
Vibrate the mantra " Sat’Nam ", while feeling this golden light gain a huge critical mass.
You’ll begin to feel very strange, maybe even disorientated.
Now Visualise a circle of golden fire around you, feel the circle buzz with this constant godly golden light.
Now feel all your surroundings disappear you’re in a empty void only you and the flaming circle.
Now reach and look deep inside yourself, and put the call out to your godself, however you wish to word it make it personal to you.
Say
" May the pillar of my godself rise within me ".
Visualise a golden pillar rise within yourself.
Say
" I invoke my godself I reclaim my birthright as god ".
Now you may hear, see and commune or gain visions of who your godself is and you may gain your true name.
Accessing your godly name or magickal name empowers you to a huge degree
Since the age of 12, my life has been shadowed by extraordinary events that defy explanation by the mundane. At the tender age of thirteen, I yearned for a connection with the divine, a telepathic bridge to God himself. Instead, I unwittingly opened a doorway to a powerful entity, a being of immense supernatural power.
This entity, a shapeshifter of the spirit world, first presented itself as God, then donned the mantle of the Great Aura, before transforming into another guise, and finally settling on the form of Vishnu. It imparted upon me a wealth of otherworldly abilities, from the manipulation of the very elements to the art of possession.
These pronouncements from beyond also included glimpses of the future, prophecies that now teeter on the edge of fulfillment. But a burning question consumes me: who is this enigmatic spirit? My past attempts to delve into the Akashic Records were clouded by external influences. A brush with the cinematic portrayal of a demon named Malthus, through a trailer for a Conjuring film, may have tainted my last foray into the mystical archives.
Driven to desperate measures by relentless tormentors, I sought vengeance. A succession of demonic entities, including Pazuzu, Dra'talon, Glasya-Labolas, Lilith, and Andras, proved indifferent to my pleas for retribution. Lucifer, the enigmatic fallen angel, emerged as the sole entity willing to heed my call, but at a terrible cost. He pledged to enact my revenge, but only on the condition of my allegiance in his war against the divine.
That was the worst mistake of my life. I previously had astral constructs charged with the ineffable name of God, which I had to take down for obvious reasons. I have never been able to connect to any angel, demon, god ever since. My evocation feels blocked. Every spirit I try to evoke or pathwork to is a weak imitation which inevitably tries to attack me. There is astral shit thrown at me everyday. Banishing, cleansing, grounding, protections through magic aren't working. Only Reiki is effective in cleansing, but I still have to figure out how to build protections with Reiki
Is there any way I can find out the truth of what exactly happened? I had read Uriel was the archangel of Truth, but when Uriel was channeled on my past, he simply gave me my past life experience instead my supernatural history in this very life. Twisting words is something only I have heard about demons
Also can you please command Archangel Michael to unbind, uncross, banish, cleanse, set up and empower wards & shields for me and protect me from all threats and danger
Magicians can command archangels, including Archangel Michael. Each soul has a God within, and all spirits obey that God
You just need to invoke your god-self or simply say a verbal command with an air of authority and confidence "In the name of the God within me, I command you Archangel Michael to unbind, uncross, banish, cleanse, set up and empower wards & shields for him and protect him from all threats and danger, and he shall remain unharmed"
Meditation to find your god-self (Credit: Conner Kendall)
Sit in a meditative position with your eyes closed, inhale deeply and hold the breath for 8 seconds, then exhale, repeat this precisely 8 times.
Visualise gold particles of light, in the air millions of them, these particles hold the power of potential.
The more you observe the particles the more they solidify in the room, you’ll begin to feel a pressure, push against you.
When the energy is at the point, inhale deeply feel the energy enter the pores of your skin filling you with this ultimate potential.
When you exhale feel the energy solidify inside you, containing the power within, now circulate the energy by visualising and feeling it rise throughout your entire being.
Vibrate the mantra " Sat’Nam ", while feeling this golden light gain a huge critical mass.
You’ll begin to feel very strange, maybe even disorientated.
Now Visualise a circle of golden fire around you, feel the circle buzz with this constant godly golden light.
Now feel all your surroundings disappear you’re in a empty void only you and the flaming circle.
Now reach and look deep inside yourself, and put the call out to your godself, however you wish to word it make it personal to you.
Say
" May the pillar of my godself rise within me ".
Visualise a golden pillar rise within yourself.
Say
" I invoke my godself I reclaim my birthright as god ".
Now you may hear, see and commune or gain visions of who your godself is and you may gain your true name.
Accessing your godly name or magickal name empowers you to a huge degree
