Hey Everyone

[BrightShroom]

Hello All, I joined your forum about a month ago to take books from your Library , or borrow however you want to look at it, basically I am seeking knowledge what any Wizard would be doing. I am seeking informationrelated to Service Paths, Service to Self (STS) or Others (STO). I feel like this is the same Graduation mentioned in The Law of One, or choosing to be on the Ascension timeline. I remember a friend telling me a long time ago about how to do it and it was by actualizing your Chakras and Writing a Book or Painting a masterpiece? I have written a book and was greeted by a Light Being who offered me the choice of what path to be on. It was a very strange experience and when he appeared he said I dodn't have to choose at the time I could think about it and whenever I asked to "Show me the choices", he wouls appear and I could see two paths ahead of me. It sounds very cliche but I am looking for more information about this. There were more ways to achieve this I think besides writing and painting. Does anyone know what I am talking about? As this is just me kind of introducing myself and a small part of my story and why I am here, I am just going to keep it fairly simple and would be happy to hear from anyone with kowledge of this type of stuff and point me in the right direction.

Thank You and I look forward to seeking more knowledge with you all , Right and Left hand people, if possible

 

[Morell]

Welcome to the forum.
You have some interesting encounters there.

 

[Ziran]

Does anyone know what I am talking about?

There's different words for it in different cultures.

For example: do a Wikipedia search on "Tulpa".

 

[Horologer]

Hello All, I joined your forum about a month ago to take books from your Library , or borrow however you want to look at it, basically I am seeking knowledge what any Wizard would be doing. I am seeking informationrelated to Service Paths, Service to Self (STS) or Others (STO). I feel like this is the same Graduation mentioned in The Law of One, or choosing to be on the Ascension timeline. I remember a friend telling me a long time ago about how to do it and it was by actualizing your Chakras and Writing a Book or Painting a masterpiece? I have written a book and was greeted by a Light Being who offered me the choice of what path to be on. It was a very strange experience and when he appeared he said I dodn't have to choose at the time I could think about it and whenever I asked to "Show me the choices", he wouls appear and I could see two paths ahead of me. It sounds very cliche but I am looking for more information about this. There were more ways to achieve this I think besides writing and painting. Does anyone know what I am talking about? As this is just me kind of introducing myself and a small part of my story and why I am here, I am just going to keep it fairly simple and would be happy to hear from anyone with kowledge of this type of stuff and point me in the right direction.

Thank You and I look forward to seeking more knowledge with you all , Right and Left hand people, if possible

I’ve found myself in similar situations, and quite often — when you’re given the chance to choose. My advice would be not to rush with your choice or decision. From personal experience, I know that whatever decision you make, it usually won’t turn out in your favor. If I were in your place, I would choose “service to self.” People are ungrateful, and in the end, those you served with all your heart might be the very ones to burn you at the stake))).


There’s another option: learn to work with your subconscious and give it the task of “testing both path options.” But if you’ve already stepped into this, there’s no way back.

 

[BrightShroom]

There's different words for it in different cultures.

For example: do a Wikipedia search on "Tulpa".

Thank you I looked up Tulpa on Wikipedia and I don't think this fits much. I guess the being was a type of thought form, but Tulpa was more like Imaginary Friend and this was NOT imaginary. In fact as I stated whenever I would ask to show me the choices I would stare at the two timelibnes/ directions for hours or look at the being because it was so Amazing and I couldn't believe it was happening and I would just stare trying to prolong it. It was offering the choice or deal. A Service to Self path I would have been rich and Service to Others I would awaken to a Psychic Gift which would be random but it could have been Healing, Mediumship, Tarot, I want to say writing and Channeling maybe? I can't remember exactly what the gifts were and that's some of what I am searching for here, they ways to get this to happen and what the gifts were. Other places where I mention this happening get Super Christian and just tell me it was Satan disguised as an Angel or Jesus. I just say fuck off Satan was an Angel why would he need a disguise or if Jesus appeared to them would they accuse him of being Satan? Thats Reddit for ya.

 

[Ziran]

Tulpa was more like Imaginary Friend

That's definitely not what I intended. It's just a word, concept, which was intended to validate your experiences to a degree.

I apologize I can't reply in more detail right now.

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I couldn't believe it was happening

I absolutely believe you.

 

[BrightShroom]

I’ve found myself in similar situations, and quite often — when you’re given the chance to choose. My advice would be not to rush with your choice or decision. From personal experience, I know that whatever decision you make, it usually won’t turn out in your favor. If I were in your place, I would choose “service to self.” People are ungrateful, and in the end, those you served with all your heart might be the very ones to burn you at the stake))).


There’s another option: learn to work with your subconscious and give it the task of “testing both path options.” But if you’ve already stepped into this, there’s no way back.

Oof you posted as I was answering this other post. I chose STO I wanted a Psychic Gift, and I do regret it sometimes because I am broke a lot lol. I did not rush it It took months because I would like to just stare at the being and felt I dodn't want to get stuck with Tarot as my pychic gift BUT I would mess around and do Tarot reading with my drug addict friends and we would be blown away with how accurate they were and I felt I was showing them a glimpse of their higher self and they were more than just a drug addict. For the reading I would just use the book
T A R O T
by TINA GONG
connect with yourself • develop your intuition • live mindfully

I liked using this because it was Objective and the words used in the book would be the Exact words from whatever we were talking about before we drew the cards. Of course the one gift I was afraid of getting, I would have the most fun using, fucking Karmic Jokes

 

[Morell]

Thank you I looked up Tulpa on Wikipedia and I don't think this fits much. I guess the being was a type of thought form, but Tulpa was more like Imaginary Friend and this was NOT imaginary. In fact as I stated whenever I would ask to show me the choices I would stare at the two timelibnes/ directions for hours or look at the being because it was so Amazing and I couldn't believe it was happening and I would just stare trying to prolong it. It was offering the choice or deal. A Service to Self path I would have been rich and Service to Others I would awaken to a Psychic Gift which would be random but it could have been Healing, Mediumship, Tarot, I want to say writing and Channeling maybe? I can't remember exactly what the gifts were and that's some of what I am searching for here, they ways to get this to happen and what the gifts were. Other places where I mention this happening get Super Christian and just tell me it was Satan disguised as an Angel or Jesus. I just say fuck off Satan was an Angel why would he need a disguise or if Jesus appeared to them would they accuse him of being Satan? Thats Reddit for ya.

My philosophy is - if you serve yourself right, everyone gets served. If you serve others right, you get served.
For example if you serve yourself and clean the part where you want to meditate, even without caring for anyone else everyone profits.
If you serve others, if you help people, they will be willing to help you too.

Though I can see your dilema. But I don't see why should you separate those two things into two paths. (and I would not like to get random gift. but that's mine LHP thinking speaking) I think that you can do both. Besides having money means that you have money and more time and possibilities to help others.

 

[BrightShroom]

That's definitely not what I intended. It's just a word, concept, which was intended to validate your experiences to a degree.

I apologize I can't reply in more detail right now.

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I absolutely believe you.

I do appreciate that you even took the time to answer, Thank You , I wasn't going to come at you sideways because of whatever Wikipedia said, this is my introduction to this place , don't worry about it, I hope you have a great day

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My philosophy is - if you serve yourself right, everyone gets served. If you serve others right, you get served.
For example if you serve yourself and clean the part where you want to meditate, even without caring for anyone else everyone profits.
If you serve others, if you help people, they will be willing to help you too.

Though I can see your dilema. But I don't see why should you separate those two things into two paths. (and I would not like to get random gift. but that's mine LHP thinking speaking) I think that you can do both. Besides having money means that you have money and more time and possibilities to help others.

I reflect on the choice and what I am about to say isn't meant to be Anti Semitic at all, but if Jewish People say Goys are meant to serve US could they be the STS side and the Others that STO is meant to serve? People on X/Twitter get all bent out of shape when they hear that stuff but in the end isn't it the same? Regardless of WHO offers the choice of being rich or awakening to a Psychic gift is it not like what was offered to Jesus in the desert? Maybe the being Lowballed me IDK , but it is a similar deal in the end.