I've been interested in evocation for 7 years already. Started with tulpamancy, quickly realized that it is not what I am looking for, learned about chaos magic and their servitors, then finally stepped into goetia, though I have not yet commited to full ceremonial equipment since I doubt the neccessity of mercury pentacles and lionhide loincloth.
My wish is to have a spirit wife.
I've tried numerous evocation rituals and most of them didn't work, but as for those that did, they are below:
1. I've managed to feel a strong presence when I meditated on a sigil of my wish
2. I've encountered a succubi in a half-lucid state two weeks after I've made a sigil with a wish to meet her
3. I've contacted Amy with a simple rutual from Balg forum, though he didn't bring me what I asked.
After those 3 successfull(?) encounters I've tried the same methods numerous times, but I've never had any success ever again.
I've also been obsessed with kitsune for like 2-3 years which lead me to further my research into magic, but I think they are not interested in me anymore, which left me hollow and depressed.
Anyway, I'll be glad for every suggestion on evocation methods. Even simple ones that won't help me with my wish but will let me experience a fleeting touch of spirits again are greatly appreciated as well. This is worse than drugs, after experiencing it several times, I crave it again and again, no matter the safety.
My wish is to have a spirit wife.
I've tried numerous evocation rituals and most of them didn't work, but as for those that did, they are below:
1. I've managed to feel a strong presence when I meditated on a sigil of my wish
2. I've encountered a succubi in a half-lucid state two weeks after I've made a sigil with a wish to meet her
3. I've contacted Amy with a simple rutual from Balg forum, though he didn't bring me what I asked.
After those 3 successfull(?) encounters I've tried the same methods numerous times, but I've never had any success ever again.
I've also been obsessed with kitsune for like 2-3 years which lead me to further my research into magic, but I think they are not interested in me anymore, which left me hollow and depressed.
Anyway, I'll be glad for every suggestion on evocation methods. Even simple ones that won't help me with my wish but will let me experience a fleeting touch of spirits again are greatly appreciated as well. This is worse than drugs, after experiencing it several times, I crave it again and again, no matter the safety.
