For background: I knew about satanism when I was 13. Through Lavey's theories. English isn't my first language, and I didn't know it back then, I didn't have many sources + Google Translate. I put it away, although I was so interested in it. After a few years, I read about witchcraft but never practised it, just reading and watching videos(not TikTok BS). So I'm not very good at meditation, Ive never contacted any entities, I don't have "witches" in my family line, etc.
It's been close to a year since I've been learning about demonology. I haven't done more than a few rituals which "failed" in my opinion, where i couldnt connect to the entity. Recently, I learned about the phrase "gnosis state" and realised my problem wasn't the method, but rather not reaching that state.
Well, I have ADHD, and I'm aware I'm not good at focusing intensely. I'm going to do meditations daily and try to focus deeply before I choose to connect to an entity. However, I wanted to know your experiences and tips. Thank you.
It's been close to a year since I've been learning about demonology. I haven't done more than a few rituals which "failed" in my opinion, where i couldnt connect to the entity. Recently, I learned about the phrase "gnosis state" and realised my problem wasn't the method, but rather not reaching that state.
Well, I have ADHD, and I'm aware I'm not good at focusing intensely. I'm going to do meditations daily and try to focus deeply before I choose to connect to an entity. However, I wanted to know your experiences and tips. Thank you.