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Hello, before everything, I must say I'm not a native english speaker, altought I think I speak it pretty well, I might have errors too. Another thing is that I still conceive the fact that this can have a big psychological factor, but the coincidences make me think it's something that goes on the other way.
I'm going to try to be very brief with the explanation, but the only logic that helps me explain something about this is kind of long.
I've been experimenting strange things the last 8 years approximately, maybe more. Most of them basically consist and go around sleep paralysis. I pretty much know sleep paralysis is something pretty common in life, but these ones have certain details that I just can't skip, and they're not the usual "Shadow People" that (at least i think) are normally just visual effects made by your brain when you're sleepy and in that paralysis state. I sometimes hear thing that normally would seem like nonsense, sounds that just seem like random things close to my ear, and directly inside my mind; yet, they make sense to me, like my brain can basically translate it, or understand it, and it can associate with a voice and not just random noises made inside my mind, sometimes more than one voice. I recognize it, or them, as voices I've never heard before, not a little similar to anyone I have heard, so I don't think it's just my mind making up things with memories.
These voices usually laugh or tell things that I can't understand at all, obviously not because I can't directly understand them, but because the sentences don't usually seem to make sense; yet, I can get other ones, they usually predict things in my life, like my father having a certain medical issue that went unnoticed before he actually went to a medic and actually told me he had that exact same issue.
That's one point, but other things happen to me in these paralysis; the most normal and that most people say to feel in sleep paralysis are the feeling of being choked, or feeling touched by something. As it is apparently something common in these things, I don't give it as much value as the one before. I've recently had one like a week before, but it was stranger than all the ones before. I slept and woke up normally, I was kind of sleepy, so I just kept in bed some minutes; in these minute I heard the knocking of a wooden door pretty close to me, they were three knocks in sequence, and they repeated exactly three times before i abruptly got another sleep paralysis where i felt genuinely being holded by something, while the image of an eye was... I don't know how to explain it, but it basically "invaded" my head. I have to say a reminder that I forgot, and it is that i usually get out of these paralysis by praying for help, sometimes repeatedly, just because I can't find another way to get out of them and they usually end after saying, or most accurately, trying to say amen or thinking about saying it; that one day I started to ask for help almost instinctively to the Archangel Miguel. I don't really know alot about the Archangels, also, I didn't know the functions of that archangel, or which one was it at all, I looked for it later; anyways, it didn't really work, so I went back to praying, it took me some time to get out of that paralysis, more than usual definitively.
I've also seen strange figures, not like shadow people, but i just keep this as a detail because I can't explain at all how the figures look; well, figure, it is usually just one. I've also started understanding the voices gradually, the first time they appeared, they really were just noise for me.
I don't think this comes to case, because we all have premonitory dreams sometimes, but I'll add it because maybe it can be useful info, or a good detail. When I was much more young, like 11-12 years (I'm 19 right now), a dream showed my grandmother's house rotten, and being hosted by a strange creature inside, when i went outside of it (in that dream, obviously), I saw a strange canine-like creature that seemed almost hairless, drooling, and with some strange eyes looking directly at me, just standing. My grandmother died after that dream.
The only cause of these things that I believe in, without being something psychological (as I said, i really dont think this is some sort of psychological or psychiatric issue, I don't want to sin from denial, but I am a pretty healthy person, physically and mentally talking), is because of a story I've been told by my mother and grandmother. My grandfather (i never met him, he was dead when i was born) made a pact long ago with some sort of cult, I can't renember exactly the benefit he was looking for, as they also never told it clearly to me, but i must presume that it was something monetary. As part of the pact, he should have given his next child to them, that child ending up to be my mother. He didn't give my mom to them, and the stories they told me about his dead seem pretty "normal", he died of a lost bullet (a bullet not intended to shoot him) in a shooting beetwen a police and some criminal. I actually think it is a pretty normal death, as my city is not the safest of them all, and i can imagine these kind of things happening decades before, and now too. My mother told me he died when she was 14.
To be specific, my mother seemed to have some capacity to sense when things were going bad, spiritualy talking, I was actually a seer (I don't know how to say "testigo" in english) of this. While going in my dad's car when i was a kid in the place my dad's family grandma lives, she said she felt something was off and they went outside the car. Some years later she told me they found my father's ex doing something with a witch; there's alot of them in Argentina, most of them are fake for sure, but this is just an explanation that my mother just didn't seem too normal too.
My mother died of cancer when I was 14, to be honest i just hope is a coincidence because I don't want to die if a son of mine gets to 14 years old. I don't have that kind of "senses" my mom had though.
This was all trying to explain my supposition of this problem. Can it really be something hereditary? My first thinkings were that it could be a demon, but I've read some threads here before and they usually conclude that demons don't normally try to hurt or terrorize people, I'm not being hurt, but I'm definitively being tormented, or atleast feel like something is trying to talk to me. If it's not a demon, I still think it can be some kind of spirit.
I must probably add that I don't feel comfortable in churches or in front of saints, I normally feel a strange feeling inside me that just makes me uncomfortable; I don't have any religious trauma, and neither i hate any religion, I believe in god, and as I said, praying usually helps me get past these issues every time they happen.
I don't really know things about black magic, paranormal things, etc... I've read some threads in here trying to look for answers, but I've just concluded that it would be better to just make one by myself. I am genuinely asking for help, yes this is not threatening my life, atleast not for the last 8 years or so; but it would be really helpful to know what i can or/and should do, and what this could be, because i genuinely know nothing about magick. Maybe there's a form to get rid of this, understand what it is, or to communicate with it if it's not something that will end up hurting me. Thank you so much for your attention if you've read this, and I even thank more if somebody can honestly answer and tell me methods that can get me deeper into this issue, because I'm tired of it getting worse over time, not understanding what is happening at all, and having to pray everytime this happens expecting get out of it and sleep well after doing it. Tysm again.
I'm going to try to be very brief with the explanation, but the only logic that helps me explain something about this is kind of long.
I've been experimenting strange things the last 8 years approximately, maybe more. Most of them basically consist and go around sleep paralysis. I pretty much know sleep paralysis is something pretty common in life, but these ones have certain details that I just can't skip, and they're not the usual "Shadow People" that (at least i think) are normally just visual effects made by your brain when you're sleepy and in that paralysis state. I sometimes hear thing that normally would seem like nonsense, sounds that just seem like random things close to my ear, and directly inside my mind; yet, they make sense to me, like my brain can basically translate it, or understand it, and it can associate with a voice and not just random noises made inside my mind, sometimes more than one voice. I recognize it, or them, as voices I've never heard before, not a little similar to anyone I have heard, so I don't think it's just my mind making up things with memories.
These voices usually laugh or tell things that I can't understand at all, obviously not because I can't directly understand them, but because the sentences don't usually seem to make sense; yet, I can get other ones, they usually predict things in my life, like my father having a certain medical issue that went unnoticed before he actually went to a medic and actually told me he had that exact same issue.
That's one point, but other things happen to me in these paralysis; the most normal and that most people say to feel in sleep paralysis are the feeling of being choked, or feeling touched by something. As it is apparently something common in these things, I don't give it as much value as the one before. I've recently had one like a week before, but it was stranger than all the ones before. I slept and woke up normally, I was kind of sleepy, so I just kept in bed some minutes; in these minute I heard the knocking of a wooden door pretty close to me, they were three knocks in sequence, and they repeated exactly three times before i abruptly got another sleep paralysis where i felt genuinely being holded by something, while the image of an eye was... I don't know how to explain it, but it basically "invaded" my head. I have to say a reminder that I forgot, and it is that i usually get out of these paralysis by praying for help, sometimes repeatedly, just because I can't find another way to get out of them and they usually end after saying, or most accurately, trying to say amen or thinking about saying it; that one day I started to ask for help almost instinctively to the Archangel Miguel. I don't really know alot about the Archangels, also, I didn't know the functions of that archangel, or which one was it at all, I looked for it later; anyways, it didn't really work, so I went back to praying, it took me some time to get out of that paralysis, more than usual definitively.
I've also seen strange figures, not like shadow people, but i just keep this as a detail because I can't explain at all how the figures look; well, figure, it is usually just one. I've also started understanding the voices gradually, the first time they appeared, they really were just noise for me.
I don't think this comes to case, because we all have premonitory dreams sometimes, but I'll add it because maybe it can be useful info, or a good detail. When I was much more young, like 11-12 years (I'm 19 right now), a dream showed my grandmother's house rotten, and being hosted by a strange creature inside, when i went outside of it (in that dream, obviously), I saw a strange canine-like creature that seemed almost hairless, drooling, and with some strange eyes looking directly at me, just standing. My grandmother died after that dream.
The only cause of these things that I believe in, without being something psychological (as I said, i really dont think this is some sort of psychological or psychiatric issue, I don't want to sin from denial, but I am a pretty healthy person, physically and mentally talking), is because of a story I've been told by my mother and grandmother. My grandfather (i never met him, he was dead when i was born) made a pact long ago with some sort of cult, I can't renember exactly the benefit he was looking for, as they also never told it clearly to me, but i must presume that it was something monetary. As part of the pact, he should have given his next child to them, that child ending up to be my mother. He didn't give my mom to them, and the stories they told me about his dead seem pretty "normal", he died of a lost bullet (a bullet not intended to shoot him) in a shooting beetwen a police and some criminal. I actually think it is a pretty normal death, as my city is not the safest of them all, and i can imagine these kind of things happening decades before, and now too. My mother told me he died when she was 14.
To be specific, my mother seemed to have some capacity to sense when things were going bad, spiritualy talking, I was actually a seer (I don't know how to say "testigo" in english) of this. While going in my dad's car when i was a kid in the place my dad's family grandma lives, she said she felt something was off and they went outside the car. Some years later she told me they found my father's ex doing something with a witch; there's alot of them in Argentina, most of them are fake for sure, but this is just an explanation that my mother just didn't seem too normal too.
My mother died of cancer when I was 14, to be honest i just hope is a coincidence because I don't want to die if a son of mine gets to 14 years old. I don't have that kind of "senses" my mom had though.
This was all trying to explain my supposition of this problem. Can it really be something hereditary? My first thinkings were that it could be a demon, but I've read some threads here before and they usually conclude that demons don't normally try to hurt or terrorize people, I'm not being hurt, but I'm definitively being tormented, or atleast feel like something is trying to talk to me. If it's not a demon, I still think it can be some kind of spirit.
I must probably add that I don't feel comfortable in churches or in front of saints, I normally feel a strange feeling inside me that just makes me uncomfortable; I don't have any religious trauma, and neither i hate any religion, I believe in god, and as I said, praying usually helps me get past these issues every time they happen.
I don't really know things about black magic, paranormal things, etc... I've read some threads in here trying to look for answers, but I've just concluded that it would be better to just make one by myself. I am genuinely asking for help, yes this is not threatening my life, atleast not for the last 8 years or so; but it would be really helpful to know what i can or/and should do, and what this could be, because i genuinely know nothing about magick. Maybe there's a form to get rid of this, understand what it is, or to communicate with it if it's not something that will end up hurting me. Thank you so much for your attention if you've read this, and I even thank more if somebody can honestly answer and tell me methods that can get me deeper into this issue, because I'm tired of it getting worse over time, not understanding what is happening at all, and having to pray everytime this happens expecting get out of it and sleep well after doing it. Tysm again.