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Intro: I rarely share any of these messages. But since my writing about demons now serve as offerings, I'd also like to hear your feedback. Thanks in advance!
I was bought up Catholic, and went to a Christian Bible school. I wanted to be a women's ministry pastor.
Until...
I was acting as a minister in training at my church until my pastor stole $200,000 of church funds. I spent time facing all this, and ended up realizing that people do things that God has not a thing to do with.
This was in 2012. I grew some inches spiritually at that point.
BUT for me to now be speaking of and working with demons is a big change.
I've been working more seriously with demons, angels and other spirits since around 2018.
I believe that both demons
and the " good 72 angels?" are needed for our lives to progress in transformative ways. I'm not against any religion. I feel that whatever works for a person should be their focus.
Anyway, the first thing I very clearly learned about demons is :they do not deal with any type of morality. If you ask them to fix a situation with anyone who did you wrong, they will do so, anyway they see fit. Lesson learned ! Sometimes, we know something... But to see it in action makes the difference.
I had two enemies that were just non-stop in my life.
So, I asked one of the appropriate demons to have them back-off me. My petitions worked but in ways I was not expecting. Someone who had been practicing magick for years, told me the demons work like the Mafia, so expect the unexpected and a hard touch. Lesson noted! I know many of you know all this already but bear with me.
My journey these days is:
I find that demons are good teachers. They are to the point, and they will tell you what you need to hear. and learn So, next lesson for me was: "If I really don't want an answer and/or I can't face my faults, don't ask a demon for help ". Demons are a type of " no hold barred " communicators. At least, this is how I experience them so far.
Here are some sample directions and message sI got from Lucifer in meditation, the past:
Me: " Lucifer, I'm having trouble focusing on one way of earning money ''.
Lucifer: " Go Home "!
Me: "Go Home? What does this mean? You want me to go away "?
Lucifer: " No! Go home in your mind, to your house you grew up in, and describe to yourself what your interests were. What activities did you enjoy doing? Take notes on yourself. You will have to know yourself better to reach your goals. Next, if you notice, you jumped to the negative first, thinking I wanted you to go away. The next task is to work on is your self image. Whatever negatives anybody said to you about your hobbies and gifts ,when you were going up, has nothing to do with you now. You can continue to do money magick, and have success with it. But for long-term financial gain, you'll need to closely evaluate yourself . Know yourself more equals more consistent money. Take a few days to do this task, then we'll talk."
End!
Results: So I did these tasks Lucifer suggested. One of things I found out , as I looked back to my childhood was that " encouragement " was not a thing in my family ,unless you wanted to be a nurse or a doctor. I was constantly discouraged from my creative hobbies. I understand now! Parents want the best for their children. Even my Mother told me outright that I should be a nurse to make money. Then, I can do my creative stuff later.
Because I ignored my parents, and kept on doing music, creating art and singing, I thought I was beyond their displeasure.
But true, to what Lucifer said about how I needed to build my self worth, My parents disapproval of my creative side, was STILL in my subconscious mind. Something inside me still wanted their approval as an adult. When I met with Lucifer again in meditation, I shared what I had found out about myself. It was Lucifer that suggested that I work with the demon Paimon. and later, Haagenti (The Alchemist) in order to change some aspects of myself. I'll say more about working with Haagenti later,
I did contact Paimon/using his Sigil as he suggested. It was my first time using a Sigil since I usually do Path Working to contact demons.
Here is a sample message from Paimon to me:
Me:
''Greetings, Paimon. Lucifer sent me to ask for your help. Recently, I've lost contact with my creative side. I used to love to do my art. I Haven't done anything on it lately. I've lost passion. I'm just doing the " job thing" I need to do to earn money. I'm not following any of my creative pursuits. "
(Also, this was the first time I saw a demon. I think I saw him as I did, because I spent lots of time researching him. Painmon
appeared on a white horse. I heard a kind of fanfare of music, there were people riding behind him. His group looked like the Crusaders. They had flags too. And, we were by water and rocks were around. I guess this was just how I saw him as opposed to any other way. I mediate before contacting demons)
The conversation continued like this:
Paimon: " Take my Sigil and trace it 9 times to contact me. Go on a 9 day fast. Just fast until sundown. Keep your intention in mind as you do this. You want to get back to passion about your art you said".
I thanked Paimon. Here are my results:
Results: About the 3rd day of following Paimons directions, I felt a burst of energy and a desire to create some art. The fasting helped me focus and fins time for art. I did drink water and vegetable juices then sold foods at sundown, which I heard was fine.
I felt good. I felt rekindled. During the 9 days of fasting, I discovered a new way of creating my artwork. I discovered Photoshop, and other editing tools like PicArt to use to manipulate photographs I took of people, places and things. It was a great journey. I ended up creating so many pieces of art, I was happy.
I used to love creating collages, and designs by hand. Now, because of my petition to Paimon, I had found new and even ways to create.
I continued and finished the 9 days of fasting.
For the very first time, to thank Paimon as promised, I made a post about him in another magick group, and shared some of the art work I did.
From that day forward, I began sincerely making more time for my creative side to express itself.
What happened for me was huge. My confusion lessened. I realized how much creativity meant to me. And I realized that this was who I was.
Remember, I told you that as a child ,my Mom told me to put creativity on hold and be a nurse. Well, she was wrong though she meant well. She was a nurse and a good nurse because I feel it was in her blood.
But I am not her although I admired her nursing skills.
And, what was interesting is that the day before my Mom passed away, a few years ago, she told me : "please, do your art , write your poems, etc ... creativity is where you will earn and do well, it is what you wanted all along".
May she Rest In Peace.
Conclusion: I continue to work with Lucifer and the demons. They can work with you towards transforming yourself, and tell you things that could have taken months or even years to find out.
P.S. I don't see the demons I work with to be extra friendly or non-friendly. I see them as teaching me, if I remain teachable..and it's also important to follow their suggestions ,if I believe the suggestions make sense. I'm not going to be dictated to. I ask a lot of questions. But I do respect the demons. and their knowledge. Yet, not in a worshipful way... Plus, they do not like laziness, fawning and making no effort to help self.
I hope my share was interesting. thanks for reading. And, what did you think about it all?
I was bought up Catholic, and went to a Christian Bible school. I wanted to be a women's ministry pastor.
Until...I was acting as a minister in training at my church until my pastor stole $200,000 of church funds. I spent time facing all this, and ended up realizing that people do things that God has not a thing to do with.
This was in 2012. I grew some inches spiritually at that point.
BUT for me to now be speaking of and working with demons is a big change.
I've been working more seriously with demons, angels and other spirits since around 2018.
I believe that both demons
and the " good 72 angels?" are needed for our lives to progress in transformative ways. I'm not against any religion. I feel that whatever works for a person should be their focus.
Anyway, the first thing I very clearly learned about demons is :they do not deal with any type of morality. If you ask them to fix a situation with anyone who did you wrong, they will do so, anyway they see fit. Lesson learned ! Sometimes, we know something... But to see it in action makes the difference.
I had two enemies that were just non-stop in my life.
So, I asked one of the appropriate demons to have them back-off me. My petitions worked but in ways I was not expecting. Someone who had been practicing magick for years, told me the demons work like the Mafia, so expect the unexpected and a hard touch. Lesson noted! I know many of you know all this already but bear with me.
My journey these days is:
I find that demons are good teachers. They are to the point, and they will tell you what you need to hear. and learn So, next lesson for me was: "If I really don't want an answer and/or I can't face my faults, don't ask a demon for help ". Demons are a type of " no hold barred " communicators. At least, this is how I experience them so far.
Here are some sample directions and message sI got from Lucifer in meditation, the past:
Me: " Lucifer, I'm having trouble focusing on one way of earning money ''.
Lucifer: " Go Home "!
Me: "Go Home? What does this mean? You want me to go away "?
Lucifer: " No! Go home in your mind, to your house you grew up in, and describe to yourself what your interests were. What activities did you enjoy doing? Take notes on yourself. You will have to know yourself better to reach your goals. Next, if you notice, you jumped to the negative first, thinking I wanted you to go away. The next task is to work on is your self image. Whatever negatives anybody said to you about your hobbies and gifts ,when you were going up, has nothing to do with you now. You can continue to do money magick, and have success with it. But for long-term financial gain, you'll need to closely evaluate yourself . Know yourself more equals more consistent money. Take a few days to do this task, then we'll talk."
End!
Results: So I did these tasks Lucifer suggested. One of things I found out , as I looked back to my childhood was that " encouragement " was not a thing in my family ,unless you wanted to be a nurse or a doctor. I was constantly discouraged from my creative hobbies. I understand now! Parents want the best for their children. Even my Mother told me outright that I should be a nurse to make money. Then, I can do my creative stuff later.
Because I ignored my parents, and kept on doing music, creating art and singing, I thought I was beyond their displeasure.
But true, to what Lucifer said about how I needed to build my self worth, My parents disapproval of my creative side, was STILL in my subconscious mind. Something inside me still wanted their approval as an adult. When I met with Lucifer again in meditation, I shared what I had found out about myself. It was Lucifer that suggested that I work with the demon Paimon. and later, Haagenti (The Alchemist) in order to change some aspects of myself. I'll say more about working with Haagenti later,
I did contact Paimon/using his Sigil as he suggested. It was my first time using a Sigil since I usually do Path Working to contact demons.
Here is a sample message from Paimon to me:
Me:
''Greetings, Paimon. Lucifer sent me to ask for your help. Recently, I've lost contact with my creative side. I used to love to do my art. I Haven't done anything on it lately. I've lost passion. I'm just doing the " job thing" I need to do to earn money. I'm not following any of my creative pursuits. "
(Also, this was the first time I saw a demon. I think I saw him as I did, because I spent lots of time researching him. Painmon
appeared on a white horse. I heard a kind of fanfare of music, there were people riding behind him. His group looked like the Crusaders. They had flags too. And, we were by water and rocks were around. I guess this was just how I saw him as opposed to any other way. I mediate before contacting demons)
The conversation continued like this:
Paimon: " Take my Sigil and trace it 9 times to contact me. Go on a 9 day fast. Just fast until sundown. Keep your intention in mind as you do this. You want to get back to passion about your art you said".
I thanked Paimon. Here are my results:
Results: About the 3rd day of following Paimons directions, I felt a burst of energy and a desire to create some art. The fasting helped me focus and fins time for art. I did drink water and vegetable juices then sold foods at sundown, which I heard was fine.
I felt good. I felt rekindled. During the 9 days of fasting, I discovered a new way of creating my artwork. I discovered Photoshop, and other editing tools like PicArt to use to manipulate photographs I took of people, places and things. It was a great journey. I ended up creating so many pieces of art, I was happy.
I used to love creating collages, and designs by hand. Now, because of my petition to Paimon, I had found new and even ways to create.
I continued and finished the 9 days of fasting.
For the very first time, to thank Paimon as promised, I made a post about him in another magick group, and shared some of the art work I did.
From that day forward, I began sincerely making more time for my creative side to express itself.
What happened for me was huge. My confusion lessened. I realized how much creativity meant to me. And I realized that this was who I was.
Remember, I told you that as a child ,my Mom told me to put creativity on hold and be a nurse. Well, she was wrong though she meant well. She was a nurse and a good nurse because I feel it was in her blood.
But I am not her although I admired her nursing skills.
And, what was interesting is that the day before my Mom passed away, a few years ago, she told me : "please, do your art , write your poems, etc ... creativity is where you will earn and do well, it is what you wanted all along".
May she Rest In Peace.
Conclusion: I continue to work with Lucifer and the demons. They can work with you towards transforming yourself, and tell you things that could have taken months or even years to find out.
P.S. I don't see the demons I work with to be extra friendly or non-friendly. I see them as teaching me, if I remain teachable..and it's also important to follow their suggestions ,if I believe the suggestions make sense. I'm not going to be dictated to. I ask a lot of questions. But I do respect the demons. and their knowledge. Yet, not in a worshipful way... Plus, they do not like laziness, fawning and making no effort to help self.
I hope my share was interesting. thanks for reading. And, what did you think about it all?
