Introspective blues: vent poem

[voidcat]

Vent poem I wrote. Maybe someone here can relate. I'm posting this here because I'm hoping to share more poetry here and if someone else can relate well maybe they can give words of comfort. Idk. I just lost a friend today and am rethinking the meaning of the word friendship because I genuinely don't know what a friend is. So...I just am thinking on what is a friend? How does one relate to them? I'm hoping I can make more offline maybe make some here online. My therapist and i are working on social skills. Either way...I feel better having write this.


Title: introspective blues
Everything is blurry
But I have strength
Everything is crashing
I cannot fall
Creeping thoughts of dark
I cannot fall I cannot fall
Lost waves of pain
What is a friend?
I've asked myself since childhood
But fail to get it right
I'm sorry I say to the void
Live...make mistakes
Live make friends
I just want to cry to sleeping...
I'll be fine I'll be fine
Live. Strength. Breathe.