Warned: Spellbegging.
I don't even know where to start. I would've written this post a couple of months ago, but back then, I was terrified of hearing news that would completely break me. You might think this isn't the right place to ask but I hope you can understand my desperate situation in the slightest. This is Tima
, my black . A few months ago, II got into a tense fight with my older brother whom I've completely broken ties with. Not because of what he did to me but because doing this evil deed to someone without a tongue to tell her situation is the most evil level a person could be at. He took her along with her nursing kittens and dumped them far away from home and he didn't disclose the location until the next day. Tragically when I finally got to the site, I found the kittens dead but Tima was nowhere to be found. I just went out and searched the streets for months down the whole neighborhood for her. Sometimes I heard that someone had seen a kitty similar to her but not much came of it.
I must say she was all I had and the only reason I was able to keep going as she brought me back to life after hard times that otherwise could have made me end it all. But right now she's gone, along with my energy, my plans and all the things I had in mind that we could achieve together. She would be by my side and I would do whatever it takes not only for ourselves but in a broader sense. Now she has gone, taking everything with her. I can't leave this town because I have this feeling inside me that I will meet her again. I can't do anything because it feels as if I don't have the power to help myself out. Even a single rumor saying she's alive would change things for me. I don't know maybe she's not alive anymore, but at least I need to know that as well. That's why I just wanted to ask you for help.
I can understand you might think this is not suitable for this topic but I don't have any other means of knowing. I would like you guys, if possible, to look at her photos and tell me if she's hopefully still alive. I want to ask if you can feel her energy or if you can feel she is still alive. I'm even ready to offer a small token of gratitude in case she's living and waiting for me and if you could help me out with that. Thanks again for spending the time to read this.
I must say she was all I had and the only reason I was able to keep going as she brought me back to life after hard times that otherwise could have made me end it all. But right now she's gone, along with my energy, my plans and all the things I had in mind that we could achieve together. She would be by my side and I would do whatever it takes not only for ourselves but in a broader sense. Now she has gone, taking everything with her. I can't leave this town because I have this feeling inside me that I will meet her again. I can't do anything because it feels as if I don't have the power to help myself out. Even a single rumor saying she's alive would change things for me. I don't know maybe she's not alive anymore, but at least I need to know that as well. That's why I just wanted to ask you for help.
I can understand you might think this is not suitable for this topic but I don't have any other means of knowing. I would like you guys, if possible, to look at her photos and tell me if she's hopefully still alive. I want to ask if you can feel her energy or if you can feel she is still alive. I'm even ready to offer a small token of gratitude in case she's living and waiting for me and if you could help me out with that. Thanks again for spending the time to read this.
