Journal Journal entry 001

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Relaxation techniques, I have been curious for sometime about being able to relax at will, One thing I need to do is keep my anxiety at bay, its hard on my heart and its hard on those around me, if I could be a less anxiety ridden human being, my entire life would more than likely get better, that's my first step in the realm of kaos magick, I'm still developing my overall vocabulary and grammar in the realm of the occult, everything is falling into place, I just need to develop a foundation in good breath work and meditative practice, I left my home faith because of how limiting it was and am currently dealing with the guilt and fear that comes with that

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Journal entry 002

I had a realization about a very psychedelic dream I had,
I had too tackle myself, I had to grapple and go inside myself. too much information otherwise,
I then met god, he said have fun

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Journal entry 003

A bird flies, A bird lands
Does it go anywhere without rock
As does water on rock

 

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Journal entry 004

I am now pursuing the study of numbers and their meanings as they pertain to the ways of heaven, earth, and man, my selected methods of divination have been selected, dice and cards, as to which cards and dice I will share at a later date, the art of cleromancy and cartomancy have always fascinated my incredibly unfocused mind as both a child and now adult, I will update further on my progress in that arena when the time comes, as for my own research into my long term goal of my intention of pursuing the occult, right now its about relaxation techniques and anxiety relief, if I was too speculate, it would be a left hand path with some noble deeds along the way, I don't want to be limited in anyway, I am also developing my own form of occult based martial arts from my experience as a child, as a lot have in this era of "abundance"