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Dude fell off hard. He seems to be going through some kind of meth indused paranoid delusions.
This is not true, nor was it true in April.Dude fell off hard. He seems to be going through some kind of meth indused paranoid delusions.
This is also not true, and is obviously just baseless slander as well.Hard to say he fell off when he was never that high up, at least in my eyes, and while I wont invalidate nobody's spiritual experience, but I do believe that a big part of his practice, at least for the last 5 or so years, is just him fantasizing and talking to the reflections of his own subconscious, while still inviting the destructive/corrupting energies into his life. He is Koetting's less commercialized and more inventive little brother, I still remember how he speedran the kelipotic initiation and found out that there's even more stuff beyond the kelipot, and then even more stuff beyond the "trans-kelipotic veils". It reminded me of children playing out a fight, "I will shoot you with a super laser", "but i have a super armor that deflects laters", "and I have a mega laser that pierces your super armor", there isn't really a bottom to one's imagination, and his journey would never, as genuine spiritual initiations do, reach the point where all mundane language becomes meaningless and distinction into spheres and levels breaks apart, it's all more and more spheres all the way down, it never reaches the point beyond human imagination for it is, in fact, itself a work of human imagination.
What else I can say of a person who left the Or*er of N*ne A*gles (yimah Shemo vZikro) not because it advocates it's followers to join a nazi gang to find an excuse to finally kill an innocent person, but because they were mean to him on facebook, after which he yet again "channeled" a spirit to tell him that it's doctrine is wrong. And after that he kept working with their pantheon of spirits for some reason, easily adapting those supposedly "chaotic primordeal beings" into the same pokemon-esque entities one can have a casual chat with, and then put them into his spiritual arsenal to be used on demand, as those spirits no longer push one to comit terrorism and dont demand human sacrifice, and of course he's claimed to have had a more pleasurable experience with the Nekalah than the inventors of that system did, because niners were banging their heads against a spiritual version of a brick wall, while he was standing next to it and talking to himself. He repeated the pattern with Choronzon, having befriended the guy and smoked some of dat demon weed with him, proving once again that he is either a fiction writer or the actual messiah, who can speedrun any spiritual system and make spirits behave in ways they wouldnt ever behave with anyone else. When the older generations, who actually cared about doing things the right way, warned us about "losing your mind and soul", we expected it to look like something our of a horror movie: former sorcerers running around the streets, naked and covered in blood, mumbling nonsense, but in reality it's often something more akin to what happened to V. K.: He was completely cut away from the real world, especially the subtler parts of it, and given a playground in his own head instead, of it so that he doesnt bother the grown ups.