- Joined
- Oct 27, 2025
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After letting everything go and giving it to Hvashi, Mother Moon on this past new moon. I feel so much lighter. This past week I've experienced so much psychic download it's been a bit overwhelming. I have a lot going on with securing a mortgage, letting go of relationships that don't serve me, booking vacations and navigating what direction I should take my shop under this new economy. There's been so many moving parts in my life at the same time, it's been really hard to navigate what direction I need to walk forward in. I listened to Uncta 
on locking into my studies and not allowing myself to be comfortable at my current level of knowledge and magickal craftsmanship. Through my studies, I was once again reminded that I hold on to so much that isn't serving me, and ultimately the only person allowing me to feel stagnant is myself. That I'm holding on to bitterness and spite for what ? That i'm holding on to relationships for validation that's not serving me for what ? That I'm holding on to my pride and thinking I've learned everything that I needed to know.
Maybe it's not just others who aren't bigger than the program, maybe it's me as well.
With so much out of the way, releasing what isn't meant for me to hold on to, I see a lot more clear. It's little overwhelming this level of peace and clarity I feel. It's not a manic sensation , but it's focused. I see who I need to become.
I don't want to take the blessings I have in front of me for granted anymore. I'm so privileged in the things I have for myself and my family. The blessings that Hvashi has gifted me. Ive survived the brunt of Saturn's rings, I've been in survival mode for so long, I just needed to be humbled again and reminded that I don't have to be in survival mode anymore, I just need to step back and chill out. I don't have to create chaos for myself because it's been so normalized for me, I'm deserving of peace.
I'm seeing everything for what it is. I don't owe anybody anything, I don't owe perfection, I don't owe being perceived. I owe myself focus and locking in. The secrets to the universe are reachable, but only with discipline and allowing myself to be governed.
Thank you Hvashi and Saturn for giving me internal embarrassment for being a chaotic crash out. I'll calm down now and just stick to my studies per divine instruction.
I basically just got the hermit card shoved in my face by my spirit guides tonight. That solitude isn't a bad thing, the 3D is full of distractions if you let it, but we can thrive in the 3D without internal conflict. I can't explore the 5D if my perception of the 3D is chaotic.
me and my spiritual council are locked in ! I refuse to let 2026 whoop my ass. I'm breaking self destructive patterns, dispelling illusions, and discarding my victim card. I'm entering 2026 focused, abundant and full of purpose.
Saturn gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers
, and as much as I hate it. I'm thankful.
on locking into my studies and not allowing myself to be comfortable at my current level of knowledge and magickal craftsmanship. Through my studies, I was once again reminded that I hold on to so much that isn't serving me, and ultimately the only person allowing me to feel stagnant is myself. That I'm holding on to bitterness and spite for what ? That i'm holding on to relationships for validation that's not serving me for what ? That I'm holding on to my pride and thinking I've learned everything that I needed to know. Maybe it's not just others who aren't bigger than the program, maybe it's me as well.
With so much out of the way, releasing what isn't meant for me to hold on to, I see a lot more clear. It's little overwhelming this level of peace and clarity I feel. It's not a manic sensation , but it's focused. I see who I need to become.
I don't want to take the blessings I have in front of me for granted anymore. I'm so privileged in the things I have for myself and my family. The blessings that Hvashi has gifted me. Ive survived the brunt of Saturn's rings, I've been in survival mode for so long, I just needed to be humbled again and reminded that I don't have to be in survival mode anymore, I just need to step back and chill out. I don't have to create chaos for myself because it's been so normalized for me, I'm deserving of peace.
I'm seeing everything for what it is. I don't owe anybody anything, I don't owe perfection, I don't owe being perceived. I owe myself focus and locking in. The secrets to the universe are reachable, but only with discipline and allowing myself to be governed.
Thank you Hvashi and Saturn for giving me internal embarrassment for being a chaotic crash out. I'll calm down now and just stick to my studies per divine instruction.
I basically just got the hermit card shoved in my face by my spirit guides tonight. That solitude isn't a bad thing, the 3D is full of distractions if you let it, but we can thrive in the 3D without internal conflict. I can't explore the 5D if my perception of the 3D is chaotic.
me and my spiritual council are locked in ! I refuse to let 2026 whoop my ass. I'm breaking self destructive patterns, dispelling illusions, and discarding my victim card. I'm entering 2026 focused, abundant and full of purpose.
Saturn gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers
, and as much as I hate it. I'm thankful.