Livin in a bizarre situation

[8Lou1]

so did this thing tell you to come to wf?
i understand a bit of what you write, but overall it isnt good. it seems you have a spirit from your first island with you who figured the phrase let them come as children, hence the church being happy. only thing is, by what you write this spirit is foul and seems to be into little kids. not really a good thing when you loose control. so beware. this might also be the reason why you are pulled towards drugsaddicts, cause drugs make you loose control.

the carribean islands have (general speaking) voudou workers and slave spirits that are angry. the canary islands are a bit different and have more christian and islamic workers. there is a difference in spiritwork as you have noticed. what works on one island as good, doesnt work on the other.

an other thing to be aware of is the fact that humanities slavery past makes it so that white people have to go tru a bigger ordeal to learn to work with spirits. there is a lot of hate and anger and rightfully so, but its spiritual racism non the less.

id say look up our one and only voudou worker here: fork nan pwen. hes grumpy, but has great skill and is respected amongst peers. you can find him in our marketplace: Service Offering - Vodou Sorcerer

 

[Challis]

You won't enjoy hearing it but therapy ALWAYS helps. You're gonna combat this comment. There's just a different level of cognition, understanding and self sensitivity once you begin this process. I find medication to be very useful to remove suicidal thoughts. Long term therapy has helped a lot more than magic. I listen to myself. I meditate a lot.

I am a light year from my fellow forum members but within a year I have experienced a great deal of personal change. I wrote a post saying an entity is playing me. Thanks to Yazata for reminding me lbrp can help banish unwanted entities. Thanks to myself for reading enough to understand therapy is a good thing. Thanks to myself for meditating every night for a few years. I cannot compare myself to who I was last year. We look, act and talk the same but the way I see this world is completely different.

Just gonna slip in a quick (huge) thanks to admins, librarians and those I've interacted with here because I'm just realising my progress.

Tldr; invest long term in helping your self.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

You won't enjoy hearing it but therapy ALWAYS helps. You're gonna combat this comment. There's just a different level of cognition, understanding and self sensitivity once you begin this process. I find medication to be very useful to remove suicidal thoughts. Long term therapy has helped a lot more than magic. I listen to myself. I meditate a lot.

I am a light year from my fellow forum members but within a year I have experienced a great deal of personal change. I wrote a post saying an entity is playing me. Thanks to Yazata for reminding me lbrp can help banish unwanted entities. Thanks to myself for reading enough to understand therapy is a good thing. Thanks to myself for meditating every night for a few years. I cannot compare myself to who I was last year. We look, act and talk the same but the way I see this world is completely different.

Just gonna slip in a quick (huge) thanks to admins, librarians and those I've interacted with here because I'm just realising my progress.

Tldr; invest long term in helping your self.

I agree with this. I also recommend seeking out a psychiatrist to put you on an anti psychotic and anti depressant.
Not only will you feel better, but it should also curb anxiety. Therapy works wonders!

 

[Ziran]

Old school... the first task in banishing any demon is knowing its name.

I think the OP has given enough to name it. This demon is: "Blame". Not uncommon, though it is treatment resistant, because the afflicted is conjuring it themself.

It's not that there aren't other forces at play, but, "the-blaming" needs to be "banished" first, and the only one who can accomplish that, is the one who is conjuring it, otherwise, even if we can help, they will reinfect themself.

he,s the one doing this to me.

There ^^ it is...

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

Then he can use an elementary exercise based on the LBRP called IOB - identify, objectify, banish.

 

[Roma]

I am about to commit suicide if I cannot come with a soluccion for this

A woman I know well, told me that every time she drove past any large tree, she had an urge to drive into it to end her life.

But she said that suicide did not fix anything as she kept being born again with the same problems.

When I first met her she used to say her life was a tragedy.

These days she says, while she struggles with arthritis, she is the happiest she has ever been.

And she has rescued her oppression system handler - her current husband.

I think her next incarnation will be much better.


The urge to commit suicide seems to have been a fail-safe when she looked like escaping from the oppression system

 

[Xenophon]

Admin above gave a shit ton of things to do, the guy above admins post gave ton more, yet here is this guy crying about God and all that jazz. Can't even pity fools like this.

I made a choice some years back never to help others more than they bestir themselves to help those selves. Too many people never show up for their own life.

 

[Lex2023]

If you really read and understood your Bible, you'd realize, like my hard headed ass did after some time and bad decisions, that this life is temporal.
Who tempted Jesus Christ?
Who drove him into the wilderness?
Why might that have occurred?
Read Ephesians 6 again.

And most importantly try he advice given. Because you come off sounding like an edge lord or a Facebook gift card scammer.

Look.
I posted a thread about this on Interfaith .org some years ago when I still believed in god.
At first I believed the same thing so I kept praying and reading the bible but years have past and nothing changed.
This thing has kept the SAME PATTERN years after year.
The kids grow up and find a job but me I stay in the same situation.
But there are new problems now like I have toothacke and I can,t afford to go to the dentist.
So I need to resolve this NOW.
I really don,t have time to keep sitting and waiting for this god to finish his TEST.
Tired of waiting for 8 years!!!
And nothing.
I can,t make any money.
It,s even impossible for me to SELL SOMETHING I have in my home.

 

[8Lou1]

wizardry and faith are entwined, so maybe you looking in the wrong corner for a solution. having patience is a terrible task and walking a thin road is nasty. so if you leave out god one might consider science. and science has not many options, but legal drugs is one of them. sometimes buggers like yours just need to be tricked. so yes you are going to do drugs. you will even go to a dealer. its just the doctor giving you some haldol. the bugger happy, you happy and out of patience. stupid enough a patient is someone who needs a doctor to prescribe him drugs.

sometimes buggers dont speak our language and thinking a bit different makes the world go round. but you can see the word lingo going on. try it.

 

[Lex2023]

so did this thing tell you to come to wf?
i understand a bit of what you write, but overall it isnt good. it seems you have a spirit from your first island with you who figured the phrase let them come as children, hence the church being happy. only thing is, by what you write this spirit is foul and seems to be into little kids. not really a good thing when you loose control. so beware. this might also be the reason why you are pulled towards drugsaddicts, cause drugs make you loose control.

the carribean islands have (general speaking) voudou workers and slave spirits that are angry. the canary islands are a bit different and have more christian and islamic workers. there is a difference in spiritwork as you have noticed. what works on one island as good, doesnt work on the other.

an other thing to be aware of is the fact that humanities slavery past makes it so that white people have to go tru a bigger ordeal to learn to work with spirits. there is a lot of hate and anger and rightfully so, but its spiritual racism non the less.

id say look up our one and only voudou worker here: fork nan pwen. hes grumpy, but has great skill and is respected amongst peers. you can find him in our marketplace: Service Offering - Vodou Sorcerer

Well your posts totally makes sense.
Because when I used to live in the Caribean a lot of people hated me for being white and accused me for STEALING THEIR JOBS.
I was told by different people at that time that their gonna do voodoo on me for me to loose my welfare.
They always said to me that they will make sure that one day I won,t be able to find a job.
And about the Canary Islands...
Well I think the Canarians are HEAVILY POSSESED with magic.
The canarians seems very stupid.
They don,t even know that their part of the European union or even know what a European union is.
Yet they get to live a very wealthy lifestyle.
THey livd on a living standard that is WAY HIGHER then any other European countries.
And the kids all live like Justin Bieber.
They always have lots of money to play in casinos,buy alcohol,buy drugs,go to clubs.
The average 15 year old here get to spend like 50 euros a WEEK.
A lot of them even more.
I know some that spends like 20 euros A DAY.
And NONE OF THEM WORK.
I always thought it was the canarians who where possesed and under control of god.
But they themselves deny it
They say that they don,t feel anything special yet I noticed that something is controlling THEM.
And they descriminate me too.
But not so bad as in the caribean but they tell me that they want their independance from Spain and that they feel like they wanna become part of Marocco.
They accuse us Europeans of stealing land from them in order to build hotels and exploit people.
But I never saw anybody doing voodoo here and up to now nobody has treatent me with cursing me or something like that.
Most people here don,t believe in anything.
Not even in god or magic.

 

[8Lou1]

there is higher magick and lower magick. i think what you notice on the canaries is higher magick. when done right, people feel safe have money and shelter and they follow ruling.
what i know about morrocco at this point, from my view is that it has called people with morroccan heritage to join the army when they are willing. i also am aware of the morrocco- spain struggle and i think its similar to the western saharah: a nice place to create political turmoil. i would say watch it, but dont get involved, cause it ill suck you in and leave you poorer then you already are.

in the religious sense its also a war: moslem against christian and the witchcraft doctors leading. this is because they have studied more then the average human. the more aligned with yourself the more power. so it would make sense for you to work on your alignment. the berhatiah is a magickal working and set of spirits thats most often used by people from that area, so i would say start studying that.

studying the berhatiah means you will have to learn the dark spots of your subconscious, so learn about your anima, cause that will be your soldier. in order to do that you take one fault of the other and feel like it is you. like living tru someones eyes. thats how you learn.

in essence its a prayer to several holy ones in the universe at once. they will create turmoil until they know where to fit you in our universe. that place is called righteousness and is found in the center. the rest of the emotions and feelings differ from being to being.

one thing that is of importance is that you need to use trickery and treason aka creative thinking to get there. so find synchronicities in your life, research things that are strange to you or give emotions and feelings that are special. a hidden truth can be every where. does a butterfly make you smile, research the spiritual meaning of the butterfly and its collor, the plant it landed on. etc.

life is strange, see the beauty in it.

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

@Lex2023 .... If you won't implement any suggestions, you'll end up like me.

What do you really want to hear/read?

I'm with Vandheer and others ... There's been a shit ton of possible recommendations.

My answer on God was based on spiritual warfare. The Holy Spirit was on Christ until the end of the Cross. Satan was the tempter. Ephesians is spiritual warfare guidelines above and beyond the words of Christ. Armor up and stand your ground. Fight the good fight.

 

[Xenophon]

Well your posts totally makes sense.
Because when I used to live in the Caribean a lot of people hated me for being white and accused me for STEALING THEIR JOBS.
I was told by different people at that time that their gonna do voodoo on me for me to loose my welfare.
They always said to me that they will make sure that one day I won,t be able to find a job.
And about the Canary Islands...
Well I think the Canarians are HEAVILY POSSESED with magic.
The canarians seems very stupid.
They don,t even know that their part of the European union or even know what a European union is.
Yet they get to live a very wealthy lifestyle.
THey livd on a living standard that is WAY HIGHER then any other European countries.
And the kids all live like Justin Bieber.
They always have lots of money to play in casinos,buy alcohol,buy drugs,go to clubs.
The average 15 year old here get to spend like 50 euros a WEEK.
A lot of them even more.
I know some that spends like 20 euros A DAY.
And NONE OF THEM WORK.
I always thought it was the canarians who where possesed and under control of god.
But they themselves deny it
They say that they don,t feel anything special yet I noticed that something is controlling THEM.
And they descriminate me too.
But not so bad as in the caribean but they tell me that they want their independance from Spain and that they feel like they wanna become part of Marocco.
They accuse us Europeans of stealing land from them in order to build hotels and exploit people.
But I never saw anybody doing voodoo here and up to now nobody has treatent me with cursing me or something like that.
Most people here don,t believe in anything.
Not even in god or magic.

The 10-15 minutes you spent composing this screed could have been invested into the breath work another poster suggested.

 

[KjEno186]

Colin Wilson wrote in Beyond the Occult:

In his book Drum and Candle, [Guy] Playfair ’s friend David St Clair has described his own experience of being ‘bewitched’. For eight years he had lived in a pleasant Rio de Janeiro apartment, served by a pretty brown-skinned maid named Edna. She was, he assures the reader, nothing more than a maid. Finally, when St Clair decided it was time to leave Brazil, he gave her six months’ notice. Suddenly everything began to go wrong: the book he was working on jammed firmly; his publisher rejected it; an inheritance failed to materialize; a love affair went wrong; he fell ill with malaria. His plans for moving to Greece had to be shelved.​

​

Then a psychic friend stopped him in the street and told him that someone had put a curse on him: ‘all his paths had been closed’. In fact it seemed to be general knowledge in umbanda, (voodoo) circles. St Clair ’s suspicions finally came to rest on his pretty maid Edna. It was true that she was a Catholic who claimed to disapprove of umbanda, but when St Clair learned that a curse could be invoked by using some personal item of his clothing he recalled that his socks had been disappearing recently, and that Edna had claimed they had blown off the line. He told Edna that he wanted to go to an umbanda session. After much protest she agreed to take him.​

​

Towards midnight the ritual dance began. Then the umbanda priestess came in and danced as if possessed. After some ceremonial drinking of alcohol — a mouthful of which she spat in St Clair ’s face — a medium was asked who had put a curse on him. The reply was, ‘The person who bought him here. She wants you to marry her or buy her a house with a piece of land.’ Then Edna was ordered to leave, after which there was more ritual drumming and dancing to lift the curse. Finally the priestess told him, ‘Now you are free.’​

​

Immediately afterwards St Clair ’s luck changed: money came in, the book was accepted, the love affair restarted. But Edna herself became seriously ill with a stomach growth. An umbanda priest whom she consulted told her that the curse she had put on St Clair had rebounded on herself and would continue as long as she stayed with him. At this point Edna admitted that she had tried to make him marry her by means of black magic: she then walked out of his life, acknowledging that she had brought her misfortune on herself.​

​

It,s even impossible for me to SELL SOMETHING I have in my home.

Your crossroads have been shut down. You need to lift the curse. Find a reliable medium who can tell you more. (This is work for an expert. You may need to find someone who lives near you that has a good reputation and won't just take your money and run.)

 

[bgshawn499]

Well your posts totally makes sense.
Because when I used to live in the Caribean a lot of people hated me for being white and accused me for STEALING THEIR JOBS.
I was told by different people at that time that their gonna do voodoo on me for me to loose my welfare.
They always said to me that they will make sure that one day I won,t be able to find a job.
And about the Canary Islands...
Well I think the Canarians are HEAVILY POSSESED with magic.
The canarians seems very stupid.
They don,t even know that their part of the European union or even know what a European union is.
Yet they get to live a very wealthy lifestyle.
THey livd on a living standard that is WAY HIGHER then any other European countries.
And the kids all live like Justin Bieber.
They always have lots of money to play in casinos,buy alcohol,buy drugs,go to clubs.
The average 15 year old here get to spend like 50 euros a WEEK.
A lot of them even more.
I know some that spends like 20 euros A DAY.
And NONE OF THEM WORK.
I always thought it was the canarians who where possesed and under control of god.
But they themselves deny it
They say that they don,t feel anything special yet I noticed that something is controlling THEM.
And they descriminate me too.
But not so bad as in the caribean but they tell me that they want their independance from Spain and that they feel like they wanna become part of Marocco.
They accuse us Europeans of stealing land from them in order to build hotels and exploit people.
But I never saw anybody doing voodoo here and up to now nobody has treatent me with cursing me or something like that.
Most people here don,t believe in anything.
Not even in god or magic.

This guy's been trolling for days and everyone keeps feeding into it..... LMAO

 

[Diluculo_DelFuego]

It's like a corporate chain email storm where everyone keeps hitting reply all.