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Thinking about vamp ritual thread here I have, I've decided that it will be better to leave that one and start journal thread instead. After all monthly vamp rite is not all I do. So here I'm going to post some notes from my magic practice. Probably it's going to be pretty random... and might include more of pop culture stuff, but that's our current age and stuff at least I am rather surrounded with, not only because I visit a lot of comic conventions and similar events.
And just to note not all tales I share are recent. When I feel like sharing, it will be older stuff too.
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During first read of Teachings of the Immortals I noticed changes. I actually like how the book works with my mind and energy, to be honest. I'm giving it read n. 4 now. One of the mornings waiting for drive to work I had real desire to play song connected with Sephiroth so I run YT and played it. And there he was right in front of me, with strong energy and looking like wanting to devour me. I got out of my usual calmness but kept fighting and controlling myself. In reaction to that the spirit changed its expression to one of respect.
So okay, I took some exploration of Sephiroth and experienced with that one, as the tale seems similar to the Gnosticism and achievement of the goal of immortality. Worth it. Though working with this entity, or tulpa or whatever... don't know if it is part of me or not... It has a side effect, I started feeling deep desire to master katana. Decided that it's worth doing so I bought cheap bokken and planning to get metal blade later, stainless steel if possible, so I don't have to worry about rust. But there is time for that.
And just to note not all tales I share are recent. When I feel like sharing, it will be older stuff too.
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----------------During first read of Teachings of the Immortals I noticed changes. I actually like how the book works with my mind and energy, to be honest. I'm giving it read n. 4 now. One of the mornings waiting for drive to work I had real desire to play song connected with Sephiroth so I run YT and played it. And there he was right in front of me, with strong energy and looking like wanting to devour me. I got out of my usual calmness but kept fighting and controlling myself. In reaction to that the spirit changed its expression to one of respect.
So okay, I took some exploration of Sephiroth and experienced with that one, as the tale seems similar to the Gnosticism and achievement of the goal of immortality. Worth it. Though working with this entity, or tulpa or whatever... don't know if it is part of me or not... It has a side effect, I started feeling deep desire to master katana. Decided that it's worth doing so I bought cheap bokken and planning to get metal blade later, stainless steel if possible, so I don't have to worry about rust. But there is time for that.