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I did a little ritual for the purpose of healing myself and family, it started out with the visualization of connecting yourself to source, and basically I called out to Raphael using his sigil and some prayer, once I felt he was listening I asked to borrow his power. I did not wait for a confirmation. Instead I just immediately visualized his magickal power extending and becoming one with my own power.
Things got dark really fast about half way through, instead of the energy being visualized as white light like normal, it turned a dark black and red color. I couldn't finish the ritual because I was overwhelmed by how the energy felt angry.
In other words Raphael kindly told me to fuck off. It was quite an amazing experience and don't regret it one bit, but it was really cool to have happen in a way because it felt like he was gently telling me to stop. That he didn't like what I was doing.
He could have made it way more harsh and scary if he wanted to, but the angels seem to be extremely benevolent in the way they deal with people.
Cosmic equivalent of getting my wrist slapped with a wooden spoon. Since then I have apologized for my error and thanked him for showing me the error of my ways. I look back and it is almost comedic.
Now when I want to borrow Raphaels energy I will simply ask and trust that if he wants to help he will.
Anyone else have any similar stories of when an entity told you to stop?
Things got dark really fast about half way through, instead of the energy being visualized as white light like normal, it turned a dark black and red color. I couldn't finish the ritual because I was overwhelmed by how the energy felt angry.
In other words Raphael kindly told me to fuck off. It was quite an amazing experience and don't regret it one bit, but it was really cool to have happen in a way because it felt like he was gently telling me to stop. That he didn't like what I was doing.
He could have made it way more harsh and scary if he wanted to, but the angels seem to be extremely benevolent in the way they deal with people.
Cosmic equivalent of getting my wrist slapped with a wooden spoon. Since then I have apologized for my error and thanked him for showing me the error of my ways. I look back and it is almost comedic.
Now when I want to borrow Raphaels energy I will simply ask and trust that if he wants to help he will.
Anyone else have any similar stories of when an entity told you to stop?