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I apologize to my forum friends, but I don't know what section this image should go in. I'm posting it here provisionally. I've been searching for a long time for some description that would corroborate my experience with the great King Asmoday and the powerful Lilith, in relation to their physical appearances, without success. I've noticed that the only reference I've had is a medieval image of him, which is his "unsympathetic" materialization, associated with seven lines that described him expeditiously in a dictionary. Upon reading it for the first time, it struck me as, so to speak, consubstantial with the moment of my life and my emotions: hatred, revenge, etc. To the point that, after reading that short description of his character and virtues, I got his seal tattooed. For months, and shamefully for me, I didn't delve into further research on him. But during that time, I have maintained a mental dialogue with him. That is, asking for his support in the face of my pain, and feeling so much resentment and hatred for what certain people close to me in my life had done to me. I prayed for strength for months until one night, the king was kind enough to grant me the grace of his appearance, one January night in 2025. I didn't know about the beautiful woman accompanying him, nor who she was, nor her relationship with him. It took me a while to investigate and find out who she was. I admit I've never had an experience of this nature, and I only listened to others talk about it, and unknowingly I mocked their fears about a possible appearance of the great Lucifer. Whom they never managed to see, by the way. But believing myself superior to fear, I had to go through the event to know what it feels like, and I must admit that the event overwhelmed me, and being in his presence was so intimidating that I couldn't utter a word or receive him as he deserved. I closed my eyes, unable to accept what I saw that morning, such an honor of their visits, and I regret not having had the experience or the courage to face my own paralysis. But it is an experience I will carry with me forever, and in their honor, I have created an image that describes the appearances of Asmodeus and Lilith, just as they appeared in my room that night of the full moon at 3:00 a.m. My humble homage goes to them both, and to anyone who wants to see them. Thank you, King Asmodeus, thank you, Beautiful Lilith.
It's one thing to feel them, and another to be prepared to see them, I realized.