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The mind longs for substance. Yet the soul longs for depth.
It is agonizing to navigate what is familiar due to the human mind's fear of the unknown. It’s fear of the dark. But even so, due to the fact that someone is reading this, they must have a deep, insatiable desire to navigate the darkness ahead of them. It devours them.
They desire to know darkness. To devour it as it devours them.
The darkness is vast and unknown. And yet, it is beautiful, even terrifying.
And it is also beautifully absurd. It is absurd that the reason for existence does not exist and that all we can do is simply explore the infinite cosmos for all eternity.
The knowledge of the perpetual is perpetual in itself. There is no perfection, only absurdity; and absurdity is of its own creation. We are here by cosmic randomness. And that is okay to accept. There is much to explore within the cosmos, within life, and even after death. Be content with this revelation. For meaning is not required to continue on. Accept that you are here to grow infinitely wiser and to explore the infinite.
An entry from the journal of Accipeveldare:
“I find myself at a point in my journey where I do not know much more and I am stuck on the same truths. Yet, I yearn for more truths. I know I have not found all the truths due to my yearning. A part of me is telling me there is more, thus the yearning.
If the cosmos are infinite, then there is infinite knowledge to be found, and infinite planes of existence to explore. And I have eternity to do so. This is comforting for me. I like the idea of exploring infinitely.
I have a deep need to explore that which is unknown to me. I yearn to be enlightened over and over again infinitely. There is no permanent enlightenment. Not in the sense of being all-knowing or all-wise. The only enlightenment is from the realization that I will never know everything.
And this is comforting. If I knew everything then that would make eternity boring.
I will eternally explore the cosmos. I will continue to learn indefinitely. And that is the Great Work.”
You should be excited for the veil in which we call death. However, there is much to do here on Earth. This plane is just as important as any other. And it deserves to be explored.
There is much to learn from this place, as any other place.
The Earth is beautiful. Do not be hostile towards the world just because it contains things of hostile nature. They are lessons waiting to be learned and also beings who are learning themselves.
A bear is a wondrous sight from afar, for example. But a bear can also end your life up close. Even hostile things can have beauty about them. Beauty is beyond hostility.
Just because beauty can be deceiving at times, it is still beauty nevertheless. Do not let the hostile aspects of the earth deter you from appreciating the beauty around you.
There is beauty everywhere, even when it seems unlikely.
Cosmology:
Abyss:
The Abyss is central to this path as it is the source, the revealer, and everything perceived and unperceived. The Abyss is cosmic randomness/absurdity. You are part of the Abyss, I am part of the Abyss, God is part of the Abyss, and even the Abyss is part of the Abyss. The Abyss is the source of everything and it is everything. The Abyss is absurd in nature, meaning it is of its own creation. The Abyss is both creation and destruction. The Abyss is silence and noise. The Abyss is male and female; and the Abyss is water as it is to fire.
Failed God:
The Failed God (Yahweh) is an entity who was so afraid of the absurdity and randomness of the Abyss that he tried to conquer it. He attempted to make randomness and chaos into order. But, absurdity cannot be conquered, and there was a crack in his order. That crack was Lucifer.
Lucifer:
Lucifer was the first Abyssian. Lucifer realized there was more than order, and that cosmic order is based on a dependency for comfort and escapism. Yahweh wanted to escape the cosmic randomness of the Abyss, but he forgot that he is part of the Abyss itself, and that everything he made within it was also the Abyss. Lucifer saw through this and realized that there is more to sovereignity than there is to eternal order. Thus, Lucifer spread his Abyssal will to the other angels, and while some continued to seek the comfort of the Failed God, even while his empire of order began to crumble, others decided it would be better to exercise their own will and they left.
Lucifer's discovery:
When Lucifer entered into the outer Abyss and away from the crumbling kingdom of his failed father, he found that the Abyss was inconsistent and rugged, but it was realer than what Yahweh had attempted to create. He proved that the soul is not separate from the consciousness and that it can survive through sheer will throughout the harshest of dimensions. He found that you will not lose yourself as an individual unless you choose to. He chose the cold and the silence because they are the only honest mirrors. Even the Abyss can be loud, but it can be silent too.
(This is not a finished writing, but i would appreciate feedback )
It is agonizing to navigate what is familiar due to the human mind's fear of the unknown. It’s fear of the dark. But even so, due to the fact that someone is reading this, they must have a deep, insatiable desire to navigate the darkness ahead of them. It devours them.
They desire to know darkness. To devour it as it devours them.
The darkness is vast and unknown. And yet, it is beautiful, even terrifying.
And it is also beautifully absurd. It is absurd that the reason for existence does not exist and that all we can do is simply explore the infinite cosmos for all eternity.
The knowledge of the perpetual is perpetual in itself. There is no perfection, only absurdity; and absurdity is of its own creation. We are here by cosmic randomness. And that is okay to accept. There is much to explore within the cosmos, within life, and even after death. Be content with this revelation. For meaning is not required to continue on. Accept that you are here to grow infinitely wiser and to explore the infinite.
An entry from the journal of Accipeveldare:
“I find myself at a point in my journey where I do not know much more and I am stuck on the same truths. Yet, I yearn for more truths. I know I have not found all the truths due to my yearning. A part of me is telling me there is more, thus the yearning.
If the cosmos are infinite, then there is infinite knowledge to be found, and infinite planes of existence to explore. And I have eternity to do so. This is comforting for me. I like the idea of exploring infinitely.
I have a deep need to explore that which is unknown to me. I yearn to be enlightened over and over again infinitely. There is no permanent enlightenment. Not in the sense of being all-knowing or all-wise. The only enlightenment is from the realization that I will never know everything.
And this is comforting. If I knew everything then that would make eternity boring.
I will eternally explore the cosmos. I will continue to learn indefinitely. And that is the Great Work.”
You should be excited for the veil in which we call death. However, there is much to do here on Earth. This plane is just as important as any other. And it deserves to be explored.
There is much to learn from this place, as any other place.
The Earth is beautiful. Do not be hostile towards the world just because it contains things of hostile nature. They are lessons waiting to be learned and also beings who are learning themselves.
A bear is a wondrous sight from afar, for example. But a bear can also end your life up close. Even hostile things can have beauty about them. Beauty is beyond hostility.
Just because beauty can be deceiving at times, it is still beauty nevertheless. Do not let the hostile aspects of the earth deter you from appreciating the beauty around you.
There is beauty everywhere, even when it seems unlikely.
Cosmology:
Abyss:
The Abyss is central to this path as it is the source, the revealer, and everything perceived and unperceived. The Abyss is cosmic randomness/absurdity. You are part of the Abyss, I am part of the Abyss, God is part of the Abyss, and even the Abyss is part of the Abyss. The Abyss is the source of everything and it is everything. The Abyss is absurd in nature, meaning it is of its own creation. The Abyss is both creation and destruction. The Abyss is silence and noise. The Abyss is male and female; and the Abyss is water as it is to fire.
Failed God:
The Failed God (Yahweh) is an entity who was so afraid of the absurdity and randomness of the Abyss that he tried to conquer it. He attempted to make randomness and chaos into order. But, absurdity cannot be conquered, and there was a crack in his order. That crack was Lucifer.
Lucifer:
Lucifer was the first Abyssian. Lucifer realized there was more than order, and that cosmic order is based on a dependency for comfort and escapism. Yahweh wanted to escape the cosmic randomness of the Abyss, but he forgot that he is part of the Abyss itself, and that everything he made within it was also the Abyss. Lucifer saw through this and realized that there is more to sovereignity than there is to eternal order. Thus, Lucifer spread his Abyssal will to the other angels, and while some continued to seek the comfort of the Failed God, even while his empire of order began to crumble, others decided it would be better to exercise their own will and they left.
Lucifer's discovery:
When Lucifer entered into the outer Abyss and away from the crumbling kingdom of his failed father, he found that the Abyss was inconsistent and rugged, but it was realer than what Yahweh had attempted to create. He proved that the soul is not separate from the consciousness and that it can survive through sheer will throughout the harshest of dimensions. He found that you will not lose yourself as an individual unless you choose to. He chose the cold and the silence because they are the only honest mirrors. Even the Abyss can be loud, but it can be silent too.
(This is not a finished writing, but i would appreciate feedback )
