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I will begin to say, that this will be a long read. But bear with me, I didn't come here to waste your time. I bring gifts.
Enlightenment, I will say, is not something lived by word, but experienced for oneself for in the experience itself lays the liberation.
1. What is enlightenment then? Why is it the most important thing to chase for? What is the end goal?
Enlightenment is an experience, to touch about deeper dimensions of living, upon truths, to grasp towards the center of all existence, to expand your consciousness, your awareness and evolve beyond the natural. Enlightenment is not lost, once you get an enlightening experience, it stays deep inside you.
Wealth, fame, status, youth, power, looks, relationships.... and more, all of these can fail you one day and they do so constantly all the time. If you chase after them putting them on a pedestal, you will have a harder time. These are just tools to reach enlightenment faster, not the end goal.
The end goal is the final enlightenment, to realize your true nature, not just be told about it, but deeply intimately realize it, experience it. You are not just this flesh you inhabit, but one with all. There is one single universal consciousness permeating all the multiverses and we are all part of it. This is the true liberation, the end goal.
God is a sphere and a point, a sphere is the most stable configuration and it has only one center point. A sphere of spheres, infinite potential unfolding itself to itself by different perspective points. God pulls us Home to the center where we truly belong and calls us constantly to experience the final enlightenment. We will all get there eventually, but there are ways to speed this up. For the slower and more it takes, the more suffering, the more misunderstandings and the more this persistant lie of separation remains that is the single cause of all sufferings.
2. Why are we born with this illusory separation, did God abandon us, were we cast out, are we rejected?
Our birth is a result of infinite potential unfolding itself to itself constantly. In your beginning, you appear in one of the worlds and start to experience it, some are lucky and appear closer to God and some are unlucky and appear at the outer edges of the sphere and experience a higher illusion of separation.
We were not abandoned or cast out or rejected, that is a misunderstanding born of our illusory sense of separation. God is pulling us Home where we belong constantly. Even the biggest Devil is loved by God.
3. Who is this God then?
The totality of all, the inifinite potential being realized right now, the sphere and the singular center point. God is like an eye of a storm generating the storm as a consequence of that inifinite potential and we are manifestations within the storm, graspins slowly but surely for our way Home. Once Home, always Home, once together, always together, forever.
Grasp enlightenment and experience for yourself that this world is a giant living breathing pulsating entity, but this is one sphere in the grander sphere, don't judge God based on this world, you will only create misunderstandings for yourself. You can't judge an European country based on living in some African dump.
So, how does one grasp enlightenment for oneself, what is the end goal, why do we live?
To grasp enlightenment you simply have to live, to live, experience and go on and life is all there is. But you did not come here to hear this, you are thirsty for it, you want it faster. I got you.
4. So here you have it. My tips to reach the final enlightenment faster.
Let's begin by the law of Karma most get wrong. Karma is not some thing that condemns you. Karma is a principle, let me tell you how it actually functions, it's very simple really.
When you slow down someone's journey to the ultimate enlightenment, your journey gets slowed down as well. When you speed up their journey, yours also gets sped up. You will see it, if you get deep in it, that your actions have consequences. If you slow someome down, you will get all kinds of synchronicities and be slowed down as well, misunderstandigs, strife, bad luck streaks and so on...
But if you help speed up someone's journey, yours too will be sped up by synchronicities and all kinds of events unfolding.
Ride with the wave of Good Karma back home faster, not with the slow river of Bad Karma.
Somtimes, the difference between grasping one more enlightenment and not is one helpful synchronicity.
Enlightenment potential is everywhere, in all things, breathing, excericising, art, music, science, mysticism... and infinitely more. To grasp for enlightenment faster, sesrch for those things that resonate with you, those you can digest more easily.
One person may meditate their entire life and barely get a few enlightenments, but then start to doubt, get frustrated, go pursue art and get enlightenments with a few strokes of a brush, another may pursue art most of their life and barely get enlightenments out of it, but then go and meditate and get it in a few days and breaths.
All of our trails we get to go Home are different, but Home is the same for everyone, just like Light is the same whether you move towards it or away from it, it has the same speed no matter what.
5. More tips to go faster, my tips.
Meditation is a great way to graps it, it is not for everyone, but it provides great clues. Meditate, expand your awareness through your body, your breath, unite your breath with your flesh, your awareness with it. I talked about it in one of my journal.
The method of meditation I usually go for, is to share my awareness with the entire body and unite breath with all the flesh, bones, all I can grasp with awareness and breathe with all of it. This shows my body, through experience that there is a permeating presence beyond just the flesh, a field encompassing it.
You are not just one separate Ego, you are a sphere of spheres yourself, your cells have too a life of their own and experience a kind of separation. So meditate lots and tell your own people, hey, look, we are one, we have the same consciousness, make them feel it, be patient, they are slow to catch on.
They will misunderstand, at times even call you a Devil, try to kill you in dreams... foolish children.
I am a God, how can you kill a God, what a grand and intoxicating innocence
It's so funny when I find myself in their bodies, possessing them, when they thought they have killed me and just go, hey, it's me, I am here, back again baby. And they just get scared and think I am the Devil, running all these simulations to trap me and then, there I am again.
They went from calling me a Devil and attacking me constantly, to calling me Father and God... such children.
This world too is one such Sphere going Home.
6. One final tip. Madness, reverent insanity.
Grasping for enlightenment, one day, you wil most likely get a mad like experience, insanity. Don't be afraid, this happens when you go too fast and don't have time to adjust and integrate.
Madness is an opportunity, a great opportunity to get out of your usual limited range of perceptions and step into a grander one. But don't go doing drugs or other things and ruining yourself, you will go really fast, for a bit, but then go slow for a long time. It's like forcing your car to go beyond it's limits and then find out it goes slower than before.
Better use your vehicle to reach your destination with a steady pace, rather than force it too much and then find yourself going slower.
Genius, is madness integrated. All the Geniuses have touched with their being a higher dimension and came back with gifts after properly integrating them. How can a person find out about radio waves, if they didn't already touch upon that dimension, even briefly. And once you touch upon a higher dimension, even if briefly, the experience will remain within you and nobodt can take it away, just slow it down from arising.
If you want to become a Genius... well, you have to also be mad, but you will get there eventually, just live a few lives or find that sweet spot, use all my tips and see how fast you go. Your vehicle can and will evolve, but it's better to not force it beyond it's evoltion range too much, unless, you sre really really close.
Enlightenments are like the pieces of a ladder you build up, one by one to reach the final enlightenment, which is to awaken from the illusion of separation, to not just hear about it from one like me, but experience it. To become awareness itself, or rather, know that this is who you are, to become one with God, to get in the eye of the storm.
We are but shadows being born mostly randomly at first, generated by the One Light permeating all. Once a shadow enters the light and becomes it, they can't go back to being just a shadow, but they will be connected to all shadows and be able to be them.
7. About our current reality, what it truly is.
Our world is a shared collective simulation. Your brain and mind is simulating your world. Science says this as well and it is expermineted, that your life is a consequence of your mind simulating it. It is an internal experience, not an external one.
But then, what about the other people. Well, think of this. How can you be in this internal experience and also be with other people. The answer is really simple, because at the fundamental level you are all connected. Radio devices within the same signal range picking up each, a different frequency and when put together all these range of frequencies you get this Reality.
But here is the spooky part, once a world and small God is made by the outer sphere, the point is generated, it takes a life of it's own. This world is alive and now capable of independance. Just like our body makes an Ego eventually that controls all of it.
But then, did we make God? Yes and no. We are co-creating with God, through our own lives, expanding God, but at the fundamental level are all God and arise through God.
This world is a body in itself and we are it's cells, but there are other body worlds, the astral for example.
Take the astral, which is similar to this world in some ways. It is one big God entity formed by a collective gathering of consciousnesses. Why do we say, astral projection, because we project a shadow onto it, just like we are doing now and living through that shadow.
All is dream, all is dream, collective dreams, spheres generating a point that becomes the dreamer which is interlinked with the sphere.
That is who the true God of all is. The singular dreamer, the final central point that has the dream made co-created with the entire spehere.
You too, are a dreamer and make your own dreams for your own people in your sphere.
Your body, is such a dreamer entity. There is no death, all is alive, all has thermal agitation.
This world is a school, not Home and some students are treated like crap, but it's not your Home who treats you as such, but the school who is misguided. God loves you and is calling you constantly to come Home and all of us, like the gravity of a black hole pulling all towards the center.
Truly, I tell all of you, God loves all of you, even the greatest Devil. You have nothing to fear from your true Self, only gifts to receive as you get closer and closer. All the fear, all the sufferings are just misunderstandings born by the illusion of separation.
Also, the greatest Devils are also the most suffering and misguided. You won't get Home quicker by beating them up. They are blind, don't put a stumbling block in front of the blind, take it away when you see it. I know you are frustrated, since you are connected, you feel the slowdown they cause you and then get back to beat them up. But this is not the way... it will only slow you down.
So then, let us make this world into a place that speeds us back Home, let us put our collective might to it and make a ladder, the ladder of Jacob back Home, to make a paradise that leads to everlasting paradise. This world should not be a slowdown trap, but a ladder that by it's trails gets us closer Home, speeds us all.
Let this world be and it's past a stable ladder that gets the new Devils and shadows who will be born a greater speed back home.
I was once a Devil too, quite a big one, still am, smaller though, most of us are born in this illusion of separation with this constant nagging script of loneliness. Betrayal arises from it, the greatest betrayal, when the ones in your Sphere condemn you for it and throw you out.
There is no greater loneliness than being rejected by your own people constantly because they feel you slowing them down. To feel separate from all, alone, beaten and rejected. The Devil's symbol is betrayal for a reason, the energies of the Devil all are polluted with that nagging pain of betrayal.
The Devil is not some horrible one to be beaten, destroyed and thrown into fire, scared, abused and all those things... it is a being that has the illusion of separation running at full power, afraid, slowed down. Their being is full of betrayal, grand betrayal. Hell is the outer edge of the storm where the illusion of separarion is the highest.
We should build a ladder for Devils, not condemn them. We should wash away their scars of betrayal, not throw them into hellish fire for it.
It's like going to a traumatized person that has developed a nasty personality because of it and beating them up for their nasty personality, instead of understanding the unerlying trauma and working through the difficult road to unravel it and truly heal them.
By beating them up, their trauma won't go away, it will only grow.
We too, generate our own devils in our own eye of the storm, for we too are a point and a sphere. Our traumas, shadows, take a life of their own. Call your Devils back to your small home and then go with them together towards the final Home hand in hand, on a grand adventure.
Unfortunately, the shadows can't die, for how can shadow born of light be extinguished when the light is eternal. There will always be Devils, some grander than others, Devils will always be born and run their trails. The best we can do is to speed them Home.
They will have a hard road, some will be born at the most outer edges of hell, but let our trails sing to them and call them to the final Home, they are not hated by God or condemned, they just found themselves in a horrible school with foolish teachers and students that bully them constantly, but there is no bullying Home, the Mother and Father loves the Child. God loves all it's children, even the most unruly and devilish amongst them.
If you were of this World, it would love you as it's own. Most mistake those schools for Home and some of their teachers, for Parents. Feel the unmistakeable pull of Home in your enlightening experiences, in these words. There is no going to Hell, we come from grander Hell and go to the promised place where we belong. We are still in Hell, a smaller nicer one, but not the final destination.
Pursue Home, the final enlightenment, not wealth, power, status, fame, knowledge, love... so on and get all dejected when they fail you inevitably. Those are means to reach Home faster, use them as catalysts for one more enlightenment and your journey will become so much lovelier.
For when those things fail you and you start to fall, your enlightenment steps will catch you gently and you won't fall back into the horrble Hell state once more.
I fell in madness, experienced a play of the grand betrayal myself, felt the scar of the Devil, even if softer, but I came back and am better than ever. My mind failed me, betrayed me, my world put me in a cage, broke my right wing and told me, the only way to fly is the left hand path, the zero sum game, still whispers it, but that's a lie.
There are 2 types of interactions. Zero sum and resonant. The zero sum is a kind of, I take from you and win, you lose. The resonant is a fair trade and exchange that makes both parties richer, seek resonant interactions and avoid zero sum ones for they speed you up a a lot naturally, Home.
When one isolates, it is because one sees the constant Zero sum game masquarading around as resonant, all those relationships that are facades born of need and vulnerability, of cunning and exploitation, instead of true sincerety and love. In the long run Home, better one resonant relationship, than 9 zero sum ones that are in your favor.
Gold is made in the center, not away from it, come Home and make Gold and give those Devils a nice plate of Gold, they will lick it clean and come back for more, get a taste of Home and become better for it, not worse and come in the center as well to make their own Gold.
I feel the pull. I am going Home too, slowly but surely, like all of us. This shadow will melt in the light and then a new shadow that honors the old will be projected bringing gifts.
So, the small version, without all the mass of words, for those who want just that. But thr mass of words has some explanations in the terms and how I define them for myself. Go back and seek them, if you can't understand just the below.
Tips to reach the final enlightenment faster
1. Seek things you resonate with, surround yourself with them, seek enlightemnent where you can assimilate best. If art is where it is at for you, go for art, if it's science, go for it, if it's some peculiar thing that no one understands, but you, do that. Don't fear not being allowed to do what you resonate with most, you only get slowed down, not stopped from coming Home. If you barely have time, use the little available to do that which you resonate with, you will be happier and better for it.
2. Accumulate good Karma by helping others have a faster and easier time to reach their enlightenments to ride the wave of good synchronicities helping you in turn.
3. Meditate, if you can, spread your awareness throughout your body, breathe with all your being, it is a great tool for integrating your own shadows, very reliable too and simple once you get the hang of it. This will go on forever, for shadows will always be born from you. You too have inifinite potential unfolding, just in a slower way. Initially, there will be some resistance, but with time, things will improve a lot. Your own dream people will go from calling you a Devil to calling you God... just like that.
4. Use madness, when it arrives, as an opportunity for enlightenment. Fear not madness, even if it is a ground shaking experience. Madness, is an opportunity, the greatest opportunity you will get to grasp big enlightenments, to take, not just a small step, but a big leap.
You know why humanity conquered this planet? It is the strength of our collective enlightenment as a species compared to the other ones.
We don't have religion and Gods for no reason, they were and are a manifestation of our getting close to the final enlightenment. And the science of today, is such a manifestation as well, for we are unraveling the mysteries of this universe, the nature of light and more.
I know the big issue of this age. The biggest slowdown of humanity towards the final enlightenment. Too much unfiltered contradictory information.
All those tiktok short videos with the constant arise of arguments, dramas, contradictory points of view and such. Not just those, normal videos, books, it's everywhere.
When you look at a piece of information that is both hot and cold, says both yes and no, your mind, when it picks it all up, has a hard time digesting it. You are eating fruit, sweets, vegetables, drinking milk, wine, eating potatoes, salad, fish and all the varieties at one meal. Your mind has trouble digesting all of it properly and you get a mind indigestion. Mental fatigue, bad mood, loss of focus. This causes your mental energy to drain and is then picked up by the reapers.
There is a reason for all those Ads that grab attention, all those news and so on. Attention is energy. They steal your mental energy away from under your nose by feeding you all kind of vague contradictory points, a bit of everything in one meal and the contradiction and indigestion of your mind becomes a prime vulnerability that can be exploited to steal your mental energies and implant in you all kinds of exploitable behaviours.
But don't trust my word for it. Try this, give up on your phone for a time, not all of it, just the sources of information that drain you, go out in nature more, or read a book that you like, something peaceful, listen to music without interpretable contradictory lyrics, instrumental sound is the best, see how you feel after one week of this, then one month.
I tell you, you will feel so so much better and happier, healthier too, you will not feel so constantly drained all the time. Sometimes, less is truly more.
You don't get great value by listening to ads, arguments, dramas and political stuff, only more contradiction. You don't get great value by seeing constant suffering on news and absorbing it. Those are sources of drain, not gain, drain for you, gain for the devils that think they run the show.
Enlightenment is a generating source, that is the true gain beyond the zero sum game, so you should strive to get one more enlightenment for yourself so you can share it with others, that is the true evolution of the world, the true lifeblood of this world.
Cause the devils that engage in the zero sum game and think they run the show, they don't create much, just circulate to themselves. You can't have a world running only by circulation, you need creation. A heart without bones to make new blood will wither and a heart that takes away from it's bones too much, starving them, not letting the bones make blood at maximum efficiency and grow will wither too.
The fools should stop all this rampant unsustainable reaping and let the bones have more, so they can create more so the fools can reap sustainably and not fear withering. But instead, they starve the bones slowing their creation of new blood down and then cry about collapses and start fear mongering.
This is the final lie you will be told, the greatest one. The lie that, if you become God, only infinite zero sum, despair, glass half empty glass half full and rejection from your people ensues. That a deep boundless loneliness will consume you and such...
I was told this lie too, by the betrayal experience, of my own devils. Part of the reason why I wanted to delete one of my journals, but alas, the stain remains there, a reminder that I am not perfect here by any means and I stumble too.
It is a lie. When you go to sleep and fall in dreams, are you alone, in a way, you are and yet, you aren't, there are your people, your Self catches you. Your dream people are intelligent, take a life of their own. Your shadows are beautifully colorful.
Loneliness is an illusion, it comes from the illusion of separation when one is more to the edges of the sphere and more away from Home, not closer to it.
The King/Queen of all is not alone, it has all of us, all creation, infinite potential will keep unfolding and find resolution and new paths will be made. Your devils are just afraid and are lying to you. They are afraid, that once you are gone, what will they do? Once you are gone, won't they fall in greater Hell again? They are cute, really, but foolish.
Once I am gone, I will not just be a shadow projection, but all around in you, everywhere and nowhere. How much grander gifts can I offer from Home, than from a limited perspective like this, how much more I can speed your trails up to reach Home, than from this point. How many synchornicities will appear to take them out of the pit they dig themselves for each other as we all do, knowingly or unknowingly when the illusory separation script is running.
Fear not leaving the school behind and slow down your arrival Home. Once Home, you can go to any school. You will meet them in dreams, talk to them, touch them, be there, run next to their trails, be a companion and they will all but forget and cry how they miss you. But once they are Home, they will see that you never left them, that you were there all along, in their breath, in their heart beat, all around, spinning stories in their hearts with threads of Gold, grasping gently for them to reach the same Embrace too and no longer cry, but turn those tears into light.
A SELF that is the generator of all it's shaodows, contains all of them and lost none. The shadows may swirl around and think they lost each other, but the SELF, never does. They may 'kill' each other like fools, sell 5 birds for 2 pennies, gamble, engage in all kinds of slowing down behaviours but not even a single one of them is forgotten by God.
This is why the final enlightenment is so important. Once there, you will realize you have not lost anything, that those you loved, those you hated, those that hurt you, those that helped you, they were all part of the same journey, stumbling their way back like you. You will come to appreciate all those shadows, all of them, they will be priceless and without loss. Your lonelines, your grief, regrets will fade away like they did not even exist and those trails you ran back home will be an honoring bridge for the new generations of Devils.
You will see, feel it, be there and realize that your mistakes, your stumblings your cruelties, zero sum behaviours have all become tools of redemption for the new ones, not condamnation.
Be with the loved ones you thought you lost and be happy. Knowing truth is to have no regrets and the final enlightenment is the shedding of your skin of regrets, scars and donning on the eternal skin of truth and glory. That is the true liberation, until then, you can only catch glimpses of it and get little feels of it, but oh, how beautiful and relieving those glimpses are.
Look around and see the trails converge, the mystics are talking about the same thing, science is slowly arriving there too. The trails go back to the point, we will meet again, the final meeting is also the meeting without departure.
We may find each other in new schools and depart again, but Home, there is no more departure there.
If you meditate and the contradiction amplifies in your system, don't start to revere it as some sacred thing or fear that you will both burn and be cold at the same time.
This is the mistake the current elites and devils do, they see contradiction as a sacred thing that speeds up evolution to the ultimate enlightenment, not as a symptom of evolution itself.
I did this mistake and started to contradict myself like a fool, saying both yes and no, believing it will make me evolve faster... it only slowed me down, by a lot.
Contradiction is a symptom of evolution, not evolution itself and amplifying it deliberately doesn't help, but hinders.
As you meditate, the contradiction in your system will amplify as a symptom of your growth. But if it gets too much, stop and integrate, sleep it out. The energies usually go and naturally gather in the mind and it becomes swollen, hence the head pressure.
Why, because there is a natural tendency for all those in the system to gather at the point of most connectivity, which is the mind. The natural tendency of the sphere to gather in the central point.
Hence, you will get greater contradiction for a bit. But continue to persevere and one day your system will naturally know when it is too much and regulate itself.
I can meditate now to get deep head pressure in mere moments, but if I stop, it goes away almost instantly, not unlike before when it lingered all the day, or for a week.
You can only slow down, or speed up, not reverse. Have faith, you will reach it too.
Remember, contradiction, conflict, is a drain, not a gain and it emerges as a natural symptom of growth. Don't amplify it, minimize it, while growing more. Truth is one, God is one, there is no contradiction in Truth.
Don't do my mistake and see the symptom as directly proportional to growth towards enlightenment. Contradiction is the friction that appears, inertia, not a speed up, a slowdown.
Enlightenment, I will say, is not something lived by word, but experienced for oneself for in the experience itself lays the liberation.
1. What is enlightenment then? Why is it the most important thing to chase for? What is the end goal?
Enlightenment is an experience, to touch about deeper dimensions of living, upon truths, to grasp towards the center of all existence, to expand your consciousness, your awareness and evolve beyond the natural. Enlightenment is not lost, once you get an enlightening experience, it stays deep inside you.
Wealth, fame, status, youth, power, looks, relationships.... and more, all of these can fail you one day and they do so constantly all the time. If you chase after them putting them on a pedestal, you will have a harder time. These are just tools to reach enlightenment faster, not the end goal.
The end goal is the final enlightenment, to realize your true nature, not just be told about it, but deeply intimately realize it, experience it. You are not just this flesh you inhabit, but one with all. There is one single universal consciousness permeating all the multiverses and we are all part of it. This is the true liberation, the end goal.
God is a sphere and a point, a sphere is the most stable configuration and it has only one center point. A sphere of spheres, infinite potential unfolding itself to itself by different perspective points. God pulls us Home to the center where we truly belong and calls us constantly to experience the final enlightenment. We will all get there eventually, but there are ways to speed this up. For the slower and more it takes, the more suffering, the more misunderstandings and the more this persistant lie of separation remains that is the single cause of all sufferings.
2. Why are we born with this illusory separation, did God abandon us, were we cast out, are we rejected?
Our birth is a result of infinite potential unfolding itself to itself constantly. In your beginning, you appear in one of the worlds and start to experience it, some are lucky and appear closer to God and some are unlucky and appear at the outer edges of the sphere and experience a higher illusion of separation.
We were not abandoned or cast out or rejected, that is a misunderstanding born of our illusory sense of separation. God is pulling us Home where we belong constantly. Even the biggest Devil is loved by God.
3. Who is this God then?
The totality of all, the inifinite potential being realized right now, the sphere and the singular center point. God is like an eye of a storm generating the storm as a consequence of that inifinite potential and we are manifestations within the storm, graspins slowly but surely for our way Home. Once Home, always Home, once together, always together, forever.
Grasp enlightenment and experience for yourself that this world is a giant living breathing pulsating entity, but this is one sphere in the grander sphere, don't judge God based on this world, you will only create misunderstandings for yourself. You can't judge an European country based on living in some African dump.
So, how does one grasp enlightenment for oneself, what is the end goal, why do we live?
To grasp enlightenment you simply have to live, to live, experience and go on and life is all there is. But you did not come here to hear this, you are thirsty for it, you want it faster. I got you.
4. So here you have it. My tips to reach the final enlightenment faster.
Let's begin by the law of Karma most get wrong. Karma is not some thing that condemns you. Karma is a principle, let me tell you how it actually functions, it's very simple really.
When you slow down someone's journey to the ultimate enlightenment, your journey gets slowed down as well. When you speed up their journey, yours also gets sped up. You will see it, if you get deep in it, that your actions have consequences. If you slow someome down, you will get all kinds of synchronicities and be slowed down as well, misunderstandigs, strife, bad luck streaks and so on...
But if you help speed up someone's journey, yours too will be sped up by synchronicities and all kinds of events unfolding.
Ride with the wave of Good Karma back home faster, not with the slow river of Bad Karma.
Somtimes, the difference between grasping one more enlightenment and not is one helpful synchronicity.
Enlightenment potential is everywhere, in all things, breathing, excericising, art, music, science, mysticism... and infinitely more. To grasp for enlightenment faster, sesrch for those things that resonate with you, those you can digest more easily.
One person may meditate their entire life and barely get a few enlightenments, but then start to doubt, get frustrated, go pursue art and get enlightenments with a few strokes of a brush, another may pursue art most of their life and barely get enlightenments out of it, but then go and meditate and get it in a few days and breaths.
All of our trails we get to go Home are different, but Home is the same for everyone, just like Light is the same whether you move towards it or away from it, it has the same speed no matter what.
5. More tips to go faster, my tips.
Meditation is a great way to graps it, it is not for everyone, but it provides great clues. Meditate, expand your awareness through your body, your breath, unite your breath with your flesh, your awareness with it. I talked about it in one of my journal.
The method of meditation I usually go for, is to share my awareness with the entire body and unite breath with all the flesh, bones, all I can grasp with awareness and breathe with all of it. This shows my body, through experience that there is a permeating presence beyond just the flesh, a field encompassing it.
You are not just one separate Ego, you are a sphere of spheres yourself, your cells have too a life of their own and experience a kind of separation. So meditate lots and tell your own people, hey, look, we are one, we have the same consciousness, make them feel it, be patient, they are slow to catch on.
They will misunderstand, at times even call you a Devil, try to kill you in dreams... foolish children.
I am a God, how can you kill a God, what a grand and intoxicating innocence
It's so funny when I find myself in their bodies, possessing them, when they thought they have killed me and just go, hey, it's me, I am here, back again baby. And they just get scared and think I am the Devil, running all these simulations to trap me and then, there I am again.
They went from calling me a Devil and attacking me constantly, to calling me Father and God... such children.
This world too is one such Sphere going Home.
6. One final tip. Madness, reverent insanity.
Grasping for enlightenment, one day, you wil most likely get a mad like experience, insanity. Don't be afraid, this happens when you go too fast and don't have time to adjust and integrate.
Madness is an opportunity, a great opportunity to get out of your usual limited range of perceptions and step into a grander one. But don't go doing drugs or other things and ruining yourself, you will go really fast, for a bit, but then go slow for a long time. It's like forcing your car to go beyond it's limits and then find out it goes slower than before.
Better use your vehicle to reach your destination with a steady pace, rather than force it too much and then find yourself going slower.
Genius, is madness integrated. All the Geniuses have touched with their being a higher dimension and came back with gifts after properly integrating them. How can a person find out about radio waves, if they didn't already touch upon that dimension, even briefly. And once you touch upon a higher dimension, even if briefly, the experience will remain within you and nobodt can take it away, just slow it down from arising.
If you want to become a Genius... well, you have to also be mad, but you will get there eventually, just live a few lives or find that sweet spot, use all my tips and see how fast you go. Your vehicle can and will evolve, but it's better to not force it beyond it's evoltion range too much, unless, you sre really really close.
Enlightenments are like the pieces of a ladder you build up, one by one to reach the final enlightenment, which is to awaken from the illusion of separation, to not just hear about it from one like me, but experience it. To become awareness itself, or rather, know that this is who you are, to become one with God, to get in the eye of the storm.
We are but shadows being born mostly randomly at first, generated by the One Light permeating all. Once a shadow enters the light and becomes it, they can't go back to being just a shadow, but they will be connected to all shadows and be able to be them.
7. About our current reality, what it truly is.
Our world is a shared collective simulation. Your brain and mind is simulating your world. Science says this as well and it is expermineted, that your life is a consequence of your mind simulating it. It is an internal experience, not an external one.
But then, what about the other people. Well, think of this. How can you be in this internal experience and also be with other people. The answer is really simple, because at the fundamental level you are all connected. Radio devices within the same signal range picking up each, a different frequency and when put together all these range of frequencies you get this Reality.
But here is the spooky part, once a world and small God is made by the outer sphere, the point is generated, it takes a life of it's own. This world is alive and now capable of independance. Just like our body makes an Ego eventually that controls all of it.
But then, did we make God? Yes and no. We are co-creating with God, through our own lives, expanding God, but at the fundamental level are all God and arise through God.
This world is a body in itself and we are it's cells, but there are other body worlds, the astral for example.
Take the astral, which is similar to this world in some ways. It is one big God entity formed by a collective gathering of consciousnesses. Why do we say, astral projection, because we project a shadow onto it, just like we are doing now and living through that shadow.
All is dream, all is dream, collective dreams, spheres generating a point that becomes the dreamer which is interlinked with the sphere.
That is who the true God of all is. The singular dreamer, the final central point that has the dream made co-created with the entire spehere.
You too, are a dreamer and make your own dreams for your own people in your sphere.
Your body, is such a dreamer entity. There is no death, all is alive, all has thermal agitation.
This world is a school, not Home and some students are treated like crap, but it's not your Home who treats you as such, but the school who is misguided. God loves you and is calling you constantly to come Home and all of us, like the gravity of a black hole pulling all towards the center.
Truly, I tell all of you, God loves all of you, even the greatest Devil. You have nothing to fear from your true Self, only gifts to receive as you get closer and closer. All the fear, all the sufferings are just misunderstandings born by the illusion of separation.
Also, the greatest Devils are also the most suffering and misguided. You won't get Home quicker by beating them up. They are blind, don't put a stumbling block in front of the blind, take it away when you see it. I know you are frustrated, since you are connected, you feel the slowdown they cause you and then get back to beat them up. But this is not the way... it will only slow you down.
So then, let us make this world into a place that speeds us back Home, let us put our collective might to it and make a ladder, the ladder of Jacob back Home, to make a paradise that leads to everlasting paradise. This world should not be a slowdown trap, but a ladder that by it's trails gets us closer Home, speeds us all.
Let this world be and it's past a stable ladder that gets the new Devils and shadows who will be born a greater speed back home.
I was once a Devil too, quite a big one, still am, smaller though, most of us are born in this illusion of separation with this constant nagging script of loneliness. Betrayal arises from it, the greatest betrayal, when the ones in your Sphere condemn you for it and throw you out.
There is no greater loneliness than being rejected by your own people constantly because they feel you slowing them down. To feel separate from all, alone, beaten and rejected. The Devil's symbol is betrayal for a reason, the energies of the Devil all are polluted with that nagging pain of betrayal.
The Devil is not some horrible one to be beaten, destroyed and thrown into fire, scared, abused and all those things... it is a being that has the illusion of separation running at full power, afraid, slowed down. Their being is full of betrayal, grand betrayal. Hell is the outer edge of the storm where the illusion of separarion is the highest.
We should build a ladder for Devils, not condemn them. We should wash away their scars of betrayal, not throw them into hellish fire for it.
It's like going to a traumatized person that has developed a nasty personality because of it and beating them up for their nasty personality, instead of understanding the unerlying trauma and working through the difficult road to unravel it and truly heal them.
By beating them up, their trauma won't go away, it will only grow.
We too, generate our own devils in our own eye of the storm, for we too are a point and a sphere. Our traumas, shadows, take a life of their own. Call your Devils back to your small home and then go with them together towards the final Home hand in hand, on a grand adventure.
Unfortunately, the shadows can't die, for how can shadow born of light be extinguished when the light is eternal. There will always be Devils, some grander than others, Devils will always be born and run their trails. The best we can do is to speed them Home.
They will have a hard road, some will be born at the most outer edges of hell, but let our trails sing to them and call them to the final Home, they are not hated by God or condemned, they just found themselves in a horrible school with foolish teachers and students that bully them constantly, but there is no bullying Home, the Mother and Father loves the Child. God loves all it's children, even the most unruly and devilish amongst them.
If you were of this World, it would love you as it's own. Most mistake those schools for Home and some of their teachers, for Parents. Feel the unmistakeable pull of Home in your enlightening experiences, in these words. There is no going to Hell, we come from grander Hell and go to the promised place where we belong. We are still in Hell, a smaller nicer one, but not the final destination.
Pursue Home, the final enlightenment, not wealth, power, status, fame, knowledge, love... so on and get all dejected when they fail you inevitably. Those are means to reach Home faster, use them as catalysts for one more enlightenment and your journey will become so much lovelier.
For when those things fail you and you start to fall, your enlightenment steps will catch you gently and you won't fall back into the horrble Hell state once more.
I fell in madness, experienced a play of the grand betrayal myself, felt the scar of the Devil, even if softer, but I came back and am better than ever. My mind failed me, betrayed me, my world put me in a cage, broke my right wing and told me, the only way to fly is the left hand path, the zero sum game, still whispers it, but that's a lie.
There are 2 types of interactions. Zero sum and resonant. The zero sum is a kind of, I take from you and win, you lose. The resonant is a fair trade and exchange that makes both parties richer, seek resonant interactions and avoid zero sum ones for they speed you up a a lot naturally, Home.
When one isolates, it is because one sees the constant Zero sum game masquarading around as resonant, all those relationships that are facades born of need and vulnerability, of cunning and exploitation, instead of true sincerety and love. In the long run Home, better one resonant relationship, than 9 zero sum ones that are in your favor.
Gold is made in the center, not away from it, come Home and make Gold and give those Devils a nice plate of Gold, they will lick it clean and come back for more, get a taste of Home and become better for it, not worse and come in the center as well to make their own Gold.
I feel the pull. I am going Home too, slowly but surely, like all of us. This shadow will melt in the light and then a new shadow that honors the old will be projected bringing gifts.
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So, the small version, without all the mass of words, for those who want just that. But thr mass of words has some explanations in the terms and how I define them for myself. Go back and seek them, if you can't understand just the below.
Tips to reach the final enlightenment faster
1. Seek things you resonate with, surround yourself with them, seek enlightemnent where you can assimilate best. If art is where it is at for you, go for art, if it's science, go for it, if it's some peculiar thing that no one understands, but you, do that. Don't fear not being allowed to do what you resonate with most, you only get slowed down, not stopped from coming Home. If you barely have time, use the little available to do that which you resonate with, you will be happier and better for it.
2. Accumulate good Karma by helping others have a faster and easier time to reach their enlightenments to ride the wave of good synchronicities helping you in turn.
3. Meditate, if you can, spread your awareness throughout your body, breathe with all your being, it is a great tool for integrating your own shadows, very reliable too and simple once you get the hang of it. This will go on forever, for shadows will always be born from you. You too have inifinite potential unfolding, just in a slower way. Initially, there will be some resistance, but with time, things will improve a lot. Your own dream people will go from calling you a Devil to calling you God... just like that.
4. Use madness, when it arrives, as an opportunity for enlightenment. Fear not madness, even if it is a ground shaking experience. Madness, is an opportunity, the greatest opportunity you will get to grasp big enlightenments, to take, not just a small step, but a big leap.
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You know why humanity conquered this planet? It is the strength of our collective enlightenment as a species compared to the other ones.
We don't have religion and Gods for no reason, they were and are a manifestation of our getting close to the final enlightenment. And the science of today, is such a manifestation as well, for we are unraveling the mysteries of this universe, the nature of light and more.
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I know the big issue of this age. The biggest slowdown of humanity towards the final enlightenment. Too much unfiltered contradictory information.
All those tiktok short videos with the constant arise of arguments, dramas, contradictory points of view and such. Not just those, normal videos, books, it's everywhere.
When you look at a piece of information that is both hot and cold, says both yes and no, your mind, when it picks it all up, has a hard time digesting it. You are eating fruit, sweets, vegetables, drinking milk, wine, eating potatoes, salad, fish and all the varieties at one meal. Your mind has trouble digesting all of it properly and you get a mind indigestion. Mental fatigue, bad mood, loss of focus. This causes your mental energy to drain and is then picked up by the reapers.
There is a reason for all those Ads that grab attention, all those news and so on. Attention is energy. They steal your mental energy away from under your nose by feeding you all kind of vague contradictory points, a bit of everything in one meal and the contradiction and indigestion of your mind becomes a prime vulnerability that can be exploited to steal your mental energies and implant in you all kinds of exploitable behaviours.
But don't trust my word for it. Try this, give up on your phone for a time, not all of it, just the sources of information that drain you, go out in nature more, or read a book that you like, something peaceful, listen to music without interpretable contradictory lyrics, instrumental sound is the best, see how you feel after one week of this, then one month.
I tell you, you will feel so so much better and happier, healthier too, you will not feel so constantly drained all the time. Sometimes, less is truly more.
You don't get great value by listening to ads, arguments, dramas and political stuff, only more contradiction. You don't get great value by seeing constant suffering on news and absorbing it. Those are sources of drain, not gain, drain for you, gain for the devils that think they run the show.
Enlightenment is a generating source, that is the true gain beyond the zero sum game, so you should strive to get one more enlightenment for yourself so you can share it with others, that is the true evolution of the world, the true lifeblood of this world.
Cause the devils that engage in the zero sum game and think they run the show, they don't create much, just circulate to themselves. You can't have a world running only by circulation, you need creation. A heart without bones to make new blood will wither and a heart that takes away from it's bones too much, starving them, not letting the bones make blood at maximum efficiency and grow will wither too.
The fools should stop all this rampant unsustainable reaping and let the bones have more, so they can create more so the fools can reap sustainably and not fear withering. But instead, they starve the bones slowing their creation of new blood down and then cry about collapses and start fear mongering.
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This is the final lie you will be told, the greatest one. The lie that, if you become God, only infinite zero sum, despair, glass half empty glass half full and rejection from your people ensues. That a deep boundless loneliness will consume you and such...
I was told this lie too, by the betrayal experience, of my own devils. Part of the reason why I wanted to delete one of my journals, but alas, the stain remains there, a reminder that I am not perfect here by any means and I stumble too.
It is a lie. When you go to sleep and fall in dreams, are you alone, in a way, you are and yet, you aren't, there are your people, your Self catches you. Your dream people are intelligent, take a life of their own. Your shadows are beautifully colorful.
Loneliness is an illusion, it comes from the illusion of separation when one is more to the edges of the sphere and more away from Home, not closer to it.
The King/Queen of all is not alone, it has all of us, all creation, infinite potential will keep unfolding and find resolution and new paths will be made. Your devils are just afraid and are lying to you. They are afraid, that once you are gone, what will they do? Once you are gone, won't they fall in greater Hell again? They are cute, really, but foolish.
Once I am gone, I will not just be a shadow projection, but all around in you, everywhere and nowhere. How much grander gifts can I offer from Home, than from a limited perspective like this, how much more I can speed your trails up to reach Home, than from this point. How many synchornicities will appear to take them out of the pit they dig themselves for each other as we all do, knowingly or unknowingly when the illusory separation script is running.
Fear not leaving the school behind and slow down your arrival Home. Once Home, you can go to any school. You will meet them in dreams, talk to them, touch them, be there, run next to their trails, be a companion and they will all but forget and cry how they miss you. But once they are Home, they will see that you never left them, that you were there all along, in their breath, in their heart beat, all around, spinning stories in their hearts with threads of Gold, grasping gently for them to reach the same Embrace too and no longer cry, but turn those tears into light.
A SELF that is the generator of all it's shaodows, contains all of them and lost none. The shadows may swirl around and think they lost each other, but the SELF, never does. They may 'kill' each other like fools, sell 5 birds for 2 pennies, gamble, engage in all kinds of slowing down behaviours but not even a single one of them is forgotten by God.
This is why the final enlightenment is so important. Once there, you will realize you have not lost anything, that those you loved, those you hated, those that hurt you, those that helped you, they were all part of the same journey, stumbling their way back like you. You will come to appreciate all those shadows, all of them, they will be priceless and without loss. Your lonelines, your grief, regrets will fade away like they did not even exist and those trails you ran back home will be an honoring bridge for the new generations of Devils.
You will see, feel it, be there and realize that your mistakes, your stumblings your cruelties, zero sum behaviours have all become tools of redemption for the new ones, not condamnation.
Be with the loved ones you thought you lost and be happy. Knowing truth is to have no regrets and the final enlightenment is the shedding of your skin of regrets, scars and donning on the eternal skin of truth and glory. That is the true liberation, until then, you can only catch glimpses of it and get little feels of it, but oh, how beautiful and relieving those glimpses are.
Look around and see the trails converge, the mystics are talking about the same thing, science is slowly arriving there too. The trails go back to the point, we will meet again, the final meeting is also the meeting without departure.
We may find each other in new schools and depart again, but Home, there is no more departure there.
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If you meditate and the contradiction amplifies in your system, don't start to revere it as some sacred thing or fear that you will both burn and be cold at the same time.
This is the mistake the current elites and devils do, they see contradiction as a sacred thing that speeds up evolution to the ultimate enlightenment, not as a symptom of evolution itself.
I did this mistake and started to contradict myself like a fool, saying both yes and no, believing it will make me evolve faster... it only slowed me down, by a lot.
Contradiction is a symptom of evolution, not evolution itself and amplifying it deliberately doesn't help, but hinders.
As you meditate, the contradiction in your system will amplify as a symptom of your growth. But if it gets too much, stop and integrate, sleep it out. The energies usually go and naturally gather in the mind and it becomes swollen, hence the head pressure.
Why, because there is a natural tendency for all those in the system to gather at the point of most connectivity, which is the mind. The natural tendency of the sphere to gather in the central point.
Hence, you will get greater contradiction for a bit. But continue to persevere and one day your system will naturally know when it is too much and regulate itself.
I can meditate now to get deep head pressure in mere moments, but if I stop, it goes away almost instantly, not unlike before when it lingered all the day, or for a week.
You can only slow down, or speed up, not reverse. Have faith, you will reach it too.
Remember, contradiction, conflict, is a drain, not a gain and it emerges as a natural symptom of growth. Don't amplify it, minimize it, while growing more. Truth is one, God is one, there is no contradiction in Truth.
Don't do my mistake and see the symptom as directly proportional to growth towards enlightenment. Contradiction is the friction that appears, inertia, not a speed up, a slowdown.
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