Paying money to somebody you don't know is probably not your best bet - places like fivver or Etsy contain a lot of scams. If you want to cast a curse, seek out the blogs, websites, or books that contain information you're looking for, take your time and vet them against your own personal beliefs and against other sources for misinformation, plan how you will go about it, cover your bases and protect yourself, and go for it. I can't offer specific advice or links because I don't know what sort of beliefs you have or - but with a little searching most of this stuff can be found. In my personal opinion here the risk is not a spiritual-moral backlash against you, but the risk of doing something consequential if you are not yet sure how you really feel about doing it, or not yet sure that you can do it safely. Those decisions are yours alone. Someone on a commerce website who promises to handle it all, is more likely than not, just making money off you. Definitely recommend a diy approach.
