Sorry but I need to vent... and in a way, take revenge over these angelic beings. Out of spite, yes. After working with them for YEARS and owning virtually all angelic magick books available on earth (including untranslated books), I believe have the right to have a blunt opinion. Because these things almost killed me.
Angels, are emanations of the demiurge (yahweh). They are just like him: Petty, spiteful, childish, self-righteous, salty. They are liars at their core. They hate humans and they will make you miserable. They are the ones who gave me false hopes, only to have me end up in a mental hospital. They hate Goetic spirits with a passion and yet will lead you closer to hell and torment than any Goetic spirit. They will fill you with their otherworldly energy that will make you feel like you're burning from the inside. They will make people assault you after asking them for protection. They will give you the worst nightmares that will haunt you for your entire life. They will ruin your projects. And you'll believe they're trying to teach you something but no. They're just having fun at your expense.
When I finally understood... And turned to the Goetics (as a demonolator, not a solomonic mage), everything made sense. Goetic spirits, even the darkest ones like Lucifuge Rofocale, gave me nothing but support, protection and yes, love. They forgave me when I messed up. Never got a single nightmare, never got betrayed, never had something scary happen to me. You respect them and they'll respect you.
So as an act of revenge towards these ''angels'', let me just give you a piece of advice. Be wary of the angels, because they'll just lead you to ''hell''. To your personal hell. Angels aren't the twinks and the winged little boys on church mosaics that end up tempting the priests. They are eldritch atrocities serving an even bigger eldritch atrocity, and their goal, just like the goal of their god, is to torment humans. Screw these things.
Angels, are emanations of the demiurge (yahweh). They are just like him: Petty, spiteful, childish, self-righteous, salty. They are liars at their core. They hate humans and they will make you miserable. They are the ones who gave me false hopes, only to have me end up in a mental hospital. They hate Goetic spirits with a passion and yet will lead you closer to hell and torment than any Goetic spirit. They will fill you with their otherworldly energy that will make you feel like you're burning from the inside. They will make people assault you after asking them for protection. They will give you the worst nightmares that will haunt you for your entire life. They will ruin your projects. And you'll believe they're trying to teach you something but no. They're just having fun at your expense.
When I finally understood... And turned to the Goetics (as a demonolator, not a solomonic mage), everything made sense. Goetic spirits, even the darkest ones like Lucifuge Rofocale, gave me nothing but support, protection and yes, love. They forgave me when I messed up. Never got a single nightmare, never got betrayed, never had something scary happen to me. You respect them and they'll respect you.
So as an act of revenge towards these ''angels'', let me just give you a piece of advice. Be wary of the angels, because they'll just lead you to ''hell''. To your personal hell. Angels aren't the twinks and the winged little boys on church mosaics that end up tempting the priests. They are eldritch atrocities serving an even bigger eldritch atrocity, and their goal, just like the goal of their god, is to torment humans. Screw these things.