Journal Path on Ninjutsu

[Amur]

Ok something strange happened from 6 Dan magickal effects. Don't know if it's an suggestion or what but it seems that I can't drink more than 3 beers. The 4th beer started to make me sick. So poured it down. Pretty interesting.

 

[Amur]

Ok this is getting pretty interesting now. The daily practices are categorized into 3 categories. Physical, Mental and pure Spirit. With the physical practice we are just tightening our muscles pretty much and the Sensei of the Dojo is hitting us with wooden sticks so that you have to contract the muscle at the moment of impact to lessen the blow. With the mental thing it's more training your psychic senses and strengthening your mind through different concentration practices. Spirit again is something that is alltogether magickal training for warfare.

 

[Amur]

Ok here I am now practicing 7 dan techniques after a long and rough path of going through everykind of pain that exists in existence. The CNS (Central Nervous System) categorizes pain into 2 categories. Hot pain and cold pain. Cold pain feels like electricity and hot pain is that burning sensation.

There are techniques where you can activate maximum pain in the body and that's what my CNS has now gotten used to. Maximum pain amount that the body mind complex can feel, both hot and cold pain.

Has been to a few practices with 6 dan guys and usually there isn't much physical fighting anymore, but more these psychic techniques of burning each other up from within. So it's good to be used to maximum pain because it's pretty simple for me now to burn anyone remotely in maximum hot pain. Was just practicing yesterday with my friend and she burned me for 20 minutes until I went inside a psychosis from hurting too much. She was physically in another city hehe.

I will continue with this journal as my sensei said that I can now. Things are pretty strict on what you can reveal and what you can not reveal.

 

[Amur]

Just when I thought that the pain practices would stop they kick it up another notch. We are practicing maximum emotional pain techniques now under guidance. Emotional pain is something that I've been troubled by my entire life and you can really hurt your soul if you practice in an improper way. My soul is already retarded from having been raped as a child. Got also some other damages that has come from life itself. So will be fullfilling to get used to emotional pain.

The magickal pain and the emotional pain is the same pain apparently but takes a longer time to master for me than the physical pain. Haven't yet gotten the techniques for achieving emotional pain for myself but looking forward to it just to get through some traumas.

There is still a debate here that if you haven't had emotional pain can you then feel maximum emotional pain if it's not in your experience?