Pondered upon Satan's angelic name

[8Lou1]

Ok since we all go shaman, there once was again a ning site where we did little games, like jumping in and bring your inner child out, or dance so the heart flow starts with everyone. Of course in a chatbox. At one point something went different, everyone changed, i lost my powers and eventually the site got taken down.

Couple of years continue, im still going down and nowhere im getting my powers back. I only get up when my mum comes over.
A friend with an open mind comes over to stay for a couple of months. He likes ayahuascatrips, things like that. And hes telling how he went to east europe where he visited a shaman and he had to take the role as protector as noone dared to do the job.

Strangest shit: all i know things went wrong in east europe, my mum dies, i am gone for a year and now im slowly getting back.

 

[Öwnchef]

I am thankful for the experience. I was the only one who was there when she died. I held her hand till the end, closed her eyes. I was 12.

 

[Amur]

I am thankful for the experience. I was the only one who was there when she died. I held her hand till the end, closed her eyes. I was 12.

Ahh that kind of experience, yes those are very soul fulfilling.

 

[Öwnchef]

And of course the experience of meeting the Committee to bring me to the beyond. So I never had to ask me in my live if there is anything. Because I saw.
Doctor said I was clinically dead. Hit me with that Atropin anyway.

 

[8Lou1]

ah, no wonder i had a friend with a similar experience, but sadly he turned totally bitter and sour. i had to let that part of me be for him as he already had it in his heart.

i odiid on xtc, but as a kid i already had fallen on the back of my head on concrete and not attended too, so what else was new. the last 2 operations i had, i used for other means, they wouldnt help me, so i wouldnt help them. scared the crap out of my husband as it took a bit too long as i was again death thankfully a friend found me and send me back in time , tied me tighter down and i woke up.

 

[Öwnchef]

This time I had a dragon with me watching VERY carefully. She would not accept the slightest mistake. The surgery went perfectly. Of course.

 

[8Lou1]

The 99%perfectly, yes.