I hope you are well, where ever you are.
I have recently encountered blocks to my spirit magic. I am a long term insomniac, so sitting still for hours during the night comes naturally to me - hence my natural interest in magic and meditation. However, a few months after discovering enochian and goetian magic, I allowed my emotions to interfere with magic, and ever since then, I personally believe I had taken a minor demon into my personal realm after not using the appropriate cleansing and banishing spells before practicing magic.
I do not claim to be a altruistic person, but I have found it harder and harder to make good choices and be good. This is after considering normal factors in my life.
I have also the most annoying blocks to my magical life.
Constant music playing during my meditations.
Constant distractions and attention issues during magical practice. I often forget where I am or what I am doing.
And lastly, and the most evidential - after roughly 15 minutes mental prep and getting into a deeper meditation, an itch, somewhere on my face. Every night, without fail. This is always interrupting my attempts at angelic magic.
Am I just imagining things? I take responsibility for my negative actions irl, and I am OK with that.
But magically, as a novice, I am concerned about my spirit, and my spiritual practice. With all these distractions, it will be impossible at this rate to build a body of light and godform.
I have recently encountered blocks to my spirit magic. I am a long term insomniac, so sitting still for hours during the night comes naturally to me - hence my natural interest in magic and meditation. However, a few months after discovering enochian and goetian magic, I allowed my emotions to interfere with magic, and ever since then, I personally believe I had taken a minor demon into my personal realm after not using the appropriate cleansing and banishing spells before practicing magic.
I do not claim to be a altruistic person, but I have found it harder and harder to make good choices and be good. This is after considering normal factors in my life.
I have also the most annoying blocks to my magical life.
Constant music playing during my meditations.
Constant distractions and attention issues during magical practice. I often forget where I am or what I am doing.
And lastly, and the most evidential - after roughly 15 minutes mental prep and getting into a deeper meditation, an itch, somewhere on my face. Every night, without fail. This is always interrupting my attempts at angelic magic.
Am I just imagining things? I take responsibility for my negative actions irl, and I am OK with that.
But magically, as a novice, I am concerned about my spirit, and my spiritual practice. With all these distractions, it will be impossible at this rate to build a body of light and godform.
