I am not dismissive of these things, I'm just pointing out the obvious that these things cannot be tangibly verified, and it is for that very reason most occultists like to focus their entire practice around these things. It allows everybody to pat themselves on the back and say they are a magician, because the criteria is always subjective.
We definitely interpreted the book differently.
I don't think you read the same book as I did:
1. Bardon is very literal with all of his exercises. Even for astral projection exercises he goes into detail about making sure that you are "grounded" in physical reality. In fact every exercise that's in the book seems to revolve around "physical testing" and making sure that you aren't just hallucinating. That's literally the reason I chose it as my training system, as every other book wasn't taking itself seriously.
2. Ironically I made a thread today which proves my point (I list two experiments from Step 5, Bardon treats magic as something very literal (like science) and there is pretty much always some kind of "physical testing"):
When I had first stumbled upon Initiation Into Hermetics I was surprised by how literal magic was treated inside of the book, and that's exactly the reason why I chose it as my primary means of training. Not only was it a step by step training system (unlike the other books I saw which were just...
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To the uninitiated, they'd be skipping a few steps to take on this mindset at the beginning, and not care about physical and observable magic. It's really just a cop out so that you don't have to test your own sanity and competence.
Dude, a lot of the later mental exercises are literally about training yourself to see, hear, smell, etc hallucinations on command lol. You have to be crazy to not care about observation and testing when it comes to something like this.
If these exercises work you can lose your sense of reality very quickly, if you aren't trying to ground yourself in reality you don't really care if you are progressing or not, you just enjoy the experience of thinking you are.
Yes, but one cannot verify if they have any power at all, or they are just a delusional schizo, unless they test and observe their material power.
I think people are getting ahead of themselves by focusing on spiritual development, which once again, is subjective and cannot be verified.
Have you ever asked yourself why people have joined cults, drank poison at the command of cult leaders, etc?
It's because these individuals have the same mindset of the "occultists" I'm talking about right now. They value subjectivity and an unobservable and unverifiable mystery, because it makes them feel special, and it makes them feel like they are part of something greater than themselves.
Me, I want to start at square one and verify whether the charismatic leader is even worthy of being followed. Analogously, I want to verify if I have any power at all (and it's not just self delusion or a placebo effect), before I start delving deeper into anything spiritual.
There is no objective way to test and verify your spiritual development without using your physical power.
To believe otherwise is exactly why people end up joining cults and are easily manipulated.
Anybody can simply claim that they are "enlightened" without any proof or testing, and if they are charismatic enough, they will convince many people of this. Since nobody is being objective and demanding physical proof, the charismatic leader never gets proven to be a fraud. Many people then lose their life savings, family, and even their lives.
I think there are two types of individuals in the occult/spiritual world:
1. People who are genuinely seeking magical development
2. People who are seeking a "spiritual experience"
Group #2 are prime targets for fake gurus and cult leaders because they pretty much treat their occult practice like it's a drug and they are just chasing their next high
Group #1 couldn't be bothered with "following" any guru or joining any cult, because they only care about the results (observable and testable results).
To me, the results are all that matter.
I think you need to read the book over. Bardon discourages abusing your power to harm others, he doesn't discourage focusing on physical testing and results so that you can truly gauge your abilities.
Pretty much every exercise I've read in that book hints at a practical application or outright states it. The testing methods are also very practical and physical, and some of them are literally scientific experiments. Once again, we didn't read the same book, or you were just seeing what you want to.
Never said anything about not being balanced, but once again, you are skipping steps. One has to first verify that they are actually doing magic first (and they aren't just a delusional) before they start trying to balance their development.