Repeated daily life visualizations and impact.

[Diamond-otherkin]

There are visualizations that I had been doing. I was doing them daily, and while I did not notice a spectacular effect when I did do them after stopping it is clear that whatever I was doing them for is worst now.
Basically the 'protocol' would be whenever I came in at work I would 'pretend' there were buttons next to the door and dials that would commend a grid of 'lasers'. I would simply know that by turning this on it would have an effect on the people walking in and out, kind of like the chemical baths/ sprinklers people walk through before going into some industrial food-plants. I would do the gesture of turning on my little panels, and I would see (with my eyes open) the grid turned on. At the same time knowing what it does.
While my grid did not have a 100% effect on the people walking through the door, since I turned off the grid the unwanted behaviors/feelings/thoughts that the grid was made to destroy, and effectively attenuated, as shown up like crazy.

Does anyone else has experience with this kind of simple visualization not like a full on ritual based on a particular system but something you just came up with?
Did it work for you? Did you find anything that helped boost results?
Please share your experience

Thank you for sharing your experience.
I will turn the grid back on soon (we actually in a different place now so I will probably "install" a new grid and turn it on), I will let you know how it works out for me.

 

[iseht]

An admirable defense system. I like to walk about in a dome of silvery moonlight that carries a sense of peace and tranquility, but now I'm tempted to begin my own defense grid installation at my workplace.

 

[Diamond-otherkin]

An admirable defense system. I like to walk about in a dome of silvery moonlight that carries a sense of peace and tranquility, but now I'm tempted to begin my own defense grid installation at my workplace.

Oh yes this!
I do not have the discipline, or presence of mind to do this often. I should try adding the sense of peace and tranquility you mentioned!

I also had an emergency visualization of the "bubble of protection type". It is heavily inspired by reading some sort of "quick banishing ritual" from a book where the authors recommends to visualize three rings of blue flames forming one after the other around us and then turning into a full protective bubble. This is kind of mentioned in 'Barefoot Doctor Guide to the Tao' by Stephen Russel under the name "psychic protective field" or something like that.
I used it against an organized group that came to kidnap me at work. They did get me to their car and back to their headquarters but then nothing bad happened.

I was in my sphere of blue flame the whole time answering their questions nicely and politely. They were surprise at how warm I was given that it was an assumed intimidation technique on their part. I'm pretty sure that the visualization of the sphere and the knowledge I was safe within it allowed me to stay calm and co-operate with genuine goodwill to the point that it completely disarmed their attempt at being threatening.
Then my allies did their thing and I was freed rapidly.
(I must here mention for my own digital footprint that I did not engage in anything illegal, they were doing something that was illegal. And yes this particular gang likes to wear blue uniforms)

 

[iseht]

A harrowing tale and skillfully navigated on your part. The act of emanating energy outwards has many positive effects, as you've noticed our own strength of will becomes sufficient to overcome psychological disturbances. It also expands ones aura and does indeed create that sense of warmth and goodwill that others can pick up on. I like to visualize the light as part of me, expanding my own sense of self into the light. The light both emanates from within and is at the same time my own essence. With practice it becomes an almost instinctual exercise that becomes self sustaining.

 

[Diamond-otherkin]

A harrowing tale and skillfully navigated on your part. The act of emanating energy outwards has many positive effects, as you've noticed our own strength of will becomes sufficient to overcome psychological disturbances. It also expands ones aura and does indeed create that sense of warmth and goodwill that others can pick up on. I like to visualize the light as part of me, expanding my own sense of self into the light. The light both emanates from within and is at the same time my own essence. With practice it becomes an almost instinctual exercise that becomes self sustaining.

That sounds like a worthy goal. Honestly I used to think that auras and things like that were "not real"/ I did not understand what it really meant I guess. But I fully agree with you here, like this visualization did not only change something inside me, it did have effect on the outside. It's even more clear with the "grid" things. While people could say "oh you just feel more confident after doing the banishing so you emanate confidence and this impacts the way other treat you".
But for the room thing, like the room stayed the same, yet the behaviours of people visiting the room changed.
Also for that particular banishing while my mental state may have helped in keeping me warm, confident, and open to questions, ultimately it's help from allies that I did not contact myself and that I did not ask for in any mundane way that helped me get out of the situation... So in my opinion there really may be something to it. Something that I can not explain, there is (I think) a causal link.
I know the really hype magician go beyond causal thinking but I'm not there yet haha.
I just don't know how to explain it (nor really do I believe that I NEED to explain it).

Anyway I'm yapping too much but I wanted to ask how do you visualize the light as part of you, like do you have a particular time of the day you do it? Or is it more like an ongoing thing? Did you start with a specific ritual? Also do you pair it with some specific breathing ? And how long would you say approximately it took from being a conscious practice "oh time for my light visualization" to something that is more instinctual and self-sustaining? Months? Years? Hope I'm not poking around too much for your liking, I'm just curious about other's practices.

 

[AlfrunGrima]

And how long would you say approximately it took from being a conscious practice "oh time for my light visualization" to something that is more instinctual and self-sustaining? Months? Years? Hope I'm not poking around too much for your liking, I'm just curious about other's practices.

If you practice daily in the beginning it can become instinctual and self-sustaining within months. You will soon notice all kinds of things when just walk by your grid, that makes you see if it needs maintenance or not. Or things you notice in the people. Just be an attentive observer! And it can be a good thing to change habits around it by doing it on different moments of the day, change the point where you start to visualise the lasers, start to tweak something in the colors, the lines, make things more beautiful etc. You will learn by doing such experiments and learn from the/ your own creativity. Creativity is a real thing in magic, it sharpens your mind, it sharpens your methods, it keeps your mind engaged thus your magic is becoming better. You really should see it as an artwork, YOUR work of art.

 

[Diamond-otherkin]

If you practice daily in the beginning it can become instinctual and self-sustaining within months. You will soon notice all kinds of things when just walk by your grid, that makes you see if it needs maintenance or not. Or things you notice in the people. Just be an attentive observer! And it can be a good thing to change habits around it by doing it on different moments of the day, change the point where you start to visualise the lasers, start to tweak something in the colors, the lines, make things more beautiful etc. You will learn by doing such experiments and learn from the/ your own creativity. Creativity is a real thing in magic, it sharpens your mind, it sharpens your methods, it keeps your mind engaged thus your magic is becoming better. You really should see it as an artwork, YOUR work of art.

This is such a cool answer. I think you just gave me exactly the answer I needed. Sometimes I tend to get kind of stuck in the ways of "a good student" and in our education system although some thinking was demanded a lot of it was still 'YOU FIND SOMETHING WITHIN THE CORPUS OF AUTHORITATIVE WRITINGS, YOU ADAPT IT AND THEN YOU STICK TO IT'.
I don't know like it's like I needed permission to do more of my own things and change things around. In some way I maybe sanctified stable and repetitive ritual while at the same time I know for a fact that I am not one who easily find satisfaction in repetitive actions if I don't change things around.
All that to say, thank you very much for your answer, feels like a good advice and something I kinda knew but at the same time just never really really did. I don't know it's just easier to hear it from someone external and then apply it.

 

[iseht]

Anyway I'm yapping too much but I wanted to ask how do you visualize the light as part of you, like do you have a particular time of the day you do it? Or is it more like an ongoing thing? Did you start with a specific ritual? Also do you pair it with some specific breathing ? And how long would you say approximately it took from being a conscious practice "oh time for my light visualization" to something that is more instinctual and self-sustaining? Months? Years? Hope I'm not poking around too much for your liking, I'm just curious about other's practices.

I aspire to maintain this state as often as possible, fundamentally its just mindfulness. As for visualizing the light as a part of me, that is something that you have to play around with. The notion of self is malleable and trying to discern where exactly you end and the world begins may lead you into some interesting territory.

Sit in meditation and visualize light radiating outward from every pore in your body as if you were the moon at its brightest and fullest light. Let that image in your mind become associated with feelings of peace so that whenever you call upon that light, peace follows.

 

[Diamond-otherkin]

The notion of self is malleable and trying to discern where exactly you end and the world begins may lead you into some interesting territory.

It's a funny thing this one. When I was young I shaved my head and happened to go to a naturist beach. The sensory perception was amazing. Both in the water and out. I really felt like the limits of me (physically at least). Would highly recommend although the hair sacrifice is kind of a high tuition fee.

Sit in meditation and visualize light radiating outward from every pore in your body as if you were the moon at its brightest and fullest light. Let that image in your mind become associated with feelings of peace so that whenever you call upon that light, peace follows.

Will try that tonight thanks