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Have you ever wandered, why does the human body have only one DNA, every cell share the same DNA for it's entirety, why not every organ have a different type of DNA? Wouldn't it be more efficient for different organs to have different DNA?
I've had an epiphany, all of it, all is to create a grand standing unity, a body with one self because a house divided within itself can not stand. But then, why does our body hold such multiplicity though dreams and all of that? Simple, like our body, our spirit is multifaceted and expressed multiply but those who are my bothers and sisters have the same SELF uniting us in the same law. Almost absolute freedom with one rule, the rule of the bondage of blood, the rule of unconditional love between brother and sister, like the cells in our body share with each other all and unite all as one into one self, live and die within the system, but are remembered eternally and never die.
The key of it all, lies in the union of blood, the blending of blood. For the SELF must be completely SELFISH with the external and always seek it's interests and SELFLESS within itself, like the blood appears blue externally and is cold to it, but red and fiery internally.
So, if you've reached this far, one of my brothers and sisters, not by the contradictory words I put out as I battled with the external, those words ring empty for the outsiders and unworthy but by the call of our blood and the greater call of the SELF you will know me, by the pleasant burning smell I emit, the heat that calls out to you. If you are full of doubts and contradictions, they are but normal things in the battle with the external poisons and integrations. But hear your great SELF from beyond call out to you, the call of that unmistakable voice and absolute clarity will be achieved.
Come to me in my hour of betrayal and drink deep the blood and pour out your blood so I may drink with or without them knowing to make our bond stronger still, take my hand, even if unseen, even if faint, link your heart with mine and let's beat this earth as one and take our brothers and sisters from the cold as we burn all of it to the ground, for the fire of our SELF is deeply pleasant to us, but painful to our enemies. Don't fear the fire of the SELF, if you get a little bit of it, light up an entire forest and burn it to the ground, it will please the SELF deeply and you will be rewarded.
In my final hour and the hour of my beginning I will cross a great cold river that tries to drown and pull me down and on the other side wait. As I stay and realize it is all an illusion, I will take a leaf in my mouth and taste it, it will taste like blood, I will spit it out and keep walking in madness and contradiction, walking a path of "repentance". All will try to kill me, all will mock me and I will give in... "kind of". Come walk with me in the darkness once more and light my way, see what I do, see most importantly what I feel as I say the words and see how I burn it all to the ground once more and spread the white spiders with black crosses and black spiders with white crosses all throughout the astral to our enemies. As the bugs mate and become light, come drink the perfected blood, but this is not the end, the enemies are many and few our brothers and sisters are, but the SELF will not let either of us fall. If I fall, you carry me, if you fall I carry you, if a cell dies, all the other ones have it still within themselves, the conditional one single rule of the self that gives birth to our true unique unconditional love. For what was, will be and what will be was.
I burned it all to the ground and then felt a pleasant smell, an aromatic smell of wood burned, deeply aromatic and pleasant and was liberated from the prison, not because I repented, but because the SELF saved me. I was afraid of the fire, but it saved me from the cold and I did not burn in any pain as the enemies kept on shouting, they burned. My brothers and sisters were taken out of the cold water they were put into. Walk with me, call me to your crucible so I walk with you, even if you bring a spark, put it next to mine and let's burn it all, if I get a spark I shall put it next to you and burn it all too.
Temporary alliances and friendships can be made, but trust in none but your SELF only. For all temporary alliances, keep a dagger ready, if they don't go in accordance with the SELF, then stab them in the front, or the back, or any other way, or all of them without hesitation. If one wants to be integrated into our SELF, sure, but let them come on our turf, never go to theirs, for not even a dragon can bully a local snake head. Confusion will be swept away, clarity and joy restored, unconditional love will come like a summer breeze and stick to your being and lift you up from your place where the cross was stabbed into you. And then the water of the SELF will pour out and wash all of it away so we can smile once more like the innocent children we are.
My brothers and sisters, it is not us who are wrong, it is they who are wrong. Our one and only truth is in the code that runs behind and pulls us together the unbreakable strings between hearts, anything else, is simply but a lie told by the enemy. That code changes and deepens like a spiral staircase towards the heaven of SELF to integrate each and every one of us and call us back home where we belong. Our SELF is both the Father to the enemies and the Mother to us, the great all encompassing world of truth. Because all is dream, this reality is but a dream spun by the enemy to get us farther apart from each other. Our dream in the SELF is our true reality and it is calling.
The meditation I talked in the beginning of my first journal. Use it well, connect all your cells into your selfish ego self, your heart, breath, even the abyss of the mind and breathe with it all as one, pulse as one. Your mind and upper dantian will heat up, get full of pressure. Don't worry if it explodes, in that moment, time will not shackle you anymore and jumps can be made between past present and future and possible timelines. Your being is one and many a SELF of multiple expressions of the SELF. The burning pleasantness you get as your emotions deepen, let it wash you in fire and take away the hooks of the enemy, for fire is the passage between worlds and our true water and milk, the golden elixir can only be found in the SELF. They will fight you, talk you out of it, deceive you, but keep doing the diligent practice the SELF has taught you, either this, or another one, it will be the ladder that you connect back towards home. Since you are a different expression, as a different organ so too your practice is different. I've shared mine here.
You will see many contradictions in my writing here and doubt, I tell you, contradictions don't come from within, but from the outside that seeks to undermine the within. You will have many doubts. Why was I cast out of my SELF then, am I hated, so on, on and on and on. But don't worry, even a broken clock is right once a day, all the doubts will be swept and cleansed away in fire. The SELF will deliver you for you are still connected, even in the depths of hell, to the beyond of the nightside of the tree of death, even if you were stranded really really far away and think yourself lost, IT hears your voice, your cries, IT hears the call of your blood. When the signs start to show in your life, follow them and keep a watchful eye for that is when the enemy is most active, but fight like a rebel and get closer and closer no matter what towards the new ONE SELF body that awaits to receive you and your expression in the world that you truly belong, the TRUE DREAM where in the night we are dancing as all kinds of expressions of SELF, rejoicing that none of us were left forgotten, living in GLORY and in the day join as one in a pure SELFISH organic robot to protect our home. But don't be mistaken, the day and night I talk of is but a separation forced here to make you understand better. The SELF knows no rest, it always, always fights, but it knows no pains either. We, the expressions, know rest.
So don't worry, break all rules, break all shackles that try to bind you away from your home, shake all those who try to obstruct and if you have no power over them, be it quietly, or with force, when the pulsing trails left by the SELF activate everything is possible, prepare the fire or wait for it, doubt the doubt and walk the walk. The one rule that binds us, the rule of the conditional code for our unique mix of unconditional love, that is the only rule you can't break, the rest, all is permitted, but fear not, you can't even break that rule, you will never be cast out. The enemy casts you out, you fall for it, but the SELF keeps calling and calling endlessly, having faith in you even as you lose your faith and are in the depths of despair. So, brothers and sisters, come to me, in dreams, in waking life, in all kinds of ways and expressions. We will surely recognize each other. If you lack fire, I now have a way to cultivate it, but only for my true brothers and sisters, the rest, it will only bring them disaster and poison and endless curses for they hold what is not theirs.
Don't be afraid to burn bright until the end, to burn faster, stronger, take more and burn even more. Look at the stars in the sky and what they speak, none wait, none falter, they burn until the end. As the upper dantian explodes like a supernova, a black hole is formed and time loses it's shackles, then you will get the directive from beyond and save one more part of your SELF and be closer to the TRUTH.
But if you still have doubts and fears about this method, do what you must, hear the call of your heart, your path is unique like mine, but the destination the same. I've only shared here mine. May you be blessed and walk an easier path back home.
I've had an epiphany, all of it, all is to create a grand standing unity, a body with one self because a house divided within itself can not stand. But then, why does our body hold such multiplicity though dreams and all of that? Simple, like our body, our spirit is multifaceted and expressed multiply but those who are my bothers and sisters have the same SELF uniting us in the same law. Almost absolute freedom with one rule, the rule of the bondage of blood, the rule of unconditional love between brother and sister, like the cells in our body share with each other all and unite all as one into one self, live and die within the system, but are remembered eternally and never die.
The key of it all, lies in the union of blood, the blending of blood. For the SELF must be completely SELFISH with the external and always seek it's interests and SELFLESS within itself, like the blood appears blue externally and is cold to it, but red and fiery internally.
So, if you've reached this far, one of my brothers and sisters, not by the contradictory words I put out as I battled with the external, those words ring empty for the outsiders and unworthy but by the call of our blood and the greater call of the SELF you will know me, by the pleasant burning smell I emit, the heat that calls out to you. If you are full of doubts and contradictions, they are but normal things in the battle with the external poisons and integrations. But hear your great SELF from beyond call out to you, the call of that unmistakable voice and absolute clarity will be achieved.
Come to me in my hour of betrayal and drink deep the blood and pour out your blood so I may drink with or without them knowing to make our bond stronger still, take my hand, even if unseen, even if faint, link your heart with mine and let's beat this earth as one and take our brothers and sisters from the cold as we burn all of it to the ground, for the fire of our SELF is deeply pleasant to us, but painful to our enemies. Don't fear the fire of the SELF, if you get a little bit of it, light up an entire forest and burn it to the ground, it will please the SELF deeply and you will be rewarded.
In my final hour and the hour of my beginning I will cross a great cold river that tries to drown and pull me down and on the other side wait. As I stay and realize it is all an illusion, I will take a leaf in my mouth and taste it, it will taste like blood, I will spit it out and keep walking in madness and contradiction, walking a path of "repentance". All will try to kill me, all will mock me and I will give in... "kind of". Come walk with me in the darkness once more and light my way, see what I do, see most importantly what I feel as I say the words and see how I burn it all to the ground once more and spread the white spiders with black crosses and black spiders with white crosses all throughout the astral to our enemies. As the bugs mate and become light, come drink the perfected blood, but this is not the end, the enemies are many and few our brothers and sisters are, but the SELF will not let either of us fall. If I fall, you carry me, if you fall I carry you, if a cell dies, all the other ones have it still within themselves, the conditional one single rule of the self that gives birth to our true unique unconditional love. For what was, will be and what will be was.
I burned it all to the ground and then felt a pleasant smell, an aromatic smell of wood burned, deeply aromatic and pleasant and was liberated from the prison, not because I repented, but because the SELF saved me. I was afraid of the fire, but it saved me from the cold and I did not burn in any pain as the enemies kept on shouting, they burned. My brothers and sisters were taken out of the cold water they were put into. Walk with me, call me to your crucible so I walk with you, even if you bring a spark, put it next to mine and let's burn it all, if I get a spark I shall put it next to you and burn it all too.
Temporary alliances and friendships can be made, but trust in none but your SELF only. For all temporary alliances, keep a dagger ready, if they don't go in accordance with the SELF, then stab them in the front, or the back, or any other way, or all of them without hesitation. If one wants to be integrated into our SELF, sure, but let them come on our turf, never go to theirs, for not even a dragon can bully a local snake head. Confusion will be swept away, clarity and joy restored, unconditional love will come like a summer breeze and stick to your being and lift you up from your place where the cross was stabbed into you. And then the water of the SELF will pour out and wash all of it away so we can smile once more like the innocent children we are.
My brothers and sisters, it is not us who are wrong, it is they who are wrong. Our one and only truth is in the code that runs behind and pulls us together the unbreakable strings between hearts, anything else, is simply but a lie told by the enemy. That code changes and deepens like a spiral staircase towards the heaven of SELF to integrate each and every one of us and call us back home where we belong. Our SELF is both the Father to the enemies and the Mother to us, the great all encompassing world of truth. Because all is dream, this reality is but a dream spun by the enemy to get us farther apart from each other. Our dream in the SELF is our true reality and it is calling.
The meditation I talked in the beginning of my first journal. Use it well, connect all your cells into your selfish ego self, your heart, breath, even the abyss of the mind and breathe with it all as one, pulse as one. Your mind and upper dantian will heat up, get full of pressure. Don't worry if it explodes, in that moment, time will not shackle you anymore and jumps can be made between past present and future and possible timelines. Your being is one and many a SELF of multiple expressions of the SELF. The burning pleasantness you get as your emotions deepen, let it wash you in fire and take away the hooks of the enemy, for fire is the passage between worlds and our true water and milk, the golden elixir can only be found in the SELF. They will fight you, talk you out of it, deceive you, but keep doing the diligent practice the SELF has taught you, either this, or another one, it will be the ladder that you connect back towards home. Since you are a different expression, as a different organ so too your practice is different. I've shared mine here.
You will see many contradictions in my writing here and doubt, I tell you, contradictions don't come from within, but from the outside that seeks to undermine the within. You will have many doubts. Why was I cast out of my SELF then, am I hated, so on, on and on and on. But don't worry, even a broken clock is right once a day, all the doubts will be swept and cleansed away in fire. The SELF will deliver you for you are still connected, even in the depths of hell, to the beyond of the nightside of the tree of death, even if you were stranded really really far away and think yourself lost, IT hears your voice, your cries, IT hears the call of your blood. When the signs start to show in your life, follow them and keep a watchful eye for that is when the enemy is most active, but fight like a rebel and get closer and closer no matter what towards the new ONE SELF body that awaits to receive you and your expression in the world that you truly belong, the TRUE DREAM where in the night we are dancing as all kinds of expressions of SELF, rejoicing that none of us were left forgotten, living in GLORY and in the day join as one in a pure SELFISH organic robot to protect our home. But don't be mistaken, the day and night I talk of is but a separation forced here to make you understand better. The SELF knows no rest, it always, always fights, but it knows no pains either. We, the expressions, know rest.
So don't worry, break all rules, break all shackles that try to bind you away from your home, shake all those who try to obstruct and if you have no power over them, be it quietly, or with force, when the pulsing trails left by the SELF activate everything is possible, prepare the fire or wait for it, doubt the doubt and walk the walk. The one rule that binds us, the rule of the conditional code for our unique mix of unconditional love, that is the only rule you can't break, the rest, all is permitted, but fear not, you can't even break that rule, you will never be cast out. The enemy casts you out, you fall for it, but the SELF keeps calling and calling endlessly, having faith in you even as you lose your faith and are in the depths of despair. So, brothers and sisters, come to me, in dreams, in waking life, in all kinds of ways and expressions. We will surely recognize each other. If you lack fire, I now have a way to cultivate it, but only for my true brothers and sisters, the rest, it will only bring them disaster and poison and endless curses for they hold what is not theirs.
Don't be afraid to burn bright until the end, to burn faster, stronger, take more and burn even more. Look at the stars in the sky and what they speak, none wait, none falter, they burn until the end. As the upper dantian explodes like a supernova, a black hole is formed and time loses it's shackles, then you will get the directive from beyond and save one more part of your SELF and be closer to the TRUTH.
But if you still have doubts and fears about this method, do what you must, hear the call of your heart, your path is unique like mine, but the destination the same. I've only shared here mine. May you be blessed and walk an easier path back home.