I'm missing the "fine" part. You're paying a high price for what exactly? Sex is a sideline to existence, not the whole ball of wax. And to wax pop-psychological this once co-dependence is co-dependence 'crost all planes. As is abuse.
Honestly you're right, I always felt like she was taking too much out of my life. She also abused me recently but she was threatened by powerful demons and she will never do it again. I will probably speak to her regarding friendships and such but still I believe I have gained a lot. Like psychic abilities, some of her energy, tons of love and more. I can also use her for material gain or attacking/baneful work.
That has been a constant refrain of mine. Demons seem to be too much like Ronald McDonald: adults making a point of hangin' with kids. I keep asking when does the Ron-Man go full Michael Jackson on my puissiant puer person?
This could be asked of any entity, or class/faction of entities. By your logic, the disparity itself being suspicious, this question would apply even more to gods.
Who said I trusted the gods? I might sacrifice to Wotan, but I'd count the siilverware after he et up the roast pig I served him too. The only disparity in power that's safe is the one I enjoy. Maybe. Sometimes.
Idk, I just like romantic relationships with demons and they have the same emotions towards me. It quite hellish, maybe I will make a post but I landed in the emergency room because of them again. This time it was a test to see the type of person I was and if I would choose my succubus or the other demon.
Boundaries, boundaries, boundaries. You're free to do as you wish, but know that you can insist on whatever treatment you want in a relationship with a spirit. This is your incarnation, you are in charge of your life, not them. Most entities like testing people, demons for sure, and will do whatever they can get away with. If your not happy with their behavior, you can stand up for yourself and demand immediate change.
That seems more like a toxic relationship, not the kind you would want to maintain.Be it with a person or with a non-human entity.
It was Naamah, she's very she's kind and loving. She spends a lot of time with me and is nearly always with me, this was just an initiation and test. Regardless, I am already noticing positive changes in my life and it's going great.
That seems more like a toxic relationship, not the kind you would want to maintain.Be it with a person or with a non-human entity.
I hope the initiation and test that cause you to go into the emergency room didn't cause you any permanent damage at least.
I mean she's with me right now and reading my mind. I am telling you, my relationship with her is suberb. It was just some intense agitation, anxiety and insomnia (from thinking about choosing who). But here's the thing... Due to this decision, she made me get rid of my succubus who was ACTUALLY abusive to me. I just could not choose and now that I've chosen I feel much better and things are looking great.
