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I put this here in Controversy, because I know this is going to get messy.
How many members here are/were Jewish? It's a common enough expectation,
many Jews are alienated by the Judaism in their life and often become 'Seekers'.
and I add "are", because that's also common, as many Jews practice "Multiple Belonging"
lifestyles, just look at the . or are blended with Xianity thru marriage to
seek a blended faith, like with This I also have 1st hand experience with.
My story is tangential, as I am a 'Ger Tsedek', a convert to Judaism. First Orthodox,
then finally Reform, the only branch that seemed welcoming, seemed to not be determined
to make my life a living hell. And it is hell, being a convert to Judaism, for one simple
reason. They. don't. want. you. Why? I'd rather not go into that here. Suffice it to say
that every Ger has trauma. But, the social reality is the same in both. You are pariah.
I became a Jew to learn the deepest secrets of Lurianic Kabbalah. Mission succeeded.
Was it worth the price? absolutely not. I worked like hell to fit in. Pointless.
So, when my Jewish wife discovered my 'hiding in the broom closet' she divorced me.
On the spot. And just like that, I'm not a Jew anymore. No way I'm going into a Temple
without her. I remember all too well how I was treated. Nope. So, I moved father out.
No Temple anywhere near here. However, there was a Coven here. And I have deep Occult
roots, Kabbalah, right? So, now I'm in a new community, and here on this forum.
And now I am what's known as a 'Ger Toshav', a non-Jew who is 'acceptable' to Jews.
Lovely. The 'Noachide' community is where we are supposed to go, but it's a trap.
So, are/were YOU Jewish? A Ger perhaps? Post your story here, as I did.
(well, just the tip of the iceberg in my case, I didn't call it trauma for nothing)
No one? I guess everyone here was born a witch, wizard, magician, sorcerer...
No one comes from another tradition.
But, I get it, I really do. In today's world, the Jew is the most hated of all.
You don't want to out yourself, even with the anonymity of the internet, even on an obscure corner of it like this.
I'll share with you what our rebbi always told us:
There's only two types of people who even care if your a Jew, and they will always figure it out eventually.
Another Jew, and the Antisemite. I am not an antisemite. (tho I do have issues with the Jewish establishment).
However, he didn't know there was a third kind who will know. The Entities I have met, they always know.
You can't hide Jewishness from them either. If you're a practitioner, you should know this. Shalom
How many members here are/were Jewish? It's a common enough expectation,
many Jews are alienated by the Judaism in their life and often become 'Seekers'.
and I add "are", because that's also common, as many Jews practice "Multiple Belonging"
lifestyles, just look at the . or are blended with Xianity thru marriage to
seek a blended faith, like with This I also have 1st hand experience with.
My story is tangential, as I am a 'Ger Tsedek', a convert to Judaism. First Orthodox,
then finally Reform, the only branch that seemed welcoming, seemed to not be determined
to make my life a living hell. And it is hell, being a convert to Judaism, for one simple
reason. They. don't. want. you. Why? I'd rather not go into that here. Suffice it to say
that every Ger has trauma. But, the social reality is the same in both. You are pariah.
I became a Jew to learn the deepest secrets of Lurianic Kabbalah. Mission succeeded.
Was it worth the price? absolutely not. I worked like hell to fit in. Pointless.
So, when my Jewish wife discovered my 'hiding in the broom closet' she divorced me.
On the spot. And just like that, I'm not a Jew anymore. No way I'm going into a Temple
without her. I remember all too well how I was treated. Nope. So, I moved father out.
No Temple anywhere near here. However, there was a Coven here. And I have deep Occult
roots, Kabbalah, right? So, now I'm in a new community, and here on this forum.
And now I am what's known as a 'Ger Toshav', a non-Jew who is 'acceptable' to Jews.
Lovely. The 'Noachide' community is where we are supposed to go, but it's a trap.
So, are/were YOU Jewish? A Ger perhaps? Post your story here, as I did.
(well, just the tip of the iceberg in my case, I didn't call it trauma for nothing)
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No one? I guess everyone here was born a witch, wizard, magician, sorcerer...
No one comes from another tradition.
But, I get it, I really do. In today's world, the Jew is the most hated of all.
You don't want to out yourself, even with the anonymity of the internet, even on an obscure corner of it like this.
I'll share with you what our rebbi always told us:
There's only two types of people who even care if your a Jew, and they will always figure it out eventually.
Another Jew, and the Antisemite. I am not an antisemite. (tho I do have issues with the Jewish establishment).
However, he didn't know there was a third kind who will know. The Entities I have met, they always know.
You can't hide Jewishness from them either. If you're a practitioner, you should know this. Shalom
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