Greetings,
Does anyone know more about this phenomena or can direct me to sources about it? I had read that is brought by casual google search and most of it are Christian forgeries which make looking for information about this difficult.
I'm interested about this, because I started experiencing this phenomena as a child. They were most strong back then. These days, they tend to be a lot weaker, though it is strange to look at this as completely normal about myself. In me, this phenomena is pretty weak and happens in a very mundane fashion. My skin starts itching and I from time to time scratch it. Not too much, but skin seems all too eager to go off from those places. It then reveals a small wound, it is very shallow and symbolic. Often even without any blood. Something which you could induce by appropriately scratching your skin yourself. There is nothing special about it, except for one thing. It happens synchronously between my feet at the same exact area. Stigmata phenomena is quite rare in me as it can be years between each occurrence. Nothing special tend to happen during this period. However, I did noticed one thing. When it happens, I experience this elevated sense of spiritual closeness to the other world. It might be induced by my actions, for example once I rejected student party and its self-destructive hedonism or feeble attempts at it. I instead chose to wait it out alone, outside looking at the night sky which made me feel more connected to the other world. This had caused stigmata to appear on my feet on that night. Today I'm one day back from my holidays from another country. My family went to their own lives which immediately hit them with their own problems, it was the most real return to their lives as it gets. For me however it was more of the same, expect I do feel enchanted connection to the other world. Sometimes even that tingling fear of anticipation that something might be coming, that someone might be watching me. That night is long and shadows might lengthen and grow dark. That attraction and calling to it.
Physical manifestation in me seems to be very light. This time it is so small that it is hardly visible. It brings short term spiritual change in me. It might create certain feelings. I think, it might be connected in some way to a personal transformation which I might achieve or achieved in this time period. After being on holidays in Venice, I do feel that it had changed my character in so many small ways. Though, in the end I cannot see any real point to them. They are just here, part of my life. I never thought that something like stigmata, literal opening of a wound synchronically on my feet or fingers might be seen as mundane and trivial matter, but here we are. It just happens and I cannot grasp anything tangible about them.
It is just one of the secrets about myself which I'm stuck with. Maybe it might be something which maybe I was left to figure out on my own? Or maybe it just some freak coincidence either spiritual or physical in its nature which causes this to happen.
Does anyone know more about this phenomena or can direct me to sources about it? I had read that is brought by casual google search and most of it are Christian forgeries which make looking for information about this difficult.
I'm interested about this, because I started experiencing this phenomena as a child. They were most strong back then. These days, they tend to be a lot weaker, though it is strange to look at this as completely normal about myself. In me, this phenomena is pretty weak and happens in a very mundane fashion. My skin starts itching and I from time to time scratch it. Not too much, but skin seems all too eager to go off from those places. It then reveals a small wound, it is very shallow and symbolic. Often even without any blood. Something which you could induce by appropriately scratching your skin yourself. There is nothing special about it, except for one thing. It happens synchronously between my feet at the same exact area. Stigmata phenomena is quite rare in me as it can be years between each occurrence. Nothing special tend to happen during this period. However, I did noticed one thing. When it happens, I experience this elevated sense of spiritual closeness to the other world. It might be induced by my actions, for example once I rejected student party and its self-destructive hedonism or feeble attempts at it. I instead chose to wait it out alone, outside looking at the night sky which made me feel more connected to the other world. This had caused stigmata to appear on my feet on that night. Today I'm one day back from my holidays from another country. My family went to their own lives which immediately hit them with their own problems, it was the most real return to their lives as it gets. For me however it was more of the same, expect I do feel enchanted connection to the other world. Sometimes even that tingling fear of anticipation that something might be coming, that someone might be watching me. That night is long and shadows might lengthen and grow dark. That attraction and calling to it.
Physical manifestation in me seems to be very light. This time it is so small that it is hardly visible. It brings short term spiritual change in me. It might create certain feelings. I think, it might be connected in some way to a personal transformation which I might achieve or achieved in this time period. After being on holidays in Venice, I do feel that it had changed my character in so many small ways. Though, in the end I cannot see any real point to them. They are just here, part of my life. I never thought that something like stigmata, literal opening of a wound synchronically on my feet or fingers might be seen as mundane and trivial matter, but here we are. It just happens and I cannot grasp anything tangible about them.
It is just one of the secrets about myself which I'm stuck with. Maybe it might be something which maybe I was left to figure out on my own? Or maybe it just some freak coincidence either spiritual or physical in its nature which causes this to happen.
