One night around 1 AM, I asked my friend who was at my house if he had ever practiced meditation before. He said no, so I told him, "Then let's do it together." To improve our focus, I turned off the lights. When we started, I had a very distinct level of focus; it wasn't like before. My mind was silent, and I felt myself in the center of a void.
We continued meditating, and I felt a growing sense of concentration and energy inside myself. Just as this feeling of energy and focus was reaching its peak, my friend called out to me. He said he suddenly felt dizzy, and as if everything started shaking. I told him not to worry and to keep going.
We meditated for a few more minutes, and then my friend opened his eyes again and called my name. I asked, "What happened this time?" He said, "I saw your face in an extremely terrifying form." He described it like this: you had a massive smile, your eyes were sunken, and there was a white dot inside your eyes.
Engulfed in the feeling of power resulting from that meditation, I invited him to continue once more. He declined, but I went on. A sense of power mixed with madness took over my entire being; it was an extremely potent feeling.
While I was meditating, my friend pushed me and said, "Stop it!" At that moment, I came to my senses and realized I was losing control of myself. At one point, I was just focusing on maintaining my own free will. I was terrified because it felt as though another force was controlling me, to the extent that when I wanted to move my legs, it took a few seconds to respond.
My friend and I, deeply shaken, asked, "Is there another entity present in this room besides us?" We asked this question several times. Then my friend asked me, "Do you see that shadow?" I looked around the room but saw nothing, until my eyes suddenly caught the TV. I asked, "Do you mean the shadow rotating around the TV?" He confirmed. Then I asked, "Is it moving clockwise?" and he confirmed again. This was when I realized I was not hallucinating.
I don't clearly remember whether it was before or after seeing this shadow, but the room suddenly turned freezing cold, to the point where we were shivering. After seeing that shadow, the event came to an end, but only for that night.
The second invocation was of my own volition, without any ritual, just through meditation. Two weeks had passed since that event when I started practicing the process I am about to describe.
In that same room before sleeping, I would meditate in the dark and request the entity that had contacted us to connect again. That same night at 2 AM, I would wake up, meditate again, and make the request.
I continued this routine for about five nights or perhaps more. Then, on one night after waking up at 2 AM and meditating, I lay down on my bed and my eyes caught a sliver of light on the floor. The moment I saw it, that sliver of light expanded. I separated from my body and entered an environment where several colorful circles and ovals were floating in the air, with white lines running through space. I also heard a creaking sound, like a door creaking, and a voice answered my personal question before I returned to my room. However, during the answer, I felt like I was also hearing the thoughts inside my mind—sounds that normally exist in one's head.
Now my question is: What kind of experience was this? What kind of entity was that? Is it wise to try contacting it again? (I actually tried once more, and a similar event occurred, though less intense. As for that terrifying face my friend saw, it appeared again later on, which I can share if you'd like.)
Please guide me rega
rding this.
We continued meditating, and I felt a growing sense of concentration and energy inside myself. Just as this feeling of energy and focus was reaching its peak, my friend called out to me. He said he suddenly felt dizzy, and as if everything started shaking. I told him not to worry and to keep going.
We meditated for a few more minutes, and then my friend opened his eyes again and called my name. I asked, "What happened this time?" He said, "I saw your face in an extremely terrifying form." He described it like this: you had a massive smile, your eyes were sunken, and there was a white dot inside your eyes.
Engulfed in the feeling of power resulting from that meditation, I invited him to continue once more. He declined, but I went on. A sense of power mixed with madness took over my entire being; it was an extremely potent feeling.
While I was meditating, my friend pushed me and said, "Stop it!" At that moment, I came to my senses and realized I was losing control of myself. At one point, I was just focusing on maintaining my own free will. I was terrified because it felt as though another force was controlling me, to the extent that when I wanted to move my legs, it took a few seconds to respond.
My friend and I, deeply shaken, asked, "Is there another entity present in this room besides us?" We asked this question several times. Then my friend asked me, "Do you see that shadow?" I looked around the room but saw nothing, until my eyes suddenly caught the TV. I asked, "Do you mean the shadow rotating around the TV?" He confirmed. Then I asked, "Is it moving clockwise?" and he confirmed again. This was when I realized I was not hallucinating.
I don't clearly remember whether it was before or after seeing this shadow, but the room suddenly turned freezing cold, to the point where we were shivering. After seeing that shadow, the event came to an end, but only for that night.
The second invocation was of my own volition, without any ritual, just through meditation. Two weeks had passed since that event when I started practicing the process I am about to describe.
In that same room before sleeping, I would meditate in the dark and request the entity that had contacted us to connect again. That same night at 2 AM, I would wake up, meditate again, and make the request.
I continued this routine for about five nights or perhaps more. Then, on one night after waking up at 2 AM and meditating, I lay down on my bed and my eyes caught a sliver of light on the floor. The moment I saw it, that sliver of light expanded. I separated from my body and entered an environment where several colorful circles and ovals were floating in the air, with white lines running through space. I also heard a creaking sound, like a door creaking, and a voice answered my personal question before I returned to my room. However, during the answer, I felt like I was also hearing the thoughts inside my mind—sounds that normally exist in one's head.
Now my question is: What kind of experience was this? What kind of entity was that? Is it wise to try contacting it again? (I actually tried once more, and a similar event occurred, though less intense. As for that terrifying face my friend saw, it appeared again later on, which I can share if you'd like.)
Please guide me rega
rding this.