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After many years spent dismissing it as archaic and deluded claptrap, I’ve suddenly found myself having a reversal of opinion and becoming deeply fascinated by theurgy and the concept of the Great Work.
As a result, I’m dissolving the antipathy I have felt toward the concept of an HGA as an emanation of the divine, having previously twisted it into an atheist Chaos magic paradigm.
I’m in no rush, much of the insights I’ve received over the past 6 months have been injunctions to slow down and build foundational practices, to display devotion and dedication in my daily life and allow it to come to me rather than blast my will about willy-nilly in an attempt to conjure it into being.
Conversely, I also don’t feel the need to go through a lengthy and meticulous process like the Abramelin rites. I agree with the nature of the process - dedication, purification and readying the self to foster a genuine bond, but I’m waiting to receive further insights as they arrive for how to proceed. I’m currently including devotional prayer with my morning offerings and attempting to “clean myself up” spiritually.
Recently I attempted to use the tarot to gain knowledge of the name and nature of my HGA and could use some second opinions as it’s a system I’m none too familiar with.
My initial question was simply to ask whether tarot was an appropriate method for me to use. While shuffling, The Star card “jumped” out the pack and the three cards I drew were three aces- wands, cups (inverted) and swords. I took this as a very strong affirmation, although as often happens I was perplexed by the inverted card.
The ace of wands has been popping up frequently in my further readings.
In another session I asked for specific knowledge of my HGA. The cards I drew were
Ace of wands : where I am on my spiritual path
The Tower (inverted) : the nature of my HGA
Page of Swords : what my HGA is trying to communicate at this moment
I was specifically asking how I can strengthen my prayers and meditation practice. A letter, a name, a number, an image - something to focus on.
I’m not particularly daunted by the Tower, I’m definitely in the process of dismantling my atheistic edifice and constructing the House Of God in my soul.
My question is: can someone with wider knowledge confirm my readings that this is a positive affirmation and maybe add some depth of understanding by adding associations I’m unaware of? Should I use the Page Of Swords as an object of focus, or is this only the messenger? What is the significance of the Ace of Wands?
As a result, I’m dissolving the antipathy I have felt toward the concept of an HGA as an emanation of the divine, having previously twisted it into an atheist Chaos magic paradigm.
I’m in no rush, much of the insights I’ve received over the past 6 months have been injunctions to slow down and build foundational practices, to display devotion and dedication in my daily life and allow it to come to me rather than blast my will about willy-nilly in an attempt to conjure it into being.
Conversely, I also don’t feel the need to go through a lengthy and meticulous process like the Abramelin rites. I agree with the nature of the process - dedication, purification and readying the self to foster a genuine bond, but I’m waiting to receive further insights as they arrive for how to proceed. I’m currently including devotional prayer with my morning offerings and attempting to “clean myself up” spiritually.
Recently I attempted to use the tarot to gain knowledge of the name and nature of my HGA and could use some second opinions as it’s a system I’m none too familiar with.
My initial question was simply to ask whether tarot was an appropriate method for me to use. While shuffling, The Star card “jumped” out the pack and the three cards I drew were three aces- wands, cups (inverted) and swords. I took this as a very strong affirmation, although as often happens I was perplexed by the inverted card.
The ace of wands has been popping up frequently in my further readings.
In another session I asked for specific knowledge of my HGA. The cards I drew were
Ace of wands : where I am on my spiritual path
The Tower (inverted) : the nature of my HGA
Page of Swords : what my HGA is trying to communicate at this moment
I was specifically asking how I can strengthen my prayers and meditation practice. A letter, a name, a number, an image - something to focus on.
I’m not particularly daunted by the Tower, I’m definitely in the process of dismantling my atheistic edifice and constructing the House Of God in my soul.
My question is: can someone with wider knowledge confirm my readings that this is a positive affirmation and maybe add some depth of understanding by adding associations I’m unaware of? Should I use the Page Of Swords as an object of focus, or is this only the messenger? What is the significance of the Ace of Wands?