Visited by a Spirit of Light.

[Audiolog Edu]

I am a begginer practicioner of High Magick and I was starting to read Franz Bardons Initiation into Hermetics, specially I was reading about the male and female (Electro and Magnetic) when sudenly one Saturday a spirit came to my appartment, it manifested in 2 ways, first it looked like kaleidoscopic light, it emanated from the ether, and when I tought well I might need glasses my TV started acting weird, the screen looked like some one was putting a magnet behind the screen and the image disorted, but I know the spirit was showing me its beauty, it did not scared me, it just wanted me to see it, I still doubt some times but it still manifest every once in a while guys, this is why I keep doing my Magick of Light because now Ive totally seen this spirit manifesting right in the same room, I was skeptic but it keep manifesting, so I know is very real, the good thing is that is not an evil spirit, it has showed me is a peacefull spirit, and I can see it is connected to my toughts, because it acts alone my toughts, when ever I have certain toughts it manifests, is like intrusive but yet is not evil, being a fan of Horror movies I always wanted and asked for spirits, demon manifestations, but now that I started Magick of Light Ive seen wonders, does anyone has this manifestations? Ive heard of Poltergeist but if Im not mistaken those are noisy spirits, this one is not noisy.

 

[Anziel_Merkaba]

When doing the pathworking of IIH, if you are manifesting phenomena like that you need to balance yourself. Things shouldn't be manifesting without you willing it to manifest.

 

[Audiolog Edu]

When doing the pathworking of IIH, if you are manifesting phenomena like that you need to balance yourself. Things shouldn't be manifesting without you willing it to manifest.

Hi, thanks for the reply, I just read few pages of the book IIH, but did not put anything in practice, I do practice Aurum Solis High Magick, and do it as is it stated, but how can I balance myself for this not to happen?

 

[Anziel_Merkaba]

Hi, thanks for the reply, I just read few pages of the book IIH, but did not put anything in practice, I do practice Aurum Solis High Magick, and do it as is it stated, but how can I balance myself for this not to happen?

Whatever system you are working within should already have practices for you to balance yourself. Things like the middle pillar or other 'basic' rites that help you focus and center yourself... if that isn't enough, it could be a sign of greater psychological issues that need to be resolved, at which point you should see a psychologist or therapist for them if you aren't able to deal with them yourself.

 

[Audiolog Edu]

Whatever system you are working within should already have practices for you to balance yourself. Things like the middle pillar or other 'basic' rites that help you focus and center yourself... if that isn't enough, it could be a sign of greater psychological issues that need to be resolved, at which point you should see a psychologist or therapist for them if you aren't able to deal with them yourself.

Why do you say go to a psychologist? this is very real, I dont need help if I am coo koo if thats what you mean, the town I live is haunted but this that I saw why would I need to see a psychologist if as my mother told me that I am invoking certain energies, I am calling certain forces here.

 

[Anziel_Merkaba]

Why do you say go to a psychologist? this is very real, I dont need help if I am coo koo if thats what you mean, the town I live is haunted but this that I saw why would I need to see a psychologist if as my mother told me that I am invoking certain energies, I am calling certain forces here.

I never said it wasn't real, just that if you can't ground and center yourself properly you need to introspect on your psychological state.

When you are manifesting things unintentionally, it's because you have some internal mental issue. Your system of practice should have exercises or rites that are designed to help you center yourself to keep you from manifesting without intent, but if they aren't fixing the problem it's a sign that you need to examine your psychological state.

Remember, as within so without. If your internal state isn't stable your external reality will also be unstable. And if you're being swayed by the forces you are calling, you need to bulk up your willpower. You should be the one in control, otherwise you're just along for the ride and that almost always ends poorly for practitioners reaching for more than they can control.

You should probably re-read this a few times to make sure you understand what I'm saying because you latched onto a small part of my previous comment and misunderstood the entire point I was making... which is also a sign of mental instability.

 

[Audiolog Edu]

Can you tell me what should I tell the psychologist because I saw a Freemason on Youtube he does say that people who practice magick need psychological help, he himself worked in behavior and psychoanalisys, so I do belive you I need help but what exactly is what I need I dont know, this Freemason was another person who practiced and teached the Cabbalistic Cross and I did not knew anything about magick but I do remember the advaice of psychotherapy.

 

[HoldAll]

Can you tell me what should I tell the psychologist because I saw a Freemason on Youtube he does say that people who practice magick need psychological help, he himself worked in behavior and psychoanalisys, so I do belive you I need help but what exactly is what I need I dont know, this Freemason was another person who practiced and teached the Cabbalistic Cross and I did not knew anything about magick but I do remember the advaice of psychotherapy.

Forget what some freemason or other person said about magic on youtube. It's true exaggerated superstition (what psychologists call 'magical thinking') can become a psychopathological problem, and even Israel Regardie, a therapist himself, advocated psychotherapy before taking up magic because if you have schizophrenic tendencies, for example, the practice of magic (or even reading about it) can be catastrophic, we've had several cases like that here. Cultivate common sense and healthy scepticism, don't fall for everything that sounds too miraculous to be true without testing/researching it yourself and above all learrn an effective banishing ritual - if you're into Western tradition magic, for example, the basic advice is: "Do the

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twice a day like brushing your teeth". And always stay grounded, of course.

 

[Vandheer]

Why do you say go to a psychologist? this is very real, I dont need help if I am coo koo if thats what you mean, the town I live is haunted but this that I saw why would I need to see a psychologist if as my mother told me that I am invoking certain energies, I am calling certain forces here.

My dude therapy isn't for the insane, thats asylum. Therapy is for everyday people.

What do you think Bardon will have you be doing in Initiation Into Hermetics?

Besides if you are this sure of yourself why come and ask here in the first place? You already seem to figure out all of it.

 

[Audiolog Edu]

Forget what some freemason or other person said about magic on youtube. It's true exaggerated superstition (what psychologists call 'magical thinking') can become a psychopathological problem, and even Israel Regardie, a therapist himself, advocated psychotherapy before taking up magic because if you have schizophrenic tendencies, for example, the practice of magic (or even reading about it) can be catastrophic, we've had several cases like that here. Cultivate common sense and healthy scepticism, don't fall for everything that sounds too miraculous to be true without testing/researching it yourself and above all learrn an effective banishing ritual - if you're into Western tradition magic, for example, the basic advice is: "Do the

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twice a day like brushing your teeth". And always stay grounded, of course.

Sorry but english is not my first language and I do want to see a psychologist I actually used to go before but now I want it for the magick, can you tell me what do I need to work with the psychologist? I do have a healty skepticism, I think, about the LBRP I have studied a lot on the LBRP sir but I did once a day banishing of the elements not twice, I do the Ogdoadic method but I started getting interested in Golden Dawn rituals like the Rose Cross ritual, with Hexagram banishing but I cant make it any more so I stick with Ogdoadic method. As I said I did not invoke anything becouse I dont invoke elementals for example, so I would not invoke anything yet something manifest and is not a demon I can see, I imediatly documented it in my magick diary.

 

[Amur]

Since everything is a recursion and a manifestation of yourself everything you manifest is you, and this might be you manifesting a Light Fracture which takes physical form. So it's a damaged aspect of yourself coming into manifestation through yourself. Everything in the universe is 'you'. You are just a fractal function of the whole. This is what everyone has meant that see a psychologist. You need to integrate this dissociated part into yourself which can be painful.

 

[HoldAll]

Sorry but english is not my first language and I do want to see a psychologist I actually used to go before but now I want it for the magick, can you tell me what do I need to work with the psychologist? I do have a healty skepticism, I think, about the LBRP I have studied a lot on the LBRP sir but I did once a day banishing of the elements not twice, I do the Ogdoadic method but I started getting interested in Golden Dawn rituals like the Rose Cross ritual, with Hexagram banishing but I cant make it any more so I stick with Ogdoadic method. As I said I did not invoke anything becouse I dont invoke elementals for example, so I would not invoke anything yet something manifest and is not a demon I can see, I imediatly documented it in my magick diary.

People usually see a psychotherapist because of some problem they have. If it's more about self-exploration, I'd suggest you look into the Soul Mirror Exercise in Franz Bardon's IIH I mentioned in another post, or look into shadow work to see if there are any dark corners in your psyche that may cloud your judgement whenever you do practical magic. The ancients' "Know Thyself" still holds true today - look hard into yourself to discover what's really there as opposed to what should be there.

 

[Audiolog Edu]

People usually see a psychotherapist because of some problem they have. If it's more about self-exploration, I'd suggest you look into the Soul Mirror Exercise in Franz Bardon's IIH I mentioned in another post, or look into shadow work to see if there are any dark corners in your psyche that may cloud your judgement whenever you do practical magic. The ancients' "Know Thyself" still holds true today - look hard into yourself to discover what's really there as opposed to what should be there.

´Well that you say I dont know how to do it I must research, you say you made a thread about it?