Weird Encountar

[esotericdykism]

So today I re set my altar and all my shit. I decided to do a little baby magick and did a money bowl. Everything’s fine, though I did use a seal for the first time so I guess there’s that but still nothing crazy. Now right after that I consider looking for a demon to petition to help me in creative endeavors, getting noticed in that aspect, etc. do a little googling nothings popping up so I’m kinda like whatever yk I’ll look into it more later. Well I’m suddenly hit with the need to sit and meditate, mind u I’m in a dark room lit only by a candle. So i do, and ask for a sign. I instantly feel weird I mean it was like being high, I felt weak and loopy and just felt weird. All of a sudden I’m seeing a centaur running around with a bow and arrow. Kind of weird not like I’m looking at Greek mythology a lot so a centaur isn’t at the forefront of my mind. But that’s the only thing my brains allowing me to think. So I just watch this venture run with his bow and arrow, at one point I try to think of a minatour and the centaur instantly rips it in half and eats it. Anyway back to the centaur suddnelt he’s hugging and cuddling me. After this I’m kind of like okay wtf was that suppose to mean, I continue to feel just about weak and drugged, take a shower. And now I’m typing this still feeling sort of loopy. I looked up what might be represented by a century and Buer was presented which feels incredibly random to me. So idk I guess I would just like some opinions lol