There is someone who read Initiation into Hermetics 20 years ago.
At first, he wanted to be a rich and superior to anyone like others.
However he did not do it properly and was lazy, falling into the delusion that he was practicing, and was consumed by the arrogance that he possessed hidden magical knowledge superior to others.
Sometimes he passed step1 luckily but always failed to achieve elemental equilibrium and returned to step1
This is because he firmly believed that there was no way he could change himself with such a simple autosuggestion and impregnation, as the life he had lived had been a continuous series of frustration and suffering.
Autosuggestion and impregnation he practiced with such belief had no effect and only reinforced his negative experiences.
And so, time flew meaninglessly.
Someday as he matures, he realized that he just wanted to be a free and better person
He wished he has the belief that he can change himself and wanted to make it happen.
However, no results have been achieved so far.
Has he only been wasting his time so far?
Was it a mistake to fall into magick?
Will he end his life repeating same mistakes just as he does now?
I'd like to hear your thoughts.
At first, he wanted to be a rich and superior to anyone like others.
However he did not do it properly and was lazy, falling into the delusion that he was practicing, and was consumed by the arrogance that he possessed hidden magical knowledge superior to others.
Sometimes he passed step1 luckily but always failed to achieve elemental equilibrium and returned to step1
This is because he firmly believed that there was no way he could change himself with such a simple autosuggestion and impregnation, as the life he had lived had been a continuous series of frustration and suffering.
Autosuggestion and impregnation he practiced with such belief had no effect and only reinforced his negative experiences.
And so, time flew meaninglessly.
Someday as he matures, he realized that he just wanted to be a free and better person
He wished he has the belief that he can change himself and wanted to make it happen.
However, no results have been achieved so far.
Has he only been wasting his time so far?
Was it a mistake to fall into magick?
Will he end his life repeating same mistakes just as he does now?
I'd like to hear your thoughts.
