At some point when I was 13 years old, I became interested in illusionism. I found it fascinating and believed that magicians actually manipulated matter to perform their tricks. Later, I came across a video that claimed these magicians made demonic pacts with spirits accompanying them. In that same video, the author cited "The Secret Teachings of All Ages" (1928) by Manly P. Hall, which led me to research it further. My interest in superficial magic faded, and I was drawn to occultism. I discovered Goetia and became extremely fascinated by Astaroth. The idea of coercing demonic entities didn't impress me; what truly captivated me was their very existence and what they could provide—the Obscure, the darkness, the Chaos—that filled my eyes. It was a turbulent time in my life. I grew up in a hostile and impoverished environment, while also dealing with an alcoholic stepfather. I discovered Heavy Metal and made friends, spending a lot of time away from home to forget the problems within. Consequently, there was no time to dedicate to spirituality and its pursuit. The desire remained latent, but I no longer had the willpower to seek the path. Many things happened: I ran away from home several times, had relationships, broke hearts and had my heart broken, started using drugs, and that sums up a part of my adolescence. I ended up being imprisoned at some point in my life, and after my release, some changes occurred that only solidified from 2024 onwards, when I fully awakened to the Left-Hand Path, which I continue to follow, dedicated to its mysteries and transcendence through the Gift of the Black Flame that Satan granted us and which remains lit life after life, until we can overcome this existence, which I hope will be in this one.