what i learned in IIH

[Xere]

i couldnt got magicak power. but something changed.

I faced the fear. I embraced the pain
now I know i was anxious-avoidant person.
most of my negative traits came from this character.

so i will start from make a peace with my inner self

become a better person.
thats magick to me.

 

[akenu]

Sounds like introspection

 

[Robert Ramsay]

Certainly, being the most honest with yourself you can possibly be is a good start,

 

[monique46_527]

Wishing you the best!

 

[Philou]

Magic is a lot of things but it is mostly a spiritual path, and the point of spirituality is not random erudition on useless subjects, it's inner change.
This kind of realization is what we would call controlling the microcosm and since you find success, I would advise you to continue.