Gold head, check. Quite impressive.
I suspect this is linked to the time a few years back when I was really suffering and I called out to God/Source to 'send me spirit', as I knew I could not make it anymore. It was shortly before that I had a dream about a keyhole, and looking up through it I could see a spirit/Cherub face being, looking down on me as the perspective reversed, to its eye view looking down on me, which in turn was its view looking up. Utterly real, more real than the material world.
So when I made that prayer, that's what I received shortly afterwards. At First I was reluctant to let this being near me, so I tested it a bit without committing, all in vision. I was in massive broken hearted pain like my chest would explode and it touched its wing on me and began to draw it out of me. Of course I could have made a mistake and it could have been one of those ghosts, but I dont think so as they were there long before.
And if it was a ghost/parasite, even they serve a purpose ultimately, in sucking off pain that would otherwise overwhelm.
There is a chapter that mentions this in the Spirit releaseent therapy manual by William J. Baldwin. The ghosts were actually preventing the woman in the chapter from going psychotic, and when removed agaisnt there cautiion, she went nuts and all the childhood wounds surfaced.
I had something like this happen only a few months back as the guy I got to work with went into the Astral to check me out with barely any warning at all, he took some junk of me that was feeding at night and I nearly bloody died, waking up with the pain in my chest. I had to take three wild lettuce caps to finish sleeping. I was not amused. I still dont think he gets how bad it was.
Anyway I have digressed slightly, and the way you describe communicating is familier to me, just by figuring stuff out on my own.
I think the Cherub form was the introduction and the bigger one is the final form, which correponds with attention to the broken innerchild at the time and the later (current) maturing of a healing heart.
Not to sound like I am bragging, but I am used to a sort of prophesy/knowing what people are doing remotely (not spying, I dont intrude) but really lack a definate technique (it there a book?) and it's to easy to get highjacked by other voices.
I guess a quick prayer or decleration of some sort would be appropriate, indicating that only the intended spirit is welcome to interact?
A quick search reveals this, the part about strength got my attention. I have been called a strong man by some people, and have had absoulute awe from others who felt it was a privilege to pray for me. Kind of bewildering at the time, it's starting to become clear.
I will see how it goes when I am ready and report back. It is this sort of thing that has changed my life course before.
