🤡 Idiotic Post Working with Loki?

[jovirone]

Guys, maybe I'm too drunk ( and the fact that current book shares policies wrecks the shit out of my autism and the fact that I'm really uncomfortable to create posts, but whatever... If you guys want an autistic alossexual deepshit talking about how they made like literally no progress in his fricking magick life because they tried the Christian system while the only entity that actually cares about neurodivergent people is indeed Loki, rejoice yourselves)

But I made a ritual today using my huge wand ( I have a regular wand that I bought and a ginormous one that I found on the park one day and passed Vernix caseosa + make a lot of practices using it. It has like 1,75 meters) and the name Loki came to me like every single time I was making a Futhark scrying and asking "how this autistic blob can find their path in this goddam sadistic universe" and he name Loki came to me like thrice. So, it was not a coincidence.

Then, I tried to find stuff online ( besides here. Because that police of posting 50 stuff or being regular is pretty bad for people who hates speaking. And anyway, I'm drunk. Therefore, propense to post something) , and found out that Loki is literally the guardian deity of us in the neurodivergency spectrum.

But yeah, finding books to read outside this forum is harsh, so, do you guys know somewhere that I can read stuff about Rituals for Loki, The worship of Loki and what kind of miscellaneous should I get to ensure a contractual basis and work with them?

And yes, FiretrUCK this policy of not letting people who lacks social skills to download books.

 

[jovirone]

As part of the "50-shades of posting stuff until I get access to the books here"
Does you guys know a link that can be shared without being a benefactor or posting 500.000 stuff until I can download books like last year, about the Futhark System?

 

[jovirone]

While I'm in my drunk mood I was thinking, "this whole 'c**** block for books' is really awful and will only drive people away, thus, creating the opposite of the original purpose of the forum, to ensure that magical knowledge must be for everyone".
Than, why TF we don't have a Beginner's Library full of easy books, spells and rituals that can help new users to guide themselves and study the basics BEFORE asking for stuff in the forums?
We could even make a small test to evaluate based on knowledge for people to pass.

 

[jovirone]

So, it it simple:
I'm drunk, I'm trying to study magical stuff, but the point of getting 50 posts is really bad and stressful.

And the point is, I can't download a single book, I can't post some books I have to get the credentials for getting other books, and yeah...
This is it
...
So, which book OTSIDE THIS FORUM I could download and how the work should even be?

 

[Eliyel]

You don't need to make fifty posts for library access, just one. Fifty posts will permanently unlock the library, while posting once unlocks it for a week. It takes up to an hour after you post for you to gain access, though, since the servers only update permissions once every hour.

Replying to someone else's post also counts, you don't need to start a new topic.

 

[SkullTraill]

50-shades

3 shades is the best I can do, sorry.

 

[Morell]

That is going to be one hell of a sobering up...