no problem, i work a very different lane then most so that you dont understand is best.
do you know how memes work and how they are now like the news, but also that they are used like pathworkings in tarotcards only for fun? thats coccultpc and a lot of normal kids use it, just for fun as part of life. lots of kids also know how to mirror, because they are online and use that skill at home just because they are teens and are tired of their nagging ooooold parents. thats occultpc out of the pc. this used to be be the first steps into the world of ancestors. since so many people are doing that now, the ancestors are harder to reach and you go into a sort of inbetween aka out of phase. not really in your body, but also not out of your body and then life gets strange.
no not really like that. when in trouble i pray, call with the totality of my being to the highest one and although illegal in islam i grovel to get me where i need be. i got the luck things combined and later on found my interconnections being of military background. it isnt about who someone is, its about the fact that god sends the help and not all help feels good. sometimes dirt with dirt is the only option, so even if it goes against ones being if one has cancer one still has to go tru chemo to get better. but thats my path and not many walk it., im the one stupid enough to do it because i like such strange things.
my map is like what others might call a mind map or an map of the astral, only mine has always been a bit like the shamans do. so it entwines more with physical places and back in the days with spiritual warfare. so it might be more like a 3d labyrinth.