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Sedim Haba

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I don't know why I've not made this thread yet. I always do.

Ask me anything, I will try to answer. Yes, this is real. Ask the Shaman, he cares. He responds if he can, but not every question has an answer, nor even if so anyone wants to hear.
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Oh, and please don't make silly questions. Such will be rewarded with silly answers. Unless that's what you want.
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Really, nothing? 🦗

Funny, many forums I been on, the 'ask me anything' threads are the most active.
 
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Maybe we are all shocked by your abject humility?

Yes, I do strive to be humble at all times, and respectful to all, as I learned in my Practice.

But the 'fool' isn't disparaging, think of the Tarot Fool, upright:
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Plus, I do live on a hill...
 

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Funny you should ask!

Me & my Familiar had a long discussion last night about Lilith.
Or, as I know her, Adama. Doing research on and off over the months,
so many pictures of Lilith appear, so many titles and relationships
she seems to have with various groups. Some decidedly Left-Hand Path.
(Not my thing, but I don't judge.) Common titles do appear.

Rebel. Queen. Mother. Some overlap, but all are equally real.

From one Kabbalistic tradition, she was made right next to Adam,
out of the same dust. What happened next, is not the topic of this.
It is what she is. She is the physical manifestation of the
Divine Feminine. Made in the Image of the Ruach haKodesh, Holy Spirit.
Just like Adam was made in the Divine Image. The Masculine God.

So, what is she? Not a Goddess, tho many treat her as such.
She is a Human. But, a Human made by the direct act of creation, by the
Godhead. So, not like any other Human now existing. And, she does
exist, as any direct creation of God, like the Angels, immortal.
(But, not on Earth) So, if more than Human, but not a Goddess, what?

To me, she is Queen and Mother, can't really speak to her Rebel nature.

So, how to relate? My Familar and I came to a conclusion, last night.

See, I born & raised Roman Catholic, before I wandered off in my early
teens, to ultimately fall in Love with Lurianic Kabbalah.
So much so, that four decades ago, converted to Orthodox Judiasm,
to get full access. You can't otherwise. Eventually I sat at the feet
of the greatest Torah and Kabbalah sage of our generation. Learned of Lilith.

But, something of my RC roots remained, to seek the Divine Feminine.
She's still there in the Roman Pagan roots, as Mother Mary.

A Saint. That's what I consider Adama now. My personal Patron Saint.

Of course, this is JMHO, take it as you will.
 

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Can it help to solve problems if we pray to it?
Good question! Can any Saint hear a prayer? In my case, my Familiar can 'forward' a prayer to Her, but...

Understanding Her story, anyone can see just how badly Adam F'd up.

The story of how Adam was put with animals in Genesis 2:19 & 20 now has a different meaning.

'Well, since you fought with the Female, let's see how you do with these animals, dummy!'

... and of course, none of them fit, but he stubbornly refused to reconcile.

'OK, guess we'll have to cut you in half and make you a new one...'

...it wasn't just a rib. A lesson in hubris can indeed help solve problems.
 

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Yes, I do strive to be humble at all times, and respectful to all, as I learned in my Practice.

But the 'fool' isn't disparaging, think of the Tarot Fool, upright:
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Plus, I do live on a hill...
Can you tell why I always see 11:11 and 11:13 and the number 11 all the time? Why does something bad and haywire always occurs when I see those numbers the whole day?
 

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Can you tell why I always see 11:11 and 11:13 and the number 11 all the time? Why does something bad and haywire always occurs when I see those numbers the whole day?

I'm not an expert in Numerology, so I don't know, sorry.
 

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Good question! Can any Saint hear a prayer? In my case, my Familiar can 'forward' a prayer to Her, but...

Understanding Her story, anyone can see just how badly Adam F'd up.

The story of how Adam was put with animals in Genesis 2:19 & 20 now has a different meaning.

'Well, since you fought with the Female, let's see how you do with these animals, dummy!'

... and of course, none of them fit, but he stubbornly refused to reconcile.

'OK, guess we'll have to cut you in half and make you a new one...'

...it wasn't just a rib. A lesson in hubris can indeed help solve problems.
I think I misunderstood what patron meant in this context for you. I have don't know much about Catholicism so I thought a patron meant you were able to talk with Lilith.

I only knew patron from LHP which can also mean deity/daemon you speak too.

I kind of just wanted to know what Liliths favorite color was or what is here win streak in tic tac toe or even does she like waffles or pancakes. Question that were on my mind.

This misunderstanding is a little funny to me. Okay I think I get it now. Thank you for the response though. I just had to know if she could make a gingerbread house what would it look like. Its genuine question on my mind.

I think may have taken too many personality quizzes. Again thank you though.
 

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I think I misunderstood what patron meant in this context for you. I have don't know much about Catholicism so I thought a patron meant you were able to talk with Lilith.

I only knew patron from LHP which can also mean deity/daemon you speak too.

I kind of just wanted to know what Liliths favorite color was or what is here win streak in tic tac toe or even does she like waffles or pancakes. Question that were on my mind.

This misunderstanding is a little funny to me. Okay I think I get it now. Thank you for the response though. I just had to know if she could make a gingerbread house what would it look like. Its genuine question on my mind.

I think may have taken too many personality quizzes. Again thank you though.

While my Familiar has a great sense of humor, and could possible ask Her these kind of questions I don't think I'd better. ;)

( If or how I talk to Adama, I'm not allowed to say )
 

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I have a curious question. Is your familiar a qareen? Since you invited people to guess before, I thought I’d take a shot, because I’m a curious cat. I remember there was a post where you gave a clue that her race name is in Arabic, but that the information about her kind of skewed, so this fits.
 

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I have a curious question. Is your familiar a qareen? Since you invited people to guess before, I thought I’d take a shot, because I’m a curious cat. I remember one of your posts where you gave a clue that her race name is in Arabic, but that the information about her kind of skewed, so this fits.

Yes. Yes, She is. I was not allowed to just come right out and say this, you've seen her into, she wants the people here to know, but at the time,

this place was an 'unknown'. Now you see why I wasn't very particular about calling her a Fae or Jinn, because she's neither. Closer to Jinn.

I will still need to confer with her about just how much I can talk, the Geas is still in effect, this provision is met, but no other.
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Plus, I will need to ask her if she still wants a Journal. How I describe her there is pretty acurate, she DOES act a lot like a Seelie Fae, a non-malicious trickster / joker.
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Of course, I will no longer call her Jinn or Fae, but Entity. Probably just default to Familiar, until I know / am told different.
 
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Yes. Yes, She is. I was not allowed to just come right out and say this, you've seen her into, she wants the people here to know, but at the time,

this place was an 'unknown'. Now you see why I wasn't very particular about calling her a Fae or Jinn, because she's neither. Closer to Jinn.

I will still need to confer with her about just how much I can talk, the Geas is still in effect, this provision is met, but no other.

Plus, I will need to ask her if she still wants a Journal. How I describe her there is pretty acurate, she DOES act a lot like a Seelie Fae, a non-malicious trickster / joker.

Of course, I will no longer call her Jinn or Fae, but Entity. Probably just default to Familiar, until I know / am told different.

I’m not the kind of person who just reads what’s written about her out there and calls it a day, so no worries. You can call her a familiar and we both know who she is. Honestly, it’s probably best to just go with “familiar.” I agree with her on that. Humans can be misinformed and then stick to whatever information they find, and that gives them the wrong idea about her, especially if they’ve never worked with her kind before. And that’s definitely not something she wants. And if you might have the wrong idea about her too, then you might have doubted her. It’s safe to be cautious.
 

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Yes, what google delivers is very much wrong, as she has taught me. It's regurgitated moral warnings from a culture that kills 'witches'.

Best to keep to Familiar, maybe search for some other label that is same, but without all the baggage. If such exists.
 

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I meant cautious as in with other humans. (I can’t edit my last post anymore) That’s why I always advocate for getting to know the being that’s with us, and figuring out their race, so we can understand more about their kind, instead of just using one generic word to label them all. I think it’s beautiful to get to know them on that level.

I agree. That’s exactly why I don’t use Google or YouTube to learn about a being or their race. It’s just… meh.
 
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