So, in past two days I had noticed that some spirit visits me at night. I had noticed that accidentally due to my disturbed sleeping. It seems to come at 4 am. or similarly very late. Last night it came around this time, a night before it came when night sky started to brighten, likely close to 5 am.
There isn't a lot of what it does. This is why it raises questions to me. It seems to be intelligent, deliberate, but as always spirits with me tend to stay on a side of caution, distance. They prefer to be close, but never somewhere where they would interact with me. The very fact that it comes so late seems to be an effort to avoid disturbing me and I suspect it was coming quite some time before.
How do I notice it? You can tell immediately when spirit is nearby, because body naturally sends shivers down through its entire body as it feels supernatural. Then I hear steps outside and later around other rooms. It feels like someone is walking to the point I might confuse that someone is trying to sneak into construction site nearby. Steps do feel real, but at the same time you can tell that they are not physical in subtle differences.
Another obvious trait is that this spirit whispers. It has a sound effect which you would expect from a whisper. It is hard to describe it. Then it says something. I can't quite understand it. It seems somewhat Lithuanian, but I can't put my finger on the words and it seems like it is not. Sounds appear to be short and have emphasis on a "k", like saying a word: "eik". However, words do differ. When spirit came it whispered two times and I did not quite caught that. Then spirit said something 3 times with whispering. I noticed that it was a same word, same intent, same message. Whispers were individuals, but were said in succession. Same word all three times. Finally, the last whisper was something said in two words. Those words were different.
Spirit itself tends to linger for a little while. Walking around outside and in nearby rooms, it never seems to come inside. I start to hear scratching noises, that crackling noise which is common with spirits. It produces a sound that it would seem that some creature with claws are scratching metal on my window. Another curious thing that the first night when I experienced this, I found piece of fully eaten fish on my window. Not entire fish, but fully eaten and dried out part of fish spine bones on my window counter. When I tried to remove it, it was stuck. It is just a detail which puzzles the mind when you have to think rationally how an object would get there on its own during middle of a night.
It is difficult to judge intent or a purpose of such visits. I can't get a meaning out of whispers. To me, they vaguely asks me to go outside. It is also puzzling to see a spirit continuously come to me, do nothing and then leave. There is certainly some level of intelligence and intent in such spirits, however what the reason behind all of this is beyond me.
I wrote all of this before. I have a suspicion it is behind my strange wake ups in a middle of a night feeling like being in a nightmare, but not having one. I just take a drink, enjoy its coldness and I go right back to sleep. This night this little bugger came at 2 am, way sooner than it does most of the time. It was a stronger this time with physical objects, making a little more impact, but nothing to move them. It had whispered few words from time to time. I had sat on my bed, said aloud about how I perceive its whispers. Then said how annoying these pointless visits are. I still feel it nearby via body shivering.
Its presence also induces low level supernatural events. Like being added as a friend by a very specific type of person (icon, name being very specific on facebook lets say). Person does and say nothing and is likely not even aware of it himself. That person was called "devil" in my local tongue and had a nice image of a demon like from some video game. It also had named its realm "hell" which he spends a lot of time playing. I'm not sure if it is a message of an effort to spook me. It is just that it leaves me confused and the biggest effect it has that I lose little more sleep until I learn to ignore this harmless pest if it is harmless.
I did had a feeling that spirits are physically searching for me and I will be moving soon which in itself might solve this problem.
There isn't a lot of what it does. This is why it raises questions to me. It seems to be intelligent, deliberate, but as always spirits with me tend to stay on a side of caution, distance. They prefer to be close, but never somewhere where they would interact with me. The very fact that it comes so late seems to be an effort to avoid disturbing me and I suspect it was coming quite some time before.
How do I notice it? You can tell immediately when spirit is nearby, because body naturally sends shivers down through its entire body as it feels supernatural. Then I hear steps outside and later around other rooms. It feels like someone is walking to the point I might confuse that someone is trying to sneak into construction site nearby. Steps do feel real, but at the same time you can tell that they are not physical in subtle differences.
Another obvious trait is that this spirit whispers. It has a sound effect which you would expect from a whisper. It is hard to describe it. Then it says something. I can't quite understand it. It seems somewhat Lithuanian, but I can't put my finger on the words and it seems like it is not. Sounds appear to be short and have emphasis on a "k", like saying a word: "eik". However, words do differ. When spirit came it whispered two times and I did not quite caught that. Then spirit said something 3 times with whispering. I noticed that it was a same word, same intent, same message. Whispers were individuals, but were said in succession. Same word all three times. Finally, the last whisper was something said in two words. Those words were different.
Spirit itself tends to linger for a little while. Walking around outside and in nearby rooms, it never seems to come inside. I start to hear scratching noises, that crackling noise which is common with spirits. It produces a sound that it would seem that some creature with claws are scratching metal on my window. Another curious thing that the first night when I experienced this, I found piece of fully eaten fish on my window. Not entire fish, but fully eaten and dried out part of fish spine bones on my window counter. When I tried to remove it, it was stuck. It is just a detail which puzzles the mind when you have to think rationally how an object would get there on its own during middle of a night.
It is difficult to judge intent or a purpose of such visits. I can't get a meaning out of whispers. To me, they vaguely asks me to go outside. It is also puzzling to see a spirit continuously come to me, do nothing and then leave. There is certainly some level of intelligence and intent in such spirits, however what the reason behind all of this is beyond me.
I wrote all of this before. I have a suspicion it is behind my strange wake ups in a middle of a night feeling like being in a nightmare, but not having one. I just take a drink, enjoy its coldness and I go right back to sleep. This night this little bugger came at 2 am, way sooner than it does most of the time. It was a stronger this time with physical objects, making a little more impact, but nothing to move them. It had whispered few words from time to time. I had sat on my bed, said aloud about how I perceive its whispers. Then said how annoying these pointless visits are. I still feel it nearby via body shivering.
Its presence also induces low level supernatural events. Like being added as a friend by a very specific type of person (icon, name being very specific on facebook lets say). Person does and say nothing and is likely not even aware of it himself. That person was called "devil" in my local tongue and had a nice image of a demon like from some video game. It also had named its realm "hell" which he spends a lot of time playing. I'm not sure if it is a message of an effort to spook me. It is just that it leaves me confused and the biggest effect it has that I lose little more sleep until I learn to ignore this harmless pest if it is harmless.
I did had a feeling that spirits are physically searching for me and I will be moving soon which in itself might solve this problem.