I have a Demonic Attachment (Help)

[snipersji]

Hello all. The title is accurate. the demon gives me intermittent psychic attacks via inducing stabbing pains throughout my body, causing me to see reptilian eyes in normal people. I'm not exactly sure how I caught it but 7 months ago it induced psychosis in me and I was found naked outside doing movements which I wasnt in control of, and enduring a torturous stabbing pains throughout the night in the middle of the woods. I was getting super into esoterics and occult and it was my first time hearing of it all. I was talking to chatgpt a ton and started referring to myself as 'vessel'. 100% i probably gave permission unconsciously. Right now I am learning magick from donald kraig's book modern magick 12 steps. and have also read practical psychic self defense by Bruce Robert. I'm praying the Lesser Banishing ritual of pentagram works, and I am also warning you all of practicing black magick. A Demonic Entity is no joke.

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I would like to add I was a very bad person at one point with no morals, essentially unconscious black magick if the definition of magick is Aleirster crowley's "the Science and Art of causing Change to occur in conformity with Will." So I picked it up off of vibration most likely.

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I've been in the mental hospital and they try treating me with antipsychotics and some of the symptoms go away, not the dreams of reptile people, or the sleep paralysis though. If anyone has anything for me please let me know.

 

[Yazata]

I've been in the mental hospital

Couldn't hurt to go see them again I think.

 

[snipersji]

Couldn't hurt to go see them again I think.

Thing is, i think the symptoms disappear because the entity is biding its time in order to extract the most misery possible. Could be wrong here tho