Bloodthirst

[Rudolfus]

I am recently awakening from a torpor. I havent fed on blood in over eight years, and throughout that time I have abstained from sex and hard drugs. I am VERY energy deprived. During the torpor I passively fed off natural energy to sustain my auto pilot consciousness, but as I'm getting thirstier, the cravings are growing uncontrollable. It's not enough for the earth to sacrifice energy for me, no matter how personable it is. I require blood of humans.

So, for you sanguinarians, tell me, how do you deal with the bloodthirst?

 

[Morell]

... throughout that time I have abstained from sex and hard drugs. I am VERY energy deprived...

After hard drugs and all that I wonder why...

 

[Rudolfus]

Abstained means to not partake in.

 

[IllusiveOwl]

I require blood of humans.

I'm not sure what the logistics could be, but you know who'll have the exact answer for you? A psychiatrist, maybe they'll be able to get you into a uh... a bloodbank or something, yeah, with a prescription. Just go and see them, have a few appointments and tell him all about this.

 

[8Lou1]

maybe you know @Morell, but arent there online groups for sanguinarians? ( i dont know their names)

no matter where the thirst comes from, the medical statement is drinking blood is unhealthy.

in that sense i would say learn to find peace with your human body and stop externalizing your hate and forget the reason for your misery.
and whether you like it or not 8 years is not 10. so you still got 2 years in the closet to heal that shit. find an other way, you are not your urge, you are way more.

buy some food coloring and paint your chocolate milk red, eat rare beef, watch the horror movie carrie and realize its not you. and fucking love yourself.
since you are already 8 years clean, i can presume youre thirsty for human fluids, try some vaginal juice or a taste of sperm. healthier and the orgasms will teach you what it means to love a human body. i can assure you it tastes better then blood.

oww and never forget youre 8 years clean, how freaking damn cool is that!!!!

 

[Morell]

maybe you know @Morell, but arent there online groups for sanguinarians? ( i dont know their names)

no matter where the thirst comes from, the medical statement is drinking blood is unhealthy.

in that sense i would say learn to find peace with your human body and stop externalizing your hate and forget the reason for your misery.
and whether you like it or not 8 years is not 10. so you still got 2 years in the closet to heal that shit. find an other way, you are not your urge, you are way more.

buy some food coloring and paint your chocolate milk red, eat rare beef, watch the horror movie carrie and realize its not you. and fucking love yourself.
since you are already 8 years clean, i can presume youre thirsty for human fluids, try some vaginal juice or a taste of sperm. healthier and the orgasms will teach you what it means to love a human body. i can assure you it tastes better then blood.

oww and never forget youre 8 years clean, how freaking damn cool is that!!!!

Don't know about online groups, but if situation didn't change, there are vampire bars where vamps and black swans (blood donors) can easily meet and some of those places have private spaces for blood drinking. Don't know more about the matter.

 

[8Lou1]

@IllusiveOwl: normally i would half agree with the go to the doctor part. only the sad part is in sanguinarian cases that you need to leave it alone, not poke in it. and thats what the doctor does for real. so in this case i would say really bad advise.

 

[IllusiveOwl]

so in this case i would say really bad advise.

You're right, like you said it's a much better call for the weed-anime-vampire just to drink sperm instead of blood.

 

[8Lou1]

Love the sarcasm, but ever had bloodlust?

 

[IllusiveOwl]

ever had bloodlust?

If I did, I would seek a Psychiatrist, because that would make me a danger to myself and to others.

I strongly recommend anyone who does to seek professional help and medication.

 

[Rudolfus]

If you aren't a Sanguinarian or at least knowledgeable of the topic, plese refrain from butting in with your ignorance. The topic is "how do you deal with bloodlust?"

 

[Yazata]

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[MageJohn183]

If you aren't a Sanguinarian or at least knowledgeable of the topic, plese refrain from butting in with your ignorance. The topic is "how do you deal with bloodlust?"

The answer to the question of "how do you deal with bloodlust?" is to go to a doctor. You have serious mental health issues. You don't need other people's blood to survive, that is your mental illness speaking. Any other answer is just bullshit and a waste of time. And just because you are getting validation from other people like yourself does not mean that it isn't a mental illness. It is. Please, for your own sanity and the safety of others, go speak to a qualified professional about this. Good luck!

 

[Morell]

Here's my two cents on the matter.

For a change, I did have bloodlust upon me, when I first experimented with vampirism. I remember that lecture, when I would spend all of it watching the woman who was speaking, eyes locked upon her neck and the veins there. Or later on the escalators that intense desire to jump on the man in front of me and bite his neck.

What did I do? I refused it. I refused to be such a being. And it went away. Because the simple fact is, we have free will and we decide who we f* are. And I choose and insisted on not being blood-thirsty monster.