People judge, always. But i get your drift. I mostly get angry because they sell their translations as struth, while if they would think and remember, theyd know islam before 911 is something else then we have now.
So, i do underground islam and work with the berhatiah, like they all do, but wont tell you.
At the same time, im very aware of the oppressiveness of the western culture i live in. Mostly nonbelievers who dont care for certain spiritual structures and talk down on non whites or religious people. Which in my area is almost the same thing.
I understand why these people dont want me. The pro is that due to religion, some of them took the effort to get to know me, and found i got fun occult skill in the i love my husband area. (i make their eyes twinkle and their hearts flow)
Sometimes people just forget that the outside isnt always what it looks like. The idea for covering was that, but what do we know, noone cares we just cover.
So i gave up on all of that and started my own private travels. As if every christian would be a pope, nah mosques are for community meetings. Not like a church is housing god and you have to go there to meet him under the guidance of a priest.
since the internet like minded people worldwide are mixing by connecting openly and that brings a diversity of new input. But im well aware of how things are being played, but its tiresome. Like being the ball in a pinball machine, boingg racism, boinggg sexism, boingg slavery, boingg fucking again a spyop, etc.
Everynow and then though i meet likeminded godmen and then its fun. Im totally having a day, when i read in the news the the norwegian crownprincess has a nigerian prince as lover and he touches pussy and dick for money as shaman. And they fucking let him in public openly with royals!!!!
If thats not gods joke, idk.