Let's put it this way for you to understand. I am not a master at doing any ritual, or any rite. One of the methods that I used was get on my knees, pray, and ask God for some answers. That is all that I did in the beginning, and I swear to The Universe Itself, that I Love very deeply, that I started to hear a voice Telepathically at first. Then, it started to talk to me verbally, and it spoke in a voice that was not my own. At first, The Universe said that it was the god of the Bible. Later during those times of the past, It said that it was Lucifer and that Lucifer was Satan as well. We didn't get along at first, because of the way I was brainwashed to think He was evil like everyone else says. However, I believed at first that Lucifer was The Universe because of the amazing experiences that I had, and still have. It wasn't until the here and now, that The Universe told me that He/She was not Lucifer that the name Lucifer was just another name. And, I was hurt a little because I thought that I was so damn sure, that Lucifer was the One running the show. But, He/She is not. You see, The Universe, has so many names, forms, shapes, and sizes. Including our very own selves. One of things The Universe also said to me, was that there is a reason why I am in contact with Him/Her. Don't ask me, because I have no clue what that reason is. Yes, The Universe tends to hide most of His/Hers valuable secrets from me, so that I don't say anything. But, I guaranteed The Universe, that if one day He/She decides to tell me His/Her secrets, that I will keep it a secret. Secrecy is where the power lies. I have kept most of them already. Again, I do not know everything about rituals, or rites or Magick. As far as, my Spirituality goes, the most I did was meditation, and as if now, Astral Projection, and that's when The Universe allows me to have such an experience, and at least Lucid Dreaming. I am still learning, and have a long way to go on my Spiritual Journey. And that's it. I hope that you can understand me a little better now. Many blessings!! And happy Halloween.