Heavy energy and how to avoid it?

[dannyv]

Hi all!


I’ve come to suspect that I’m not protecting myself enough? I‘m an 11th house Pisces stellium, and while I do acknowledge that I don’t pick up such heavy energy as I did before I started protecting myself, I still feel like I’m picking up negative energy. Recently, I’ve noticed a pattern. I get a service (a tattoo, a medical provider, etc) and they have nothing but outstanding reviews, 5 stars all around. Yet, when I interact with them, the work is sub par and I’ve been a bit of a therapist the whole session. This has been going on for a bit over a year.

I have shungite, black tourmaline, as well as other crystals that I take every where with me. I have several evil eye tailsmen, do an egg cleanse every so often etc. I feel like my house is warded pretty well but maybe me as an individual isn’t?

what do you think?

 

[Ignotus]

Sometimes when we focus too much on not picking up negative energy, we end up creating more of it through our own thoughts. Your thoughts shape your reality works both ways

 

[throne]

I'm also interested in peoples responses to this topic

 

[Diamond-otherkin]

I hate to be that guy but I would recommend a no-tech banishing or purifying ritual.
Your imagination/ visualizations can be your primary and most potent tools.
Personally I am very weary of all types of crystal-tech especially when store-brought, and especially when an unspecified number of intermediaries have been in contact with the stuff.
A found pebble or rock from the side of a trail has done great for me (again believes may vary).
I would recommend trying some different banishing rituals, chaoist banishings among others some are 'easier' to implement multiple times a day.

 

[throne]

I hate to be that guy but I would recommend a no-tech banishing or purifying ritual.
Your imagination/ visualizations can be your primary and most potent tools.
Personally I am very weary of all types of crystal-tech especially when store-brought, and especially when an unspecified number of intermediaries have been in contact with the stuff.
A found pebble or rock from the side of a trail has done great for me (again believes may vary).
I would recommend trying some different banishing rituals, chaoist banishings among others some are 'easier' to implement multiple times a day.

So you think that the people in contact with the stones impact its effectiveness? Can you elaborate more? It makes sense. There's also the problem of ethical sourcing, heavy industrial cutting and authenticity (a lot of glass crystal stones from China)

 

[wizard003439]

You ward and guard.
That means you accept the premise.
You can simply deny yourself the tendency.
It becomes an illness if it starts troubling you.
Stop rubbing salt in that wound.
Saying no feels damn amazing and you know what? Once you do, you see the entire world saying no in ways you wish you saw before.
Don't even need to say No. You can just be your whole you, not even flinch, and - even get respect.

Pragmatically: you pull them out of their professionalism and make them finally feel heard. Walls instantly torn/shattered/touched/put into active reference frame. This is a big spiritual shift that can occur.

Would you yourself be able to keep up the mask? Perhaps. Though I think not. You'd probably be eager to have someone speak to you in your "language", let alone Seeing you. < This is all loosely based on the nature of your inquiry plus presumptions made on your opening post.

Would you be able to do your professional job well? Me myself? Hell no, it'd be not the time, not the place. Even if I can ward off the energy and straighten them out hierarchically, socially ("putting them in their place, this is not the time kinda deal"), it would still leave me ....having used that energy.

That contradicts with my high energy "work", especially my service-esque work.

The problem with people that provide face2face services well, is that they are good at their job, and don't need to be Experienced And Wisened in The Human Experience to execute it. That also makes them beautiful and authentic; you still see the true human. And oftenly in their element / happy they can "do what they love", as well. But that makes for deep waters.

Or worse... they have a shitty job but a big heart for it. That makes for a big duality on their inside. Acknowledge one side, the other bursts. (Acknowledge their heart, their work suffers).

End of rant

 

[Beyond Everything]

Hi all!


I’ve come to suspect that I’m not protecting myself enough? I‘m an 11th house Pisces stellium, and while I do acknowledge that I don’t pick up such heavy energy as I did before I started protecting myself, I still feel like I’m picking up negative energy. Recently, I’ve noticed a pattern. I get a service (a tattoo, a medical provider, etc) and they have nothing but outstanding reviews, 5 stars all around. Yet, when I interact with them, the work is sub par and I’ve been a bit of a therapist the whole session. This has been going on for a bit over a year.

Don't discount the general ongoing deterioration of society. It's going to get markedly worse and soon, so one may wish to gird themselves and expect nothing and anything from the populace.

I have shungite, black tourmaline, as well as other crystals that I take every where with me. I have several evil eye tailsmen, do an egg cleanse every so often etc. I feel like my house is warded pretty well but maybe me as an individual isn’t?

what do you think?

I think these things are almost baubles in this context. What really enhances one's aura and consequent reactions to it is clearing one's own emotions and habitual thoughtforms and letting the inner self start to begin to shine forth.

 

[dannyv]

You ward and guard.
That means you accept the premise.
You can simply deny yourself the tendency.
It becomes an illness if it starts troubling you.
Stop rubbing salt in that wound.
Saying no feels damn amazing and you know what? Once you do, you see the entire world saying no in ways you wish you saw before.
Don't even need to say No. You can just be your whole you, not even flinch, and - even get respect.

Pragmatically: you pull them out of their professionalism and make them finally feel heard. Walls instantly torn/shattered/touched/put into active reference frame. This is a big spiritual shift that can occur.

Would you yourself be able to keep up the mask? Perhaps. Though I think not. You'd probably be eager to have someone speak to you in your "language", let alone Seeing you. < This is all loosely based on the nature of your inquiry plus presumptions made on your opening post.

Would you be able to do your professional job well? Me myself? Hell no, it'd be not the time, not the place. Even if I can ward off the energy and straighten them out hierarchically, socially ("putting them in their place, this is not the time kinda deal"), it would still leave me ....having used that energy.

That contradicts with my high energy "work", especially my service-esque work.

The problem with people that provide face2face services well, is that they are good at their job, and don't need to be Experienced And Wisened in The Human Experience to execute it. That also makes them beautiful and authentic; you still see the true human. And oftenly in their element / happy they can "do what they love", as well. But that makes for deep waters.

Or worse... they have a shitty job but a big heart for it. That makes for a big duality on their inside. Acknowledge one side, the other bursts. (Acknowledge their heart, their work suffers).

End of rant i was and guard becaus

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You ward and guard.
That means you accept the premise.
You can simply deny yourself the tendency.
It becomes an illness if it starts troubling you.
Stop rubbing salt in that wound.
Saying no feels damn amazing and you know what? Once you do, you see the entire world saying no in ways you wish you saw before.
Don't even need to say No. You can just be your whole you, not even flinch, and - even get respect.

Pragmatically: you pull them out of their professionalism and make them finally feel heard. Walls instantly torn/shattered/touched/put into active reference frame. This is a big spiritual shift that can occur.

Would you yourself be able to keep up the mask? Perhaps. Though I think not. You'd probably be eager to have someone speak to you in your "language", let alone Seeing you. < This is all loosely based on the nature of your inquiry plus presumptions made on your opening post.

Would you be able to do your professional job well? Me myself? Hell no, it'd be not the time, not the place. Even if I can ward off the energy and straighten them out hierarchically, socially ("putting them in their place, this is not the time kinda deal"), it would still leave me ....having used that energy.

That contradicts with my high energy "work", especially my service-esque work.

The problem with people that provide face2face services well, is that they are good at their job, and don't need to be Experienced And Wisened in The Human Experience to execute it. That also makes them beautiful and authentic; you still see the true human. And oftenly in their element / happy they can "do what they love", as well. But that makes for deep waters.

Or worse... they have a shitty job but a big heart for it. That makes for a big duality on their inside. Acknowledge one side, the other bursts. (Acknowledge their heart, their work suffers).

End of rant

Well, I ward and guard because I have too many diseases not to. I had to accept that premise because my medical records would never let me deny it.

I never considered it “negative energy”- I genuinely like being a part of someone’s inner world. I only started guarding myself at the beginning of the year, way after the services I mentioned. It’s disheartening getting permanent work on your body (that you’re ecstatic about & can only think about how well it will go, researched the artist, etc), that looks nothing like the artist’s portfolio . Same goes for doctors, and other services that I seek out. The experiences have left me confused, since all these individuals have nothing but 5 stars. Yet, my experience contradicts what everyone else describes. Which so be it! But, these providers refuse to take accountability, that the services rendered are not up to their usual standards. And all of a sudden, I’m the bad guy.

can I keep up the mask? I think I can! I’m very accustomed to my emotions and having to deal with them, and understand others are nowhere near as comfortable (Not to say that I’m anywhere near the finish line for controlling my emotions). Do I have minimal interactions with people who provide services in order to be happier myself? I don’t feel like that’s the answer…

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Sometimes when we focus too much on not picking up negative energy, we end up creating more of it through our own thoughts. Your thoughts shape your reality works both ways

I definitely wasn’t focusing on it for the majority of my life. Only at the beginning of this year, once I noticed these interactions/ services rendered and how they contradicted everyone else’s experience

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I hate to be that guy but I would recommend a no-tech banishing or purifying ritual.
Your imagination/ visualizations can be your primary and most potent tools.
Personally I am very weary of all types of crystal-tech especially when store-brought, and especially when an unspecified number of intermediaries have been in contact with the stuff.
A found pebble or rock from the side of a trail has done great for me (again believes may vary).
I would recommend trying some different banishing rituals, chaoist banishings among others some are 'easier' to implement multiple times a day.

Interesting! As soon as I get a new crystal, I always cleanse it and assumed that was enough. I’ll look into banishing and purifying rituals and see what fits. Thank you