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I'm doing the LBRP 2x a day and I want to throw in an invocation of Lucifer daily and get my relationship back to where it was, because a lot of his teachings involve self-love and putting your own needs first from my previous experience with working with him (I stopped working with him after my delusions where I saw hell which I've mentioned in a previous post, just due to my own fears), he was my friend and I feel like I let him down by abandoning him or not trusting him when I had illusions and a lot of doubt in him entirely based on religious dogma.
If I do the LBRP, which is working, can I set the intention to keep Lucifer's energy if it's having an effect or do they conflict? I would prefer to keep the LBRP in my routine or switch back and forth but I think Lucifer is able to help a lot with shadow work.
I would typically just do the LBRP and set my mental belief and intention to not get rid of energy which is benefiting me, but I just want to double check and see if I can actually do that.
Also, why I kind of stopped working with Lucifer is because approximately 3 years ago, I started working with him because he contacted me and told me to get in touch with him, I was stuck in a domestic abuse situation, he was helping me originally with self-love but at the time I was working with him, I was begging everyone for help and I had illusions that I was going to end up in hell, and he does kind of like to play up the whole "devil" thing being a bit of a trickster because he often tests you to put yourself first and tell him no.
I'm going to be honest with Lucifer the next time I work with him. He appreciates honestly, when I needed help in life, my pleas weren't being answered, on top of that I had anxiety and illusions which most likely came from my own fears of the concept of Hell, which I prefer to dismiss on my path. Eventually, I quit working with him because it wasn't bearing fruit. It's why I'm putting the LBRP first, but at time I did view him as akin to a best friend.
I think I had a codependent relationship with Lucifer, which I'm sure Carl Jung could write a whole essay on, but it wasn't really working in the past, and I can take responsibility for that, I wasn't ready or I misunderstood another spiritual test meant to put myself first and build my self esteem, which included dealing with my fears that I was going to end up in hell.
If I did, this codependency is exactly why I need to work with him, so I can recognize it and work on it.
If I do the LBRP, which is working, can I set the intention to keep Lucifer's energy if it's having an effect or do they conflict? I would prefer to keep the LBRP in my routine or switch back and forth but I think Lucifer is able to help a lot with shadow work.
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I would typically just do the LBRP and set my mental belief and intention to not get rid of energy which is benefiting me, but I just want to double check and see if I can actually do that.
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Also, why I kind of stopped working with Lucifer is because approximately 3 years ago, I started working with him because he contacted me and told me to get in touch with him, I was stuck in a domestic abuse situation, he was helping me originally with self-love but at the time I was working with him, I was begging everyone for help and I had illusions that I was going to end up in hell, and he does kind of like to play up the whole "devil" thing being a bit of a trickster because he often tests you to put yourself first and tell him no.
I'm going to be honest with Lucifer the next time I work with him. He appreciates honestly, when I needed help in life, my pleas weren't being answered, on top of that I had anxiety and illusions which most likely came from my own fears of the concept of Hell, which I prefer to dismiss on my path. Eventually, I quit working with him because it wasn't bearing fruit. It's why I'm putting the LBRP first, but at time I did view him as akin to a best friend.
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I think I had a codependent relationship with Lucifer, which I'm sure Carl Jung could write a whole essay on, but it wasn't really working in the past, and I can take responsibility for that, I wasn't ready or I misunderstood another spiritual test meant to put myself first and build my self esteem, which included dealing with my fears that I was going to end up in hell.
If I did, this codependency is exactly why I need to work with him, so I can recognize it and work on it.
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